Idea-Threads

June 23, 2005

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Dorothy Franklin
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on June 23, 2005
© Copyright 2005 Avion Rising Inc.

Roll Call: Serge (Joseph), Mark (Phillip), Alice (Miluumea), Lida (Miriam), Andrea (Jarasen), Martin (Turinga), John (Soharse), and Myrna (Shara-Leene).

John and Myrna were talking about the homework assignment that Kris had given them the previous Thursday evening. They were to notice synchronicities. For example, John made a purchase and it came to $4.44 so he bought a lottery ticket. They were to also pay attention when they heard ringing in their ears; saw sparks in their vision, etc.

John made a comment that it is only a synchronicity IF you notice it and then made a comment that Elias says the “wherever your attention falls, it is meaningful” . . . so pay attention.

The conversation changed and we began talking about the walk session of the previous evening, in particular about whales as being “The Keeper of Dreams.”

John also commented out loud that he likes it when Kris gives us these homework assignments.

(Session begins at 7:32 P.M.)

KRIS: Now we are glad that some of you remembered your homework and actually engaged it. And indeed you might get some homework to carry you through the summer. (Laughter)

MYRNA: That’s John! Okay. John! [And not the rest of us.] (General laughter)

KRIS: Now, we would like to address some of the issues you discussed moments ago, as the evening develops. To begin with, we will continue with previous subject matter that we have carried over from a few weeks already concerning idea-atmospheres, idea-complexes and as Joseph has pointed out to Phillip earlier, we are introducing a third item that we call ‘‘Idea Threads’’ that may help you identify more of your own thought processes and how you process your thinking patterns. There is a definite reason why we introduced Idea-Atmospheres, Idea Complexes and this, the third item, in these ‘‘Idea Threads’’.

Ideas are, in themselves, a most spectacular phenomena that create action, that even lead into mass events. And since you have your being in a particular type of idea-atmosphere, it behooves each and every one of you to recognize, not only that you DO entertain thoughts on a consistent and continual basis, whether you are focused in that action or not is irrelevant, but that you also entertain very unique thought patterns, very unique firstly to your species, and secondly to yourselves as individuals. And by recognizing not only the flow of thoughts into your awareness but how you pattern your thinking, which also brings about specific sets of events and circumstances, you avail yourselves of an incredible tool of awareness. And you can, as well, recognize those thought patterns that obviously are linked to your beliefs and convictions.

But the ability to recognize thought patterns enables you to become aware of thought patterns that are no longer of specific benefit to you, but that may still, like an old program, function in the background and still brings about its effects, which in other words can also be called karma. We are not talking about the classic understanding of karma from the East Indian cultures, because karma simply means a reaction for an action, the result of an event. And events occur first and primarily at the subjective level. What you then encounter within your physical expression is the result of those events. You refer to them as the events and circumstances of the human condition. Does that make sense? (General agreement.)

But firstly, events occur at subjective level and mass events also occur at the collective subjective level and are then translated into the physical imagery that you encounter and entertain in your daily living. By being able to recognize ineffective thought patterns, you can readily Acknowledge, Address, and Accept to transform your attention onto more beneficial and advantageous thought patterns. Does that make some sense? (Agreement)

This is an ADDITIONAL tool of awareness and this ‘Idea Threads’ become very relevant in light of all thought patterns, whether they are advantageous or disadvantageous to you is irrelevant to the very notion of ideas themselves. What is relevant is that you keep them, even those that are no longer to your benefit or your advantage. So by Acknowledging, Addressing and Accepting them you avail yourself then of energy that may very well function against your own very best interest. And then transform, literally release that energy to draw into your attention thought patterns that are more to your advantage. (Do you follow?)

And ‘Idea Threads’ are very specific types of patterns, because when you begin to pay attention to your own thought processes, you will indeed recognize not only the standard understanding of patterns, but how you, of course THREAD the ideas contained within those patterns to create a larger lattice of idea and thought patterns that if not properly addressed, actually become an impediment. By transforming your attention onto a specific idea thread that literally stitches together, brings together thought patterns that are advantageous, you make it that much easier for yourselves to unblock, release, energies that most likely should never have been held onto, sometime for decades. And the more you become aware of such processes, the more empowered you become because you begin then to feed off the energy of constructive, advantageous, thought patterns that engender emergent ‘Idea Threads’ that bring together other advantageous building blocks for your reality creation endeavors.

And this is where the notion of “value creation” really has, and will have, an impact upon you lives, because it brings about the recognition that it is not only specific things, objects, objectives or adjectives that have value in your lives, but that indeed YOU are that which is the value in your existence. Does that make some sense?

MYRNA: Yes and no.

KRIS: You will have to speak up, if you please.

MYRNA: I will speak up. It’s Myrna. I would like to work with you on this because right now it’s like concepts for me, but I don’t . . . Can we do an example, please? You talked about idea atmosphere. You talked about idea pattern. And now we’ve got ‘Idea Threads’. I need something more concrete, but firstly moving into the area of value creation. There’s something important here and I’m not getting it.

KRIS: Indeed. You are correct on all counts! (General laughter)

MARK: You get a Triple ‘I’. Indeed. Indeed. Indeed.

KRIS: That merits a metal on its own. Now, do you understand idea atmospheres?

MYRNA: Kind of.

KRIS: Do you understand idea complexes?

MYRNA: Yeah, vaguely, but not really.

KRIS: Specifically speaking, your existence is sustained within a little ocean, or atmosphere of thoughts.

MYRNA: I get that.

KRIS: Ideas! Constantly! That is energy that you use to transform into the concepts that you can understand. Secondly ‘idea complexes’ is to bring about the recognition that when you entertain ideas, when you GET an idea, you usually recognize only its surface, until you start following its development. So what you may have initially perceived as one small idea may actually end up being something very large, perhaps even something life transforming, all contained within a neurological snapshot that you call an idea. Correct?

(Yes.)

Now we have brought in ‘Idea Threads’ specifically to help recognize thought patterns and this involves the traditional idea, pardon the pun, or understanding, of patterns, say somebody [is] continuously sabotaging their own best interest… and I am certain, as ourselves, and WE are certain as ourselves, that there are many individuals that each of you know that do this.

ALICE: Intimately! (Laughing)

KRIS: Indeed, this is one interpretation of recognizing the patterns. Do you follow?

MYRNA: I understand that. I don’t see the distinction between the pattern and the complex. I don’t quite get it.

KRIS: Now, complexes are different. Thought patterns, patterns themselves, are a separate thing up to a point. Do you have this so far?

MYRNA: No

KRIS: What is it that you find confusing?

MYRNA: Someone… I… sabotaging myself.

KRIS: That belongs to patterns.

MYRNA: Right. Exactly!

KRIS: Repetitive patterns.

MYRNA: Okay. What might be an example of an idea complex?

KRIS: We will use the example we initially brought about. Someone had an idea to invent or create the combustion engine. This actually encompasses a great feat of action, but it is not over yet. It spans time and space. This can be configured something similar to a mass event, but of a different species. Now, there are patterns we have talked about. There are other thought patterns that lead to the patterns used by the individual that sabotages himself or herself. Do you follow that?

That is where the notion of ‘Idea Threads’ comes in, because if you can recognize those specific thought patterns that lead you to act in a manner, occasionally your sabotaging your own best interest, you literally have the key, and a powerful key that can lead you down the apparently labyrinth of corridors of the unconscious into a great clearing where you can see how these kinds of thought patterns actually tie into each other, are literally stitched one into the other, but are only activated when you encounter situations you deem necessary, in one form or another, to trigger those specific patterns that sabotage your interests. Does that make sense?

(No response)

Someone is creating an intimate relationship, and then they convince themselves that they can trust the other until it becomes, they must trust the other because they cannot mistrust the other, until it moves into an area where the other is not to be trusted under certain conditions and circumstances, until it moves into an area where the other is absolutely not to be trusted, period. This leads into additional complexities, because then come accusations, then come arguments, then more distasteful arguments until there is a breakup, and we are obviously condensing much of this, but each and every one of you can understand this. Correct?

Now where does the original notion come from that leads to the eventual disruption of the relationship? Is it that the other cannot be trusted, or is it that the one entertaining those notions is herself or himself unable to trust their own feelings and has set up an agenda to project those very feelings, that they are unable to acknowledge, address and accept, onto the other?

MYRNA: Is that a pattern or a thread?

KRIS: That is a pattern. By recognizing the pattern, you can also expand your recognition, if you wish, and see the threads that tie that behavior, and here we are talking about first, psychological behavior, in a manner that leads to other behaviors, where the same individual may also be sabotaging other areas of their lives that may not specifically limit itself to relationships, or at least not intimate ones. This goes beyond the notion that one is a victim of the untrustworthiness of the universe. This deals specifically with a challenge that that individual has engaged to recognize those deep-seated feelings of unworthiness, untrustfullness within themselves. Do you understand?

(Yes)

‘Idea Threads’ can lead to the recognition of thought patterns which lead to behavior patterns that literally digress the individual’s energies in such a manner that they may end up being their own worst enemy. That is a challenge that often affects millions of people. At the same time, that very same individual may very well hold thought patterns and ‘Idea Threads’ that lead to behavior patterns that can also prove beneficial and enriching to their own lives in other areas, to such a degree that they might not think that part of their lives are self sabotaged while others are successful. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

And many individuals in your modern societies walk about holding the two extremes, and do not recognize them and wonder why their lives are successful in some areas and in others they suffer. But in all cases they are always a success. The thought patterns and the behavior it generates is successfully replicated onto the media of the living experience, onto the canvas of the living experience. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

And our purpose, our agenda with this is to recognize that it is quite possible to bring about balance and harmony into that situation by literally recognizing that thought patterns – and by thought patterns we include in here the entire gamut of the subjective experience, feelings, emotions, feeling tones, etc., in case someone thinks that we are implicating thoughts as the causal factor. Do you follow?

(Yes)

KRIS: By playing with your ideas, your thoughts, your thought processes, and the very idea of your OWN existence, you reward yourselves with an expanded awareness because you are opening doors to consciousness that you did not think existed. And these are doors to treasure houses where countless gems are awaiting your discovery. Does that make sense, even to you Sharaleene?

MYRNA: Yes, I’m just writing it all down. I’ve got the threads. No, I’ve got the pattern, I’m working on the threads.

KRIS: Now are there questions?

JOHN: I’ve got the idea atmospheres, idea complexes and I’ve got a pretty good idea of patterns. Could you just clarify and distinguish for me the idea thread, as opposed to a thought pattern.

KRIS: ‘Idea Threads’ will lead you from one thought pattern to another that may be very similar, but that may indeed affect another portion of your existence, another part of your life.

JOHN: Oh. I think I get what you’re saying. An idea thread may not be about any one particular pattern, it’s across the board.

KRIS: Indeed, it literally stitches them together. Does that make sense to you?

JOHN: Yes. So that for instance the person who is having trouble with intimate relationships because they don’t trust themselves, may also be having difficulty with their financials because they don’t trust themselves.

KRIS: Any many other areas and often the twain never meet.

JOHN: And so those are two different idea patterns with the same idea thought patterns.

KRIS: There is indeed an idea thread that runs through the various patterns.

JOHN: Oh yeah. I get it.

MYRNA: So, carry that a bit further into value fulfillment, if you could.

KRIS: Indeed, because value fulfillment, value creation, is itself an ongoing process, it is not limited to your focal personality. It is not limited to a grouping of focal personalities. It is not limited to the focal personalities that are grouped with one specific essence, or another essence of your larger body. It is an immense concept that has not been fully fleshed out yet, because it encompasses not only the values EACH of your individual lives hold, BUT it encompasses, it EMBRACES, the entire universe within which you express yourself as a singularity event.

So it, too, is a VAST idea complex. Because you would not have given yourselves the trouble to create a vast, complex physical universe out of the good graces of your subjective universe, if none of it had any value. ALL of it has value to you because you create it. Does that part make sense?

Even that which we may offend your sensibilities. Even that which may offend your goals or any values you are presently focused upon, such as Muslim women wearing Burkas or the men who make their women walk behind them, or cultures that bury the wives deeper into the ground than the men, and so on and so forth. Your North American culture has a specific set of values that are themselves ongoing and developing. Eastern cultures, European cultures, Asian cultures, have different values. There are threads that flow through each of them, nonetheless, that are sometimes completely opposite, but suffice it to say that the other cultural events are simply the ones you do not focus upon HERE, but that you still entertain and create. They are still part of your value system. They are only somewhat removed from your present attention, but they are still in the background. You are aware of them through many people who exhibit them. Correct?

(Yes.)

As you become aware of the thought patterns that somehow or other reduce your participation in life to one degree or another, that are not to your advantage, not to your benefit because they are old patterns that you simply need to clean house, you inevitably become aware of the larger body of thought patterns that you entertain and focus upon. You bring your attention to more and more beneficial, advantageous thought patterns, you can thread them by becoming consciously aware of them, drawing them, not only drawing them to you, but holding them, working with them, expressing them, which only enables you to recognize deeper and deeper values that you hold. And as such, the result effect, the karma, in that term, in the manner in which we use it, can only manifest, display, express, the greater values or the values all of which are who you are.

In other words yet, even though you may go through life known as Myrna, and John, and Mark and Andrea and Lida and Martin and Alice, so many other names, this is the name that you use, is itself a great personality structure for all of the values that you entertain and focus upon. Your true personality and its threads only come up to the surface of your personality structure because you choose them. And therefore they exist because that is what you are. So do not think that as a Myrna, or an Alice or a John and so on, you are perhaps diminished, you are less than complete. Do not think that you are specifically separate and separated from the vast value, design that is all of the essences that you are, because without that specific interface, that bridge personality structure that you call yourselves, is the interface point between the inner realities and what you assume to be an outer reality. Does that make some metaphysical sense to you?

JOHN: We have the magic in us.

KRIS: Indeed. All you need do then is find your groove. Now we take a magical break.

(Break at 8:15)

There were discussions on the material that Kris had just presented. Somehow or other down the line, the conversation turned to right brain / left brain and how one side is analytical and the other is creative, how the left brain controls the right hand and vice-versa. John then began explaining how the eye sees everything upside down and backwards and that the brain switches everything.

(Resume at 8:30)

KRIS: Now indeed, you may speak of right brain and left brain, but what you need to engage is the whole brain. And such exercises, both aspects of the brain, kick in to explore the subjective states in this manner, requires both the use of your imagination and creativity, and your logical, critical, rational thinking and once the whole brain functions at that level then there are indeed transformation. That is where you get Satori, enlightenment, illumination, understanding, when the light goes on, so to speak. Focusing overly on the rational, critical, intellectual perceptions eventually brings about an imbalance both in brain and perceptual functions. And engaging overly in creative, imaginative, emoting functions and perceptions creates an imbalance and both perceptions release their own types of hormones and chemicals.

But when the upper layer of whole brain function, higher intelligence is brought into play, a different feeling tone, a different mixture of neurological, synaptic functions and a different blend of neuro-peptides are released in the brain. And as such, the feeling tone also is different. Not that it is dependent upon the higher-octane blend, so to speak, but it can be accessed far more easily. And when this situation occurs, a totally different perspective on existence is attained. It is far easier to see the uniting patterns of life threads throughout the entire concept of human existence.

We believe there is a song that expresses that from above, it looks like everyone is at peace – in the movie song. We believe that Bette Middler did it.

JOHN: Oh, yeah. “Fly Higher Than an Eagle. You Are the Wind Beneath my Wings.”

KRIS: This particular song has a message to it. And though some might relate to it in religious terms or spiritual terms, it also addresses higher intelligence, the intelligence that actually does see those very things happen. Does that make any sense to you?

As best as you can, we encourage you to explore, in your intimate relationship with your own thoughtful self delve more intimately, the threads of your own thought patterns and will indeed recognize that there is a gradual transformation and acceleration, because those higher brain functions also engage faster neurological processes. And it does not mean it is in the topmost portion of your brain, though that is how you may experience it. But those more accelerated neurological processes are the results of a synergy that occurs between the various dualistic fragments of your personality, those that appear to you to be in conflict with various parts will indeed dissolve into a more harmonious – and by dissolving we do not mean a disintegration, but an integration of a more harmonious state. Does that make any sense to you? (General agreement)

Indeed and a very important discovery that you will each make in your own way is that the more you are able to thread your own divergence, even conflicting thought patterns, as well as thread together even those positive and constructive thought patterns, the more you will recognize this unifying factor, and a lessening, a marked, recognizable lessening of conflicting inner dialogue. And we know that you engage inner dialogue off and on. And very often those inner dialogues are about what – about inner conflicts – that will lessen as you become more integrated, various conflicting aspects become acknowledged, accepted, addressed, brought together, the values that you seek out of life are more easily recognized; the value of your own being is more easily embraced, the value of the creations engendered by the beings that you are, more easily embraced, which does not mean necessarily that you must do it, but it should be embraced. Does that make some sense?

JOHN: Yes. Is that what you mean when you use the word congruent?

KRIS: Indeed, there may appear to you to be many in-congruencies in your own lives, as it may appear to you that there are many in-congruencies in human life itself, spread throughout the planet, various cultures, many of which vie to destroy each other, many of which argue and cannot get along, many of which have sometimes many comparable similarities but their argumentative nature does not allow them to see the similarities, only the differences, because in so many ways, all of your lovely beings are encapsulated expressions of the whole world. You have as many ongoing conflicts and wars within yourselves as there are throughout the world. And the world can only display ALL of yourselves as focused here, whether you are consciously aware or not. The whole self is displayed in the world, for indeed, You are the world.

SEVERAL PEOPLE: There’s another song! (Laughter)

KRIS: So when you walk upon the earth, you walk on the world, you are walking upon yourself, and you are walking through yourself, and you are looking through yourself, you are engaging with yourself.

(Long pause)

Question?

(Long Pause)

Or are you still wondering what in the world is the world made up of?

MARK: Me!

(General laughter)

ALICE: Do you have any practical suggestions as to how to better integrate ourselves?

KRIS: The practice we offered over the past few weeks and especially this evening with ‘Idea Threads’ can indeed these are most powerful tools towards that end, in addition to what we have given concerning the Triple ‘A’. Are you aware of this?

ALICE: No.

KRIS: Perhaps Phillip will be so kind as to eventually draw your attention to that practice. It [Triple ‘A’] can assist and break and recognize the specific goal and it does not mean that after two weeks time you will be walking on water, unless it is very shallow. But it does mean that you may indeed begin, right now, to address inner dialogues and conflicts and conversations, recognizing thought processes, thought patterns and thought threads. And those threads lead perhaps to many roads. But they all lead to one destination, indeed the recognition that the self is not split, separated, in conflict. It is whole. And it is only because any number of you at any given time are only focused in small portions of yourselves. Does that make sense?

(General consensus)

KRIS: You are familiar with the tuning fork? You know that you can hit it and its vibration reach out in all directions. Consider yourselves then to be LIKE a tuning fork. The very vibration of the concept of the value of you reaches out in all directions and becomes the world. Does that make sense?

Now you can use your imagination and instead of focusing on the external expression of your world, use the imagery of the tuning fork again, but this time, within yourselves. Those same vibrations emanating in all directions WITHIN you, create a certain balance. You may also review the material previously given on the Nine Sisters, which is another powerful approach, because those aspects within the personality which we have termed the ‘Nine Sisters’ are again powerful functions that can bring balance and harmony, and so many other states, into focus. Does that answer your question?

ALICE: I’m sure it will. Do my homework.

KRIS: Indeed, the information is available. Others have used it and have reported success and you might find indeed that not only does it challenge your creativity, but it enhances the creativity. And that goes for all of you, specifically when you address issues concerning non-beneficial thought patterns, and change your inner environmental conditions, your own creativity, your own energy levels; your own vitality even is no longer bound by those negative thought patterns but is actually unleashed. And when that occurs you may find that the synchronicities in your lives, the very synchronicity of life itself is even more prominent. By learning to pay attention to your thoughts in these manners you indeed recognize that much more, that you live in a telepathic universe. For that which you call your intuitions can be focused upon through such processes, which removes some of the road blocks that you have set up that more or less disconnects you from the greater pattern of your existence, which indeed is really threaded and woven into the very fabric of time and space and intersects, literally, in and through your lovely selves. Could you not be more lovely then?

JOHN: I have a quick question on that. Kris, if I may? I was reading a thing about your perception of this room and you were saying that you can see all of our other focuses [and other probable selves] and how they’re dealing with what’s going on here. As you present ideas to us, can you actually see us changing as we engage those ideas?

KRIS: That is correct. How YOU see yourself changing with the ideas is another thing entirely.

JOHN: Yeah, I see some of that.

KRIS: What is the time?

MARK: Eight fifty-two.

KRIS: Indeed then, we suggest that, as best as you can, create for yourselves a most valuable summer, a summer filled with the abundance of your being, because your being is expressed throughout the entire world in countless ways. And with that, we send to summer camp.
(Finish at 8:53)

The Myth of Us – A Walk

June 22, 2005

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Dorothy Franklin
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on June 22, 2005
© Copyright 2005 Avion Rising Inc.

[MARK’S NOTES: I find it most enjoyable listening to these walk sessions because I can hear the birds singing, the water flowing, dogs barking, children playing and so on. These beautiful sounds always bring back joyous memories from the walk AND from my youth.

The first part of this walk is private and is not part of this transcript, so we join Kris and myself in a walk in progress.]

KRIS: Last night we introduced another very ancient civilization. This civilization predates the Vedic culture to some degree, and parallels it as well. They did have interactions and much commerce. All of these can be more clearly understood if you were able to actually draw up a diagram of the ‘Meta-Wheel of Life’. That way you could see that there are many, many civilizations that cross each other’s paths as well as intersect both in time and space, some leaving imprints in the sands of time and history, some so ancient that even their tracks have eroded away, and many have not yet left any impression, per se, that you can detect.

So it is easier to understand that in many respects they all exist simultaneously. Some DO come into YOUR world, YOUR reality, as much as your reality leaves its imprint in other civilizations, in other times and histories. Whether your race understands it or not, others learn from you as you learn from them. By opening yourselves up to those possibilities, it may SEEM that the boundaries of historical sanity become blurred, but in reality this opens many doorways to understandings.

Many of science fiction and fantasy stories, as we described in another walk are an interpretation of some of those civilizations, futuristic or bygone is irrelevant, they still have their existence in the now. They are not necessarily visible to your own eyes because your own eyes cannot see them. But it is possible with practices to get in touch with the feeling tone of some of these others. And the best means to do that is to actually connect with another focus, another expression of your essence, in that reality.

This also means that some other realities, other cultures, ancient or futuristic, have their OWN stories about YOUR world. Most of you would find it bizarre to be considered little more than a fantasy world, a world where people ride two-wheeled devices and so many other things that would seem strange to many of them. [Several people on bicycles were riding by when Kris was speaking.] When you take the time to consider those possibilities, you can only enrich your understanding because you too often, as a people, assume that your physical reality is the only measurable and solid reality and everything else must therefore be fictitious, fantasy and imaginary and therefore, given less consideration. When you consider that your reality indeed is as delicate as the Gossamer threads of any other fantasy reality it loosens the bind that you utilize to think of your reality as the only thing that is real.

MARK: I like that. Looking at this reality as a story book, it really does open up to the others (other realities).

[MARK’S NOTES: When I think of THIS reality as being a fantasy, a fictional story, I am forced to imagine, to try and picture WHO exactly is writing or dreaming this fantasy.]

KRIS: Indeed, your scientists are attempting to make some sense of the governance of this reality. And for the time being they are caught up in the myth of believing that one species turned into another, the dinosaur becomes a bird, the mouse becomes an elephant, the monkey becomes a man, and so on and so forth. It is a pretty fairy tale, as pretty as the ones that say that a supreme being with a rather nasty dark side created everything for the pleasure of wiping it out at its whim, especially if some specific life forms royally and divinely piss it off. Both views are beautiful in their own creation, but they are not absolutes. They, too, are another fantasy.

There have been NO species of ANY form in YOUR world that you can absolutely confirm that have transformed from one to another. Your world has studied these fantasies and fictions long enough now to see that this is not possible. If it happened in the past, why is it not happening in the present? Why is supposed to only happen in the past and in the future, but does not happen in the present? There is something wrong with the script.

MARK: Especially when you look at the time frame. If we’ve only been at it for two thousand years and we’ve gone from ameba, or protein and acid to the humanoid and in just two thousand years! It should be happening a lot, right now.

KRIS: According to modern scientific series this is an evolutionary stage that has taken millions of years, but in the present study of human history there have been no instances of any species that has gone from one form into another. And the reason is quite simple. All of the species that you know, including the new ones being discovered, have always been what they are. Some have disappeared from YOUR perception. Others have not yet appeared to your perception. And others still, are making themselves known, even if only, presently, in very small sizes.

There is a process, but it is not what evolutionists think it is. There are, for instance, very ancient life forms, prehistoric life forms that, for instance, appear to be the ancestors of certain species. But prior to that, there is nothing in the fossil records that show that beyond this point, further into the past, they were something else. Whales, for instance, have been transforming themselves. But they were always whales. And though you might find whales in several layers of the prehistoric fossil records, they appeared within this reality in a form that they could maintain at that specific slice of time and space. Does that make sense to you?

MARK: Yes, it does. Just as the Anunnaki, when these beings left here and went to another planet that had a different environment, or created a different environment, but they created a form that was suitable [for that environment].

KRIS: Indeed, this may take time in your terms, but that is only because they have to take on a form that they can maintain in that environment…

MARK: [Mark continues Kris’ sentence]…That meets the laws of physics and so on that happen to be existence in that place and time.

KRIS: Indeed, if you take your being into an environment where everyone else is of gargantuan size, you’d best adapt quickly if you wish to continue having your being in that environment. Right now, some of the largest life forms on your planet are the cetaceans.

MARK: The what?

KRIS: Cetaceans, the whales, water mammals and indeed, we have mentioned this many years ago, but your scientists now think that the bigger the brain the more intelligent the individual is, or the life form attached to that brain. What they have yet to understand is that not all of the brain’s functions are focused into physical reality. That would indicate that whales, that are many, many, many times the size of one human being for example, and have brains themselves the size of your homes, are obviously focused somewhere else, as well as in physical reality.

Whales, or at least their bodies, exist in an environment that you cannot. You, your species, understands that water is a symbol for the unconscious and we have also maintained many times during these walks that what you see, the environment, is basically a materialization of many of your subjective emotions, whether it is the physical environment like trees and mountains and rivers and valleys, or the weather in your environment.

Now, whales exist in an environment that is symbolic with the unconscious and deep layers of it as such. The only place you, your species, understands this to be valid is indeed the dream state. And though whales are of necessity, with their bodies, focused in their physical environment, the larger capacity of their brain is not focused in the physical environment. They are ANOTHER form of intelligence that is focused at the unconscious layers and these layers involve dream states. And we communicated this to Joseph many years before he was of a mind to speak for us, that whales are indeed the ‘Keepers of Dreams’. And some essences are expressing as such creatures, but not every individual who thinks they have a whale as a focus is necessarily so.

An exploration of dream states along those lines would prove most fascinating. It is not difficult for a sufficiently apprenticed human being to actually enter into telepathic communication with one of those beings and experience reality from that perspective. Now this may hurt the egos of SOME individuals who feel overly proud of their big brain to realize that there are others with bigger brains still. Do you have questions?

MARK: I’m mulling over “Keeper of Dreams” and what that really means.

KRIS: Perhaps since your regular evenings are temporarily on hiatus, this might be an interesting opportunity to explore putting together information on dreams as you have desired for so long. There is no need to concern yourself as to who will transcribe the sessions at this point in time. The material will be available.

MARK: I’ve been wanting to explore that whale phenomenon for a while, ever since you first told me about it on Barker. It stirred my imagination.

KRIS: It should indeed stir the deepest layers of anyone’s imagination who would come across this information.

If there are no further questions…

MARK: There is one. Dorothy, Ellora has asked for her six-pack.

KRIS: Belonging to, primary is another cluster altogether, one that has not been described. We will call it ELDARAA. It’s primary belonging to is similar in tone to Tumold. This is as far as it goes. The rest are anchored into this Taaj Cluster. Secondary, Vold, tertiary, Sumafi.

And we wish to correct, this is aligning with. Now this is aligning with. We have not encountered many individuals from the Eldaraa Cluster as they are almost unknown in this reality, except for the few who have the intestinal fortitude to undertake some of its challenges.

Now, aligning with…you are following?

MARK: Yes.

KRIS: Zuli, Sumafi again and Ilda. What you might be able to do is extract the information from the Elias Material so that she can explore its qualities.

MARK: How many families of intent are there in that cluster?

KRIS: There are twenty-three. It is difficult for most individuals to even conceive of any other kinds of intent, families of intent and clusters of families of intent, but it can indeed give you an EXPANDED look into the deeper meanings of the subjective Universe.

Now, if that is all we will return Joseph to your walk.

MARK: Thank you.

(Session ends.)

Summer Solstice

June 21, 2005

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Ellen Gilbert (Kwaa’Ji)
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on June 21, 2005
© Copyright 2005 Avion Rising Inc.

Roll call in Toronto: Serge (Joseph), Mark (Philip), John (Sohars), Myrna (Shara-leene)

Roll call in Castaic, California: Paul (Janaki), Jo (Rosalie) and Ester (Benata)

Roll call in Oregon: Reta (Leihuu), Norm (Ambrose)

(Preliminary conversation centered around a recap of previous session material from the “Idea Complex” and “Intuition” sessions. )

PAUL: So what’s floating around the idea complexes up there?

JOHN: We’re loving it! I’m especially enjoying finding out how the idea complexes flow into my space. Did you read that transcript?

PAUL: Yeah, [you mean] the whole “directionality” thing that Kris has started with, as far as where thoughts appear from different kinds of thoughts?

JOHN: Yes, but in one transcript he says that there’s a specific single location — well, there may be some minor ones as well — but one major single location in each dwelling where the idea energy flows into the space, to the people [in the space].

PAUL: Oh! Well, that sounds like Seth’s coordinate points! At least to some degree — that there’s a directionality that’s at a geographic location.

JOHN: As a matter of fact, Kris said something quite fascinating. He said the reason we have electricity – as idea complexes enter our field – there’s a certain resistance, and that generates electrical energy, and that’s where electricity comes from: billions of people rubbing up against ideas!

(laughter)

NORM: Like a cat’s fur, huh?

JOHN: Exactly!

PAUL: Makes sense in involutionary terms, from the soul layer, as it manifests physically – that the friction – that there’s some kind of, quote unquote, friction force, a result of that creation, blinking in, blinking out — all that stuff.

JOHN: So we’ve been having fun.

JOANNE: Did you locate your vortex? Your energy input area in your own home?

JOHN: Yes, in fact, I have. We got some instructions about how to feel it with our bodies, or use dowsing technology. I felt it, sensed it, and then confirmed it with the dowsing tools.

NORM: So does it feel warm to you, or –

JOHN: That’s exactly right. Kris says that it may feel like the warmth of a candle on your hand as you’re exploring your space.

RETA: As you get into that space, can you hear better, or understand yourself better, or what?

JOHN: Well, one of the ways of testing the space is to do a little relaxation or contemplation in the spot and then do the same in some other place and see what the difference is, and there’s definitely a fresh, strong, clear energy flowing there for me.

NORM: That definitely sounds intriguing.

ESTER: That sounds like a potential side business! (laughter)

JOHN: (jokingly) Oh yeah, I’ve already got it going! It’s called “John’s Idea Energy Dowsing Service”! (group laughter)

ESTER: I think you might have something there! You know – get with the Feng Shui people and have that as an additional service!

MARK: Now, I’m not privy to last week’s, last Thursday’s session on Intuition. Can someone fill me in?

JOHN: Yes, the various ways that our subconscious, our Essence, prompts our attention to look at the whole inner and outer fields. Yes…intuition, synchronicities, there were two or three others…oh! Twitching! And…

MYRNA: Ears ringing.

JOHN: Yes, buzzing in the ear –

MYRNA: Kris suggested homework for us and this week we were to pay attention to the many signs of the unofficial reality, and that the unofficial reality shows itself through synchronicities, or intuitions, or nudges — and suggesting that they’re many-fold through the course of the day but we’ve lost them. So it’s been very interesting for me this week to actually pay attention to the number of things that I would consider to be synchronicities. I became aware of far more.

PAUL: Very cool. Elias calls them “avenues of communication.” He’s delivered a whole bunch of information on that — how subjective awareness communicates with the objective; translates itself into objective communications.

JOANNE: Coincidentally, I was looking over Paul’s shoulder today at the computer and there was a Sethnet page created by Miss Blake and it had a quote of the day sort of thing that talks about Seth discouraging any message in special methods to getting unofficial information except to just know that it’s there, and your thought patterns will rearrange themselves to accomodate. So it’s more of an organic kind of an approach to that which, coincidentally –

MYRNA: Coincidentally! How cool! (general laughter)

PAUL: So it’s a non-linear cause and effect. More non-linear imagery for me.

NORM: One of the scientists from Stanford University has what he calls “conditioned space,” and that can be a room, a space of about 15 by 20; and in that conditioned space he has three or four Qi Gong meditators “condition” the space. [Then] in that conditioned space he [does] experimental work that shows effects upon water: accurate measurements upon water such as PH and surface tensions, those sort of things — and it will actually change, if you have an intent of changing that particular characteristic or property of water — it’ll change noticeably equipment that is being measured in that particular space. William A. Tiller [is his name].

MARK: That’s the one in [the movie] “What the Bleep Do We Know?”

NORM: Yes.

SERGE: (to Mark) You’re thinking of the one who photographs the crystals in water — Emoto?

NORM: Have you heard of Emoto? He’s the one who was in “What the Bleep” too. All of the pictures of the ice crystals in the subway in Japan? They were taken by him.

MARK: Right.

MYRNA: We’ve attended a few events that Kris has put on at a center here in Toronto, and what seems to be coming through is the taking us into the Heroic dimension, and so several of the meditations of late have helped us change perspective — get out into the solar system and then look back and see our focal expression. It’s been very profound. For me – the issue of the Heroic dimension in fact, it’s what has catapulted me into a very different feeling about my life – that journey out into that space.

NORM: So how has it affected your attitude about your life?

MARK: For me – drastically! I’ve been working extremely long hours, putting in a lot and every day there’s a lot of stress and potential stress, and every day now before I go into work, I say to myself “No matter what happens, I’m going into that Heroic dimension, and I’m going to have a great day! I don’t care what mood anyone else is in, I’m going to have fun, be productive, and get my job done. People are going to respect me for it”, and it can get more specific, depending on what that day holds for me, but sure enough, it works!

NORM: Isn’t that beautiful?! Do people notice a difference in you?

MARK: It is beautiful! And I think people do [notice the difference]. I’m getting the results that I asked for — I have some bosses that are moody and lately they are just fabulous to me!

MYRNA: Where it’s made a difference for me is around the issue of judgement. Norm do you remember at the “Heal the Heart” workshop, we did a meditation and [the] Sister “Love” appeared?

NORM: Uh huh.

MYRNA: At least it did for me. That Sister is for me an image of an eagle. That eagle has become such a friend of mine, that whenever I call her in, I go into a much vaster space that’s allowed me to see everyone in my world who normally I could get really pissed off with — I see them as “Oh, look at me as Mark,” or “Look at me as Serge”…

MARK: (jokingly) Do we piss you off? (group laughter)

MYRNA: But I mean — I just get a real gut, cellular understanding that I’m looking at another probability — so the expansiveness of that realm really has changed my acceptance of life far more.

NORM: When I went to the first lecture of “Science and Consciousness” in Santa Fe, I was trying to express my love to everybody and I sat down next to the people that do that for a living! And [we talked] and we correspond now by email. He is a practioner of Heart Math, which is – you love your heart in that area – he is also with a group that is projecting love around the world. I hope it works with the Islamic people.

PAUL: They’re us too. They want similar things — except for the fanatics who’re getting way too much press time.

(agreement all around)

MYRNA: Yes, [I'm familiar with] Heart Math. It carries a lot of weight in corporate life.

NORM: This individual teaches Heart Math in Kansas City. He and his wife are trainers in Heart Math.

(Session begins at 8:04 PM.)

KRIS: Now we trust that you are all in fine form regardless of the corner of the world you are in.

ALL: (Greetings)

KRIS: Your conversation just now is of interest and hopefully we can return to it shortly. Now we believe this is a time where you celebrate the eve of the Summer Solstice, correct?

JOHN: Mmmm. Yes.

KRIS: (pause) The observation of the movements of the celestial bodies across the heavens is indeed an ANCIENT tradition, some of which has changed many times over the many millennia, that your race has come and gone off the surface of this planet, even when the surface was radically different from what it is today. So that should alert you to a small history lesson in the offing.

Many of the races on your planet today are the result of much migration and movement of groups of people across the face of the Earth. Many were displaced from their original homelands due either to cataclysms or warfare or the need to find new lands for food.

Through research done, as the result of the examination of mitochondrial DNA, a great number of your present world’s people, whether in the Americas, in Europe, in Africa, and even into the Orient, can trace their roots back to an ancient strip of land that is today quite different from what it was a long time ago. This strip of land (long pause – deep in thought) reaches as far north as what is present day the Ural mountains, south to what is today Turkey. Even into the present lands of conflict of Iran, Iraq and was populated quite differently, its geographical area somewhat different than what it appears today.

This includes the Altai region, Altai people, and the ancestors of the Altai actually come from their Ural ranges which was once quite a rich land, with incredible valleys, rich soil, and a thriving civilization that we call the URO, u-r-o. And this was one of the few beds of civilization that had a great influence into the spreading of peoples and bloodlines and traditions that themselves evolved over time, over many ages. Even the original Egyptians and that branch of people that traveled as far as Monaco, and cultivated and cultured almost the entire upper end of the African continent; many of which also continued on their ways towards another continent across a large body of water that was quite different than what it is now, and was not as large as it is today.

The North American continent extended eastwards considerably more so than it does now, and many present day geographical locations and landmarks did not exist as they do now. They have spread the other direction as well – towards the Orient. And this massive movement of people had settled a culture that could be found then almost clear around the world at the level of the equator, thus establishing an ancient civilization of pyramid mound builders. Mitochondrial DNA can verify this to a great degree.

Many traditions, even recognized and held today in your modern world, as far as the ancient traditions such as the recognition of the sowing of seeds, solstices, keeping track of the movements of the stars in the heavens, the ancient roots of what you call astronomy AND astrology are far more ancient than believed. This culture thrived greatly for literally millions of years. But they did not develop the type of sciences that your present civilization has developed. They had a different relationship with the Earth and they spoke through symbolic artwork and constructions. They had a more innate, intuitive relationship with nature and with what the aboriginals of Australia refer to as the “Dreamtime” which is indeed a portal into or can be considered a portal into the collective human memory, amongst other things if used properly.

These ancient original people lost their homes due to upheavals of land masses and the redirection of waterways, the elimination of lakes the creation of others, even your infrared satellite technologies, if such interest were ever sparked, could scan the ancient lands of the Uro and the Altai, and discover ancient lake beds and river beds, rivers that have changed courses, and so many other things.

(Pause)

When such ancient folks greeted the new moon and the new sun as the eyes in the body of the deities, symbolic representations all, there was a deeper reverence for actually being caretakers of the Earth and its fruits, knowing full well that their survival as a people, as a race, depended upon their relationship and the recognition of the role they played in the maintaining of the soils. And they would greet the rising sun with deep reverence, not because they were sun worshippers, not because they were superstitious, but because they had an innate knowing of their own relationship with the celestial bodies which included the sphere of the Earth in relationship to the movement and the influences of the stars across the heavens.

The ancient memories of such long-lost cultures and civilizations can be accessed, can be brought into your dreams. The ancient echoes of their songs and their dances, their celebrations and joys can find a place within your consciousness to continue that ancient relationship, a relationship that has mostly been discarded, discounted, or lost to your modern world.

And we are not here talking about a few hundred people many ages ago, we are talking about hundreds of millions of people – human beings like you – who had joys and sorrows, who raised children, who had lovers, who understood fate, who also understood joy and contended with the seasons of their souls, as they contended with the seasons of nature.

[ELLEN’S NOTES: Long pause and here Kris changes the flow of his monologue. It now becomes more hypnotic, as in a guided meditation]

KRIS: Each of you listening to these words or reading the eventual transcription can open your mind’s eye as easily as you can open a window, a door, as easily as you can look at a painting and travel through that opening and reach for long ago memories, and let yourselves be transported into another place, into another time as if you are following the sounds of ancient drums, and ancient chants. Imagining the sun rising across the steppes and the mountains, seeing others all around you in a mood of celebration and see your hands. What kind of musical instrument you hold? Hollow sticks, bones, ancient dried gourds, containers made of skin, with stones in them?

Seeing the ancient halls where hundreds of people are gathered in anticipation of the Feast of the Sun, knowing that your celebration is the magic that is going to be impregnated in the seeds and the plants and the vegetation that you will grow and eventually harvest, that your celebration gives energy to the soil and the water and to the lakes and the rivers and the waters and the sky. That your energy echoes off the bottom of the valleys and raises its energy and pitch as it climbs the cliffs and the mountains to join with the clouds to make the rain that will nourish the soil and the plants which in turn will nourish your people.

In such ancient times there was also a recognition of the ancestral relationships to the animals and the trees, and in the celebration mood you also sensed the spirits or energies of the trees, and the animals and the mountains become the very ground of your being. And as the music and the dancing continues in such bygone ages, you can recognize that there is a unifying factor as people – hundreds and thousands and millions of people spread around the globe are also unified in that same celebration. And you can feel upon your bodies the power and myth of the Sun, the solar Being, sharing in your celebration. And the air, wherever your people are on the planet, becomes thick and drunk with your joy and celebration and that celebration spills onto the Earth and it feeds the Earth.

Look at the rich cloth that you wear on your body and your backs. Look at the symbols in the culture around you. (Pause) As you continue being absorbed in that ancient time, we will utter a small chant unlike other chants we have done and we hope to interpret the ancient echoes of their ceremonies.

To hear chant – click here

[Referring to his chant] Perhaps (this is) a gross misinterpretation of an ancient song that praises the rising of the sun and the love of the people for simply being who they are in spite of many of their own challenges. Offering praise for the fruits of the Earth, which are like the fruits of their own loins, their children.

And surely with the imagery that you allow, you can now dream yourselves back to the room where your present bodies are. Take a deep breath, open your eyes and perhaps even clap your hands to make certain you are fully returned to your present events and we will leave you to a small break so that you may discuss your trip.

(Break BEGINS AT 8:38 pm.)

[ELLEN’S NOTES: There was a discussion of who the Altai and Uro people were. Mark explains that Kris has discussed the Altai people before and that their friend Judy has compiled quite a bit of information on the Altai in particular.

Inquiry as to whether Kris was referring to the Uru Mountain range at one point when talking of the Uro people. Serge offered that he got a definite impression that Kris was referring to an area "way up" and that he personally believes Kris meant the Ural Mountains. Mark concurred that that was his impression also.

Norm offered that he loved the flow of Kris' delivery this time that the pace was slow and measured and allowed a deeper state of consciousness to be accessed.

John wondered if the information itself was being offered as more than simply an acknowledgement of the Summer Solstice. He said at one point he could hear a drum and saw a large mountain. Norm heard something like the sound of a piccolo. Mark linked to images of two movies he has seen: "Baraka" and "The Weeping Camel". Ester shared that she felt moved during the chant.

Myrna recalled Kris talking about "ancient echoes" several sessions previous, and how she has been waiting to hear more from him on this tantalizing tidbit. John offered that it seemed likely that they all had focuses back in that time frame. All agreed it was their impression, too.

Joanne suggested that probably a great many people on the planet today have focuses back then and yet, look at how fragmented we have become as a people today, and how far away from such times in which people celebrated nature and that perhaps this is an indication that we may have begun to "re-member" our Selves again.

John saw a connection between the discussions of the "Heart Math" people - extending love to the world. During the meditation, he saw the celebration occurring in hundreds of thousands of places around the world, and how the air became thick (as Kris described it) with Love.

Joanne said, "Imagine doing this celebration every day!" Mark commented "Except for those who lived so far north that one night was six months long". Serge joked: "Yeah, that's it. They only had two days - night and day - that's it. Each lasts six months!" Laughter and some comments about whether the geographical area extended that far north, then Kris comes back, ending break.

(Session resumes at 8:47 PM.)

KRIS: Now in those areas, in such eras, the climes were quite different. When you consider that there have been at least two pulses, and massive land changes where in some areas there was flatland, there is now mountain ranges. So the geography has changed considerably in certain parts of the world, but in others it has not changed that dramatically. In other areas the geography has changed not specifically due to shifting land masses but rising ocean masses.

With the melting of the ice from your last major ice age 10,000 - 12,000 years back in your time, some of the continental coastlines of many of your present continents were greatly altered. When you consider that, in some areas, the waters of the ocean on the coastlines rose any where from 400 - 600 feet. Many, many coastal cities and civilizations were eliminated in sometimes weeks. Much of your world is different and you are not necessarily aware that this is so. But if you did take the time to research, you would find that there is much that you can learn about your own roots as a people.

Now some would say, "And what does that have to do with consciousness?" From our perspective, awareness is not merely about the tip of your nose. Awareness is about the whole Self, and you have selves that are expressed in other cultures, other civilizations. There are many times when your own strengths, your solutions to present challenges can very well be found through the auspices of those expressions. Understanding your historical past can shed new light upon your historical futures - in the plural - give you inspiration for what already is very deep in your memories and inspire you to awaken that knowledge, that wisdom.

Knowing that you are not an anachronism, or something that was given life in a cesspool of proteins and slime, but that indeed you, your feet, your bones, have walked and echoed lives after lives, as you will continue to do in countless futures.

You have been on this Earth; you have expressed your lives many times over, both in the present and the past and in the future. And the song of your soul does not only echo through the walls of the modern era, but through the corridors of time itself. Your spirit, your Essence has enjoyed and continues to enjoy lives in as many creative ways as possible throughout all avenues of time.

And life continues its gracious dance with you, and buried deep in the molecules of your bones are the voices of your ancestors and your descendants. They sing in the cells of your body. They pass on their wisdom from one generation to another through you, as you do through them. It is a GREAT cosmic dance that is indeed symbolized through the cosmic dance of the Shiva. The birth and death and rebirth of cosmic cycles that not only concerns your world, but also all of the probable times in which you find expression, whether in the past or the future, this moment, another moment. Always there is a place in the universe, in time and space.

There is a place where the echoes of your soul find a voice, find their stance, find its body, enjoins in the great movement of the human experience. You are as plentiful and as beautiful as all of the marvelous flowers in the fields and the valleys that have come and gone, their sweet scent mixing with the air that you breathe, and the only thing that separates you from your own Self is but the idea that you are the only one that is.

When you recognize that you are many, you can, like a butterfly, go from one flower of expression to another and harvest its sweet nectar and forever enrich the world and the worlds within which you have your experiences. And that is the physical, biological song of your Soul, of Essence. You see, Essence DOES enjoy! It does LAUGH and it does CRY! It does it through YOUR moments. You ARE the joy and the tears of Essence, so beautiful is your expression. So potent and delicious and visceral are you.

So may we ask you what the time is?

MARK: 8:58

KRIS: We believe you are off.

MARK: Well, that clock says 8:58...this one says 9:00.

KRIS: Indeed then, we will suggest a small celebration of break! And we will return because we would like to address your initial discussion.

(Break begins at 8:59 according to the clock on the microwave that I ALWAYS use.)

Comments on Kris' lovely and poetic delivery, making everyone feel wonderful. Reta offered some comparisons of the entity Lazarus, channeled through Jack Purcell, and his similar effect upon her, discoursing upon many diverse topics, sometimes quite emotionally uplifting also.

Serge asked where Kris had taken everyone and Norm and Reta summarized the preceding dissertation. Ester commented on the tracing of mitochondria and DNA back to one's ancestral origins and Mark offered that Oprah recently did this and discovered her roots among the Zulu in Africa, so she bought the entire tribe new cars. (Joke)

Serge commented on Kris' way of delivering his material sometimes in a most poetic and feeling tone, and that he would like someone to one day ask Kris why he gets that way at times, as it seems to be quite particular to Kris alone among channeled entities. Serge offered that his own opinion on it is that Kris is using that feeling tone as a way to get information across, sometimes creating a kind of trance state in the participants involved at the time of the session, but he feels that it is primarily a teaching method.

Paul offered that it speaks completely to the right brain, shutting down the left brain activity. Serge wondered if it is partly meant to evoke ancient memories, and the group agreed that Kris indeed mentioned something like that. Paul reminded the group what Kris offered about the Dreamtime being a portal. Reta offered her experiences of entering that portal or vortex and having an exchange with other selves from her past, each self benefiting from the exchanging.

[Ellen's note: I found what Reta said extremely fascinating, but very difficult to hear all of her words, even with the volume turned to maximum levels, so please excuse me if I misinterpreted anything].

(Session resumes at 9:07 PM.)

KRIS: Now, in your preliminary discussion, there was mention of the topic of Seth’s coordinate points, and our presentation, which is similar, about the entrance points of the energy flow of idea atmospheres into the symbolic representation of the human psyche; meaning someone’s home, the home structure. Is that correct?

(Yes)

Indeed then., these energies can be mathematically calculated in a certain way and though we are fully aware that Joseph does not and most likely never will acquire a mathematical language, we can say that it is possible to determine through mathematical work, not only the entry point within a structure, but the flow of idea atmospheres even into the grid-work of perception. But it would require a fine mathematical equation that can determine the ionic tension within the atmosphere of any given place. And we are not certain at this time if mathematical calculations and even instrumentations can be so refined as to detect the ionic tension of the atmosphere within a structure itself. But there are possibilities to explore this, up to and including the energy output of a localized idea atmosphere presence.

This may only be theoretical, but it is possible, because such entry points do exert a certain tension upon the ionic surface of the atmosphere in an environment. These are the best word constructions we can come up with at this time. As an example, there are many occasions when any number of you at any given time enter a room and can actually react to the atmosphere in that room in a number of ways. So you have within your own system a means by which you already are able to detect what kind of atmosphere is in a space, and whether you feel inclined to interact with it or not. Does this make sense to you?

(Yes)

And since on one level, you are all composite energy, you are able to identify the flow of the energy, not only of your own thoughts, but of a flow of thoughts from one of those entry points into your own home. And it is conceivable that with practice as we have hinted, you can actually enter – in terms of consciousness – enter one of these entry points and alter the very frequency, not only of your system, but of that point of energy into your space for more beneficial results. That requires a refined awareness that goes beyond one’s nose. We are speaking here of entering the realm of energy constructions, the realm itself of idea atmospheres, the conceptual reality that exists to give form and shape and weave this into your own idea constructions. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

KRIS: Does that make any sense to you in California? All three of you?

PAUL: It does, Kris, and will you tie that into Seth’s coordinate points? It sounds pretty much the same thing.

KRIS: Indeed. There are many similarities. The main point here is the idea atmosphere that brings in concepts – dozens, hundreds, thousands of concepts – that flow in continuously through every point of entry. Though you may react to and detect only a few concepts, idea complexes, as they are drawn into your own psyche, literally like a vacuum cleaner, blending into the concepts of your own being, and your Being’s being, if that makes any sense to you, whilst many others do not actually make any such contact because they do not fit. Much like the pieces of a puzzle, one piece has to be the correct one shape to fit into the puzzle. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

PAUL: Are there different intensities? Like Seth, when he talks about coordinate points, he talks about three different kinds of absolute main and relative…something like that…I’d have to check – but are there different kinds of entry points, as far as amplifying these different idea atmospheres, as we attempt to tune in to them?

KRIS: There are those that are specifically related to the grid-work of perception that affects your entire race which mainly deals with those ideas and concepts, idea complexes, that the rest have determined as worthy of a challenge in this round of creation. Do you follow?

(Yes)

Then this would be considered “absolutes” for your race at this time. Then there are the semi-rigid idea atmospheres, with their accompanying idea complexes flowing though them that affect specific regions of the planet. Then there would be those that are particular to the psyches of the individuals within a specific structure – your homes.

PAUL: Right, so an example of a large regional one would be in Jerusalem where there are three world religions that have been founded in a period of several thousands of years.

KRIS: This is so, as there are – you could say in fact – idea atmosphere points trying to touch down into the United States, because there is the potential of many polarizations not only within political parties, but within religious factions, many of which are in seed form at this time, as potential. Do you follow?

PAUL: (chuckling) Yes.

KRIS: This is another vast area of exploration that can be explored not only mathematically, but psychologically. But such endeavors might require more tools and resources than researchers might be willing to consider, if they even consider the possibilities themselves, but it can have, such explorations can have POWERFUL effects on their own by their mere recognition.

Suffice it to say that as you yourselves are an idea complex that draws from your personalized, localized idea atmosphere entry point, it bears mentioning that you yourself can be considered as a miniature interface, a cellular interface for idea complexes to flow through as well, because you transform those energies that much more in giving them new expressions.

And through the auspices of your nervous system, your chemical system, the chemicals that are released by the pituitary gland, into your form, so do you continue the process of adding to and transforming idea complexes. And through the auspices of the chemicals and the pores of your skin, including the very skin itself, you release new transformed idea complexes into the atmosphere, through not only the loss of moisture through your pores, but through the very excretion of chemicals again through your pores. And the bio-electric noise that leaves your form at any given time, whether you are awake or asleep, sends forth signals through the atmosphere and the idea atmosphere again influencing and transforming energy.

So you are indeed a bio-electrical battery that sends forth energy signals that not only maintains the environment as you know it, as you create it, but as it is transformed, the realities of other beings. And through their interactions you create multitudes of new interpretations of energy, for that is what you do. Whether you are consciously aware of the process or not is irrelevant.

You constantly, by the mere fact that you ARE, you CREATE, spontaneously, AUTOMATICALLY without any specific effort on your parts. You are most POWERFUL biological engines of construction and transformation, giving energy a translation it could not possibly have experienced without you. And thus without your lovely selves, reality in all of its forms would indeed not be here, at least not as it is known. So you are most fortunate to become aware of such processes, because instead of releasing energy that you would label as negative, you have the option of neutralizing your own interpretations and enjoy the process of “being” that much more. Does that make sense?

PAUL: Yes it does, and just as a follow-up question Kris, these ideas – the more you develop this idea atmosphere and idea complex material, the so-called Akashic records are part of this, and Jane Roberts’ “Psychic Library” – if you could just comment on those two things in relation…?

KRIS: As you are aware, the so-called Akashic Records are not like your libraries, even though they have been compared to this. Your subjective interpretation, which is very different from the reality, may make it look like a vast library, a storehouse of knowledge and wisdom through the ages, but there is so much more!

This is a LIVING storehouse of vital and vibrant life forms, the light of which is never dimmed or diminished and which contains all of the thoughts, the tears, the joys, the concerns, the accomplishments, the pride or the fall of all of humankind’s experiments with consciousness, whether 300 million years ago in the ancient Uro and Altai people, or whether 2 million years ago, or 100 billion years ago in your terms.

This vast repository of energy, living, vibrant, vital memories come complete with all of the lives of the people involved. We will say that many who explore the so-called Akashic Records are not yet ready, or prepared to deal with the enormity of the living experiences stored in consciousness at that layer. Therefore, the knowledge, the wisdom, has to be presented in a manner that they can deal with at that time, and it usually ends up being extremely watered down. Does that make sense to you?

PAUL: Oh, yes.

KRIS: Imagine for a moment that you can access not only the memories of your ancestors, but the actual LIVING of your ancestors and your own expressions of Essence and FEEL all of their thoughts, all of their concerns, the one lifetime where you give birth, and may even die in childbirth, the one lifetime where you are born of a mother who dies in childbirth, the one lifetime where you are an old man passing on the wisdom of your existence to your grandchild. The one lifetime where you commit atrocities, or where atrocities are committed towards you, and so much more in vibrant detail; each moment exquisitely illuminated for you to delve into as a reality of its own. THAT is the extent and the capabilities of what you call the Akashic records.

PAUL: That’s really an idea atmosphere or a series of idea atmospheres.

KRIS: Indeed, a vast storehouse of idea complexes of an unfathomable kind. That is not only pertinent to your species but to all of your species, ALL the species of the Universe, basically a vast reservoir of Essence experiences. Does that make sense?

PAUL: Yes, and there’s just a question about Jane Roberts’ experience. She was a writer, a professional and successful writer, so it makes sense that in her idea complex translation of the idea atmosphere, she would then create imagery of a library of books and accessing books and translating them in her writing. Is that accurate?

KRIS: Indeed and in that, we acknowledge her brave endeavor to go where few have gone.

PAUL: Yes, she got a lot of material on the Heroic Dimension from her library. It’s in Psychic Politics. It’s quite beautiful material.

KRIS: Now, one has to ask WHOM led her to that particular section of the Library. We are not looking for an answer.

PAUL: It’s a loaded question.

KRIS: But the question exists. And then there are those who – very few – those who continue the material in the heroic dimension. Do you understand?

PAUL: Yes, and while we’re tying that in then, the heroic dimension and the heroic personages that Jane perceived are translations of these idea atmospheres. Is that correct?

KRIS: As you yourselves are translations of the idea complexes of your own being.

PAUL: Right.

KRIS: You are translations of your own heroic dimension. All you need do then is remember the echoes of those heroic songs that sing themselves through your own bones, through your own flesh, through your own thoughts and the connections become easier. Correct?

PAUL: I’m trying to remember! (Laughs) Be careful what I ask for, though.

KRIS: Indeed. Now then, may we inquire as to the heroic time?

MARK: 9:37 by THAT clock (group laughter)

JOHN: May I ask one question before you go, Kris?

KRIS: Indeed.

JOHN: Getting back to the idea of a dwelling having an entry point for idea energy: does the physical body have a main entry point for this energy?

KRIS: you could consider it to be your solar plexus, out of which the imagery, the cellular imagery for your Being moves itself. Within the solar plexus area is what you consider the, you call it the belly button, but for the fetus it is the umbilical cord, correct?

JOHN: Yeah, I get it. That would have been the entry point for the life force from the mother.

KRIS: Indeed, the mother representing your own heroic dimension.

JOHN: Great, thank you.

KRIS: Does that make sense as well, Janaki?

PAUL: Is there a gateway, then? Is it that – is it the yellow gateway – that energy center chakra – involved in that also?

KRIS: In a different degree. The gateway chakra at the back of the head does tie in, but for the subjective self, not the objective self. Does that make sense?

PAUL: Yes, intellectually it does. Can I ask you, too, one question before you go?

KRIS: Definitely.

PAUL: I don’t know if you’ll answer it, but a friend named Diego is interested in the Kris Chronicles and he asked me to ask his name and six pack if you would be so kind.

KRIS: (pause) We would offer Essence name as “Feather” spelled exactly as the word.

PAUL: Feather?

MARK: Feather.

PAUL: Feather! Got it.

KRIS: And…six pack…(pause)…belonging to Zuli…and we will use the term Gramada, and (pause) Vold. Aligning with Sumafi… (Long pause) there is a joint family here…of Vold and Sumari…perhaps something as Voldari.

(Group chuckling)

KRIS: And tertiary….there is another joint…at this time we can only say undetermined. There is a change at this layer of the consciousness, so it is undetermined for the time being. This individual is also going through an interesting process that should not be considered as a setback or negative in any way, shape or form. The attitude will determine the outcome. Thus the attitude has to be the utmost. He may understand what this means.

PAUL: Thanks so much.

KRIS: And with that then, we give you your lovely selves, your lovely heroic selves, and may the song of your ancestors always sing through your bones as the songs of your descendants also make their voices known through your bones, and may you sleep well.

(Session ends at 9:44 or so we thought.)

John said that he’d like to get with Norm and together figure out the math in order to pinpoint the entry point of a specific location. Norm said he’d like to set up a session with Kris to discuss the ways to detect conditioned space. At this, Kris comes back:

(Kris returns at 9:48)

KRIS: Now, we would gladly share in your explorations, Ambrose.

NORM: Yes, thank you.

KRIS: Suffice it to say that just as it is possible to alter the molecular clustering of water molecules, so it is possible to alter the ionic clustering of atmosphere within a space. With some of the devices we have suggested to you and in some other small way, with your own thought patterns and together creating an intent with the machinery, you can have an interesting effect upon the clustering of energy patterns within a room or a home. Does that make sense to you?

NORM: Yes, it does.

KRIS: We merely wanted to add this to your already lovely evening and hopefully engage even more of your brain cells.

NORM: I have a question I’d love to have you answer as short or as long as you want. The conditioned space [Kris interrupts].

KRIS: It all depends on the shortness or length of your question. (Group laughter)

NORM: [Does] conditioned space have magnetic monopoles? – or the electrodynamics — is really magneto-electrism, magneto electricity using magnetic monopoles rather than electric monopoles? Is conditioned space, having that property of magnetic monopoles, present in that space?

KRIS: It is possible to realign the shape, positive and negative charge within or in the atmosphere of a specific location, redirecting the polarity of the thought energy, if you wish. Does that make sense?

NORM: Yes and the zero point energy can be monitoring, the pillar dynamic pre-energy, can be changed in that space?

KRIS: Indeed, and we believe that your sciences have or are able to modify devices to actually measure this atmosphere, at least in a closed space. It would take a small amount of practice since this space is a small representation of the individuals within it. The individual has to make the modifications which then flow out into the space.

NORM: Yes, correct – with the right attitude.

KRIS: The individual has to also use similar processes to re-align the polarity of his or her own cellular, biological molecular structure to modify conditions from illness back to health, but that has more to do with dealing with the intention, but HAS to include symptomology. Does that make sense?

NORM: Yes. Can that be measured with the acupuncture points?

KRIS: The human meridian system, and any instruments that work with it, can detect this. This takes a small amount of practice just as it is possible for an individual to go for a traditional acupuncture treatment and actually change the flow of his or her chi. This can be consciously done.

Now with this we will leave you to your own chi, to your own fun. And we will give you now a CLEAN evening.

[NORM'S NOTES: The ideas and concepts are from several books by Wm. Tiller, PhD Stanford physicist and experimental meta-physicists. He theorizes that this region 1/quadrant 1 has a 'symmetrical space' associated with it that has different laws of physics but 'connected to this space'. The connection to this space is thru the 'intent' and 'desires' of the consciousness in this space and can 'condition' our space. He theorizes that a Qigong master has more influence than the average individual because of mental control abilities (a greater intensity of intent).

The physics of these spaces is really from the big bang cool down physics wherein the sequence of physical universes with their associated physics evolve to lower and lower energies. Our universe (region 1-lower energy) and the universe (region
2-higher energy) next to it have symmetries between them. The electrodynamics of region 1 is created by the less then speed of light velocity of electrons (or protons) creating electromagnetic waves such as light, radar, radio, etc. Electrons are electric monopoles meaning that there is a point in space that has a electric charge and a electric field that spherically/radically condenses on this charge. As this electric charge moves it creates a magnetic field at right angles to the electric field and motion. This is the creation of an electromagnetic wave and was theorized during the 1860's by Maxwell after Ampere and Oersted and others developed the experimental data.

Region 2 has mirror symmetry (in a way) and has velocities greater than the speed of light and uses magnetic monopoles rather than electric monopoles to fashion a magneto-electrodynamics rather than an electro-magneto-dynamics as seen in our region. This magneto-electro-dynamic wave travels faster than the speed of light. This magneto-electro-dynamics can 'condition' our space.

My question was to confirm if Tiller is on the right track for a "space/region" close to our region 1 that has this sort of properties and can have influences on our region through 'intents/desires' and 'condition' our space.]

(Session ends at 9:54)

Intuition

June 16, 2005

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Ellen Gilbert (Kwaa’Ji)
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on June 16, 2005
© Copyright 2005 Avion Rising Inc.

Roll Call: Serge (Joseph), Alice (Miluumea), Andrea (Jarasen), Martin (Turinga), Lida (Miriam), Eveline, Franco, Myrna (Shara-leene), John (Sohars) and Alex (Darrolid).

[ALEX'S NOTES]: Tonight’s session was an extension of last week’s. We started out talking about last week’s assignment, which was whether or not people were able to determine where the energy entrance point was in their homes. Alice said that she felt hers was just beside the door, which is where she keeps her keys and doodads. She decided that she was going to clean it up a little after realizing how sacred this space was! Myrna discovered hers right by her bed, which she said made sense because that’s where she comes up with all of her ideas. John said that maybe that was why she put her bed there in the first place – great for dreaming! John’s is by the window in his living room (he brought in a picture of his living room and digitally drew what he felt the energy looked like” a beautiful, colorful, vibrant, powerful breeze of wind!” The picture was stunning!). Lida and Andrea mentioned that theirs was in their living room. Mine is either in our computer room by the couch or the living room by the couch. I still haven’t decided which. I’ve dowsed for the answer but they both came up as being a major energy entrance point, so I still need to work on mine!

The second part of last week’s assignment was to see if any of us had discovered any numeric patterns whether someone said them to us or we saw them (i.e. address, the receipt when we bought something, the clock, etc.). I mentioned that 11′s and 22′s were very strong with me. I’d also get 33′s and 44′s but not as many. The double digits were what I noticed most. John commented that just recently he looked up at the clock to see it was 11:11. He then said that he noticed a lot of little signals. Other than numbers, he noted flashes of lights and buzzing in the ears. That’s when Kris came in.]

(Session begins at 7:54 p.m.)

KRIS: Now we are glad that you are in good spirits in more ways than one. Your discussion about your homework is most interesting because firstly it allows you to gather an objective perspective upon your subjective actions. Those energy points in your homes are basically there because of you in conjunction with the structure. Your noticing of numbers or flashes of light or ringing or buzzing in the ear or any other means that utilizes to draw your attention is also another message by which your subjective experience draws your attention.

Now though, you may pause, stop what you are doing, look around and make an extra effort to acknowledge your environment if for instance you notice numbers, flashes of light, ringing in the ear, twitching or any other such means you may at times detect or uncover something physical that draws your attention; but for the most part also pay attention to your immediate subjective experience. In other words, your feeling tones, the state of your impressions, your intuitions or any other state that you are engaging in AT THAT MOMENT.

It may manifest itself objectively, but it may also manifest itself into another subjective state. The idea would be to exercise an openness to either state as a means through which your inner self, your subjective experience, is trying to communicate something to you in exactly the same manner that it also tries to capture your attention by directing your gaze at the clock when it says 11:11 or 10:01 or 2:22 or 6:66.

JOHN: Wait a minute… it’s never 6:66! (General laughter)

KRIS: Indeed! At least not on your clock. (Group laughter)

Now these are all means by which your paying attention and even utilizing the Triple ‘A’ process – Acknowledging, Addressing and Accepting that experience, that moment – can allow you to get more of the feel and the connection with your subjective states; for they are also in a constant state of flux in such a manner that there is always the recognition of actions that occur at other than the conscious objective layers of your personality.

In that manner, you can then recognize more readily the interactions that exist between the two states: subjective and objective. And since both states are actually mere facets of one singular state that is ever changing, it enables that one thing that many of you desire and that is to recognize and make use of your intuitions, make use of that greater stream of information and knowledge, which is why many of you come to these and many other evenings. Search for experiences that are triggered by reading books and so on and so forth. Does that make sense?

(Affirmations)

It is an opening to a development that already exists within you and this helps greatly to break the indoctrination, the brainwashing that says that, according to the official line of consciousness, all of these things that you classify as intuitions, pre-cognitions, dreams, extra-sensory experiences, and so on and so forth, might merely be the figments of your imagination and the implication is that all of these are invalid, that only the cold, hard facts are real and should be dealt with, period.

That official line of consciousness is actually very narrow in its own descriptions and you have the potential and the abilities to look at another line of consciousness, the unofficial one, the one where intuitions are valid. Dreams communicate messages, information to you and so on and so forth and when the members of the official line of consciousness feel threatened to one degree or another, they quaintly forget that their own experiences stem from the official and UNofficial lines of consciousness together, and not separate.

Many of your inventors get solutions and resolutions to problems through dream states, through the use of an expanded state of the imagination, an actual ability to work with that subjective domain where problems are not seen as roadblocks and brick walls, but instead, challenges to the limitations that are imposed upon the imagination. Thus, the problem, the challenge, the equation URGES the individual to go beyond his or her own limitations.

The best means to accomplish this for many is to go to sleep, DREAM, and come out of that dream state with a pretty packaged solution to their dilemma. This is often forgotten when the members of the official line of consciousness feel that their stranglehold upon the world of facts is suddenly shaken. You may see this even in ordinary individuals when experiences that are apparently not supposed to occur suddenly occur — such as a strong intuition, foreknowledge of who is going to call you on the telephone or who is ringing at that very moment. Or an individual suddenly thinks about a longtime friend with whom he or she has been out of touch, only to miraculously bump into them at the supermarket that afternoon or to get a letter from them or a phone call or hear about them through someone else.

It is easy to relegate this to the world of coincidences, but if the world of coincidences teaches anything, it is that there are more coincidences about life than there are not. Does that make sense?

(Oh, yeah!)

And if you were to accumulate notes, cold hard facts about intuitions, coincidences, happenstance, you would find that indeed the sheer volume of information would pile higher than a mountain. But again, for those who refuse to see that no amount of that data would serve any purpose, because it is not about the facts, but about the mindset where the individual establishes the lines in the sand. Intuitions dare not cross that line! Intuitions shall NOT impinge upon MY “house of card” reality!

Because if it dares to do that, my house of card reality risks falling apart, because the weight of the implications of intuitions, coincidences may be too heavy to bear it, because the so-called established facts about physical reality may have to be re-written, and since so much depends upon having a standardized version of physical reality, then it would be unbecoming to re-write the standards as they exist. All of this is often relegated to the realm of borderline, “funny farm” residents (laughter) and it can indeed be tremendously upsetting to someone who is a hardcore subscriber to the official line of consciousness, to suddenly have the realization that the prettily, packaged house of card world may indeed topple at the breeze that comes in. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

All of that because you looked at numbers! [Referring to the synchronicities mentioned earlier.]

Suffice it to say that this helps prime those actions, helps open the door to more of those so-called coincidences, helps hone your inner senses. Perhaps a better wording would be to help hone YOUR abilities to consciously recognize and detect that there is indeed a GREATER reality that gives the official line of consciousness the semblance of itself.

Without then, the use of your imagination, which belongs to the subjective state, without the use of your intuitions and those pretty coincidences, much of your official line of consciousness would not exist, for it depends upon the bedstream of life on which it rests. Does that make any sense?

(Strong affirmations)

Without your imagination, your very intelligence would suffer. Without your emotions and intuition your rationale would also suffer. The intellect, the rational mind, exists because it can imagine itself just the way it does. Without that capacity, it would not be, and neither would you. The ego, as we have described it over the last few weeks, is able to weave together your specific personality, not only from the world of facts, but also from the unofficial line of consciousness.

Your feelings about yourselves, your ideas about yourselves, and the very fact that each of you is an idea complex, and the very fact that you also generate interpretations of yet unlimited, literally unlimited, numbers of other idea complexes and give them interpretation. By developing this capacity and incorporating it in your daily activities, you can indeed accelerate and enhance GREATLY the already existing relationship between your own objective and subjective states. And as you keep observing both your physical and subjective environments — when you recognize numbers of any kind, flashes of light, perhaps a buzzing in your ear or the twitching or however your subjective experience is trying to capture your attention, you first of all acknowledge that this exists, which simplifies the task enormously and as you keep at such a practice, you simply invite more and more to partake of your daily activities. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

It is of great assistance when you are able to keep some form of notes to watch your own unfolding, your own becoming, and always understand that regardless of the appearances, even subjective experiences are in themselves interpretations. They often speak of other events, other actions. So they are there to indicate to you that unbeknownst to many, there are realities within realities, within realities again, where you have your being. And there is a set of actions, because at those levels you express a slightly different idea complex of yourself and unconsciously you are aware of all of these experiments that you are attempting. And through your own intuitions and impressions you can detect that there are always actions that do not yet appear in the physical reality in exactly the same manner that your dreams speak to you, communicate to you, of actions, activities at deeper layers of awareness.

And though you may not recall everything you dreamt about that particular night, you are harvesting those interpretations you can deal with at that moment in time. That is significant. Now what is the time?

ALEX: 8:20

KRIS: We will have a small, unofficial break and feel free to discuss.

ALEX: Break at 8:21.

(Break begins)

ALEX: So then, if I understand this correctly, we are starting to bridge the gap between the objective/official and unofficial [realities].

JOHN: Exactly what we’re saying, yeah. Here’s something I’m wondering about: you know how there was basically four things…intuition, flashes…

ALEX: Intuition, flashes of light, numbers, sounds, ringing in the ears…

JOHN: And twitching! Now what does he mean by twitching?

ALEX: Sometimes you may get…sometimes I’ll get like a little itch or twitch or –

JOHN: I sometimes get my eyelid –

SERGE: That’s one of the things Ellen gets too, is like, one of the corners of her eyes twitches a little bit.

JOHN: I hadn’t realized that that was in the same class as like, the buzzing in the ear. I just thought that was like muscle fatigue. I’ve been just sort of discounting that twitching…but it’s wonderful! I mean it’s a revelation!

SERGE: (jokingly) Oh, it’s all in your imagination!

JOHN: It’s wonderful to know that twitching is another integration effort between…

ALEX: Especially if it’s persistent, it [becomes] one of your signs — if twitching is one of your signs, if Ellen happens to…

SERGE: Yeah, she’s recognized that.

JOHN: Well! I get twitches quite regularly, and I was just thinking I’m not getting enough calcium or something! Yeah, twitching, that’s great… I’m so happy to have another whole area of communication with the subjective.

SERGE: I don’t know if you remember the old Bugs Bunny series when he is looking for gold. (Yes.) You remember when Yosemite Sam is forcing him to look for gold for him and his body starts doing this really spastic dance…[every time Bugs body stiffens there is this “BOING” sound effect.]

JOHN: Oh, that’s right. This is where the gold is!

FRANCO: So signs can come from any feeling in the body you may have that just wants your attention.

JOHN: Well, the twitches have got my attention! Obviously, it’s going to get your attention if your eye is twitching, right? But I just don’t know…it’s funny – it’s wonderful, like discovering a garden you didn’t know you had, you think, “Gee, I could have been eating tomatoes all this time!” (Group laughter) So are there any other things you can think of besides – what? Seeing numbers, getting flashes of light, buzzing in the ear, twitching…I get one that I don’t know what it is, but sometimes if I scratch myself here, and I’ll feel a little tingling, burning thing here. It’s absolutely related – when you touch here, then here – I don’t know if it’s related?

ALEX: Maybe it’s your chakra?

JOHN: I don’t know – no one else has that? (General chuckles and negatives)

ALEX: I know for myself I often get – my hair stands up – I’ll just get that for no reason at all. I acknowledge that – that’s a very common one for me. For no reason. I’ve tried to associate it, tried to identify it, and no, I guess it’s just acknowledgement that they’re around or something, because it comes out of nowhere – absolutely nowhere – (Kris comes back) OK! End of break!

ALEX: Resume session, 8:27

KRIS: Now as we have suggested earlier it is not always about looking into the environment and seeing what is going to happen, but it can very well be about putting your thought processes on pause and then paying attention, literally listening to your subjective experience or communication thereof. Do you follow?

(Yes)

You might – MIGHT – notice the different flow of ideas or even perceptions. Perhaps specific impressions seem to come over you even if ever so slightly, and with practice it may indeed grow in intensity in such a way that it lets you know that a portion of your inner or subjective self is attempting communication. Does that make sense to you?

(Yes)

So it requires a specific psychological stance, like entering a Zen state, so that you are open to a different communication than you normally are receiving. That is the goal: to keep pushing that inner envelope to allow yourself to tap into more and more of what you refer to commonly as the inner self, your subjective experience. It is not bound by the walls, like your body is. It is not restricted to your watch time. It is not obliged to follow the rules of your official line of consciousness. You might for instance, suddenly pick up on another expression of Essence, what you call another lifetime.

You might receive information that may help you solve a small or not so small riddle or challenge. It might bring you information that may be immediately apparent as necessary or needed. It might even bring you information that may only make sense later. It might also bring you information that may help resolve a challenge or a conflict of long ago that you may have thought you never got an answer or solution for because you may not have known how to LISTEN. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

Sometimes your inner self may speak to you in a voice so loud that it may make mountains crumble, but you have built up an incredibly tenacious capacity to drown even that voice out.

(Laughter)

And there are other times when it may whisper to you and you respond immediately. It is up to you to find the middle ground, the valley between the peaks and enable yourself to take advantage more and more of these communications. Your dream states will inevitably become altered because of such experimentations. Your dreams may even become richer, deeper, more meaningful, more colorful, more vibrant, more intensity-filled. And as a result, your physical expression might also become all of these things. Do you follow?

(Yes)

Our suggestion is not to go overboard and immediately try to use those subjective abilities to change the world, for you will find two things. Firstly: the world does not need changing and often people do not want to change. Does that also make sense?

(Laughter and general affirmations of recognition)

So we are humbly suggesting that you take these experiments one step at a time and uncover what is underneath each stone of consciousness you overturn at that moment. And those moments all have to do with you, all have to do with your experiences, not someone else’s. You may recognize by such practice that indeed you are not separate from the apparent, logical, linear flow of time.

Your impressions, intuitions, are also not subject to the same laws of physics that you have come to expect from your official line of consciousness. The official line of consciousness therefore establishes its own types of laws of physics, but that is only one small interpretation of a much larger realm of existence, which is the unofficial line of consciousness where intuitions, pre-cognition, telepathy, is standard and not an aberration, an anomaly.

These small experiments: noticing, paying attention to the clock, to your subjective states and any of these coincidence points enables you to become more and more aware that – and we cannot stress this enough – this unofficial line of consciousness gives the official line of consciousness its existence, and not the other way around. For without the former, the latter would not be. Now do you wish to return to your break?

ALEX: Break at 8:38.

(Break begins)

JOHN: That’s very interesting, the official and unofficial lines of consciousness…and all the connections between the two…I get the feeling that everything is serendipitous.

MYRNA: Isn’t that what you read…something you said years ago about Elias saying about everything…

JOHN: Well, I might have made that up! (Group cracks up)

MYRNA: Nooo, I don’t think so.

JOHN: No, but I mean…looking at and seeing 11:11 is one thing, but I think everything is very carefully constructed by us…

MYRNA: And yet, I saw a comment in here about idea constructions, setting units of consciousness in motion…I’m unaware of that – that I’ve set it in motion. So these little incidences – like the numbers – I love them. I love them!

JOHN: Oh, they’re great!

MYRNA: They’re just great! It’s like “Hello!”

JOHN: They’re so affirming. My variation on that one where you think of somebody and you get a call from them — what happens to me, is that I’ll be walking down the street and I’ll see someone from behind, and I’ll think “Oh, that’s so and so from high school,” right? You’ll go and, “Oh, it’s not them,” and then an hour later, you’ll actually meet that very person.

ALEX: Yeah, that’s weird, that’s very weird. THAT’S not a coincidence! Oh! End of break at…8:40.

(Break ends)

KRIS: Thus, our additional challenge to you is to now try to become aware of as many sweet coincidences as you can cram into a day, whether utilizing the examples you gave or bumping into someone you may not have thought of when they say to you “I was just thinking about you and there you are!” There are countless such episodes in your days. They are usually glossed over or a blind eye is turned when they occur. Perhaps you are too busy to notice, too wrapped up in the momentum of the day as it weaves itself in and out of the official line of consciousness.

But once you start, it becomes easier and easier to detect and recognize those moments, those experiences for what they are. They transcend the accepted consensus reality. That official line of consciousness does have holes in it larger than Swiss cheese, but it is usually glossed over, not absorbed, because these holes are the openings for the unofficial events of that unofficial reality as it splashes into the official line of consciousness. Does that make sense?

(Yes, it does)

There are gaps that are ignored. Very much exactly like when a student of the Bible chooses to ignore all of the contradictions that exist in the Old and the New Testaments – and there are plenty – and does not question the authority and the weight of the authority of that religion. Because once you do, and you challenge that authority, it falls apart, because there is no authority. Do you understand?

(Yes)

So allow yourselves to detect, however small, all of these apparently unacknowledged events that indicate that there is a rich bed of events that exist in the substrata of reality and you will find indeed there is a whole world to discover. And it is best that you make those discoveries on your own instead of reading books that tell you how something should be interpreted. And there are plenty of those in exactly the same vein as those books that portend to tell you what YOUR dream symbols mean without ever having known you in any way, shape or form, and know nothing of your reality. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

When your geologists, anthropologists and other researchers dig deep into the soil, they will show you the inches and the feet, going down deeper into the earth as they slice the hillsides. They will show you the different periods of history, here, there, there, as they examine the substrata. And in many ways they are examining the symbolic representation of the unofficial line of consciousness which is buried deep beneath the official line of consciousness and it has a story to tell, but they interpret it within the context of the official line of consciousness.

You have within your own selves, in a manner of speaking then, something very similar: stories in the substrata of your own subjectivity. Does that make sense? Do you understand the analogy?

JOHN: Yes, if I can just elaborate or at least carry it on and see if I can understand it correctly. In the same way that you were saying that the official reality has holes in it that we ignore in order for the unofficial reality to refresh it by splashing through, the ego has holes in it that we ignore in order for the unofficial reality representing our subconscious to refresh and flow through.

KRIS: Your ego is aware of all of these discrepancies and anomalies. When you choose to ignore them, then it creates a blind spot for them. But when you direct your focus to these discrepancies then, when it realizes that you are not afraid, it allows more in, so you have to work in conjunction with what it already knows, what already exists.

JOHN: Ah! Right.

KRIS: As soon as there is this recognition that you are not out to hunt for it, but instead are on a journey of discovery, then it will actually act like a homing device, thus the suggestion that you pay more and more attention to all of these small coincidences and happenstances. Do you follow?

JOHN: Yeah! So the ego is quite happy and equipped to deal with these discrepancies without getting too upset.

KRIS: Indeed. It does not get it knickers in a twist.

JOHN: Right! In fact, if we put our attention on those openings or synchronicities and what have you, the ego will actually help us home in on them!

KRIS: Indeed.

JOHN: How lovely!

KRIS: It will assist you in noticing more. In much the same way, when you hurt your toe and inevitably you only bang your toe when you already hurt your toe. At any other time, you are barely conscious of your toe. Do you follow?

JOHN: Mmhmm.

KRIS: Because you are directing your focus upon your sore toe. Then by directing your focus in this type of exploration, you gladly enable more of these coincidences to make themselves known to you. And it is one thing to be intellectually aware that there are these synchronicities, but when you physically engage the hunt for the synchronicities, for the coincidences and you become like a hound dog tracking the prey, then suddenly the coincidences, the synchronicities seem to be everywhere, as they are!

You live then, in an ENTIRELY symbolic universe. It is entirely allegorical. And the paying attention to and the focusing upon these synchronicities, these coincidences allows you to begin unraveling the meaning of the universe in your terms, because you, and you and you – each of you – you ARE the meaning of the Universe. Now take a small Meaning of the Universe break since we have not given you much of any break this evening.

ALEX: Ok, break at 8:54

(Break begins)

ALEX: So…it’s the point at which the ego feels threatened in any way, because I found that the more I open up to all of this stuff, the more my ego is actually struggling to find its identity and fighting me, and the more I try to do this, the greater the doubts seem to be. It’s almost like as I raise the stakes, so does the ego.

JOHN: Kris has discussed that. The ego, if we don’t allow the ego its place, natural place, then it does feel threatened by some of these explorations that we’re doing. And we need to take special care I think, to be very kind and sweet and gentle and loving to the ego and to allow it to grow.

ALEX: Invite, don’t fight.

JOHN: Yeah, exactly, and acknowledge, address and accept.

SERGE: I think sometimes, what I’ve experienced with some people is once I get into this track, they suddenly, literally, demand the greatest proof of everything. It’s like they go from zero to sixty, but they don’t want to go from two to fifty-nine – through it – they just want to go from zero to sixty with it, and then when they don’t get that [they say], “Oh, it’s all phony anyway!” So, it’s a matter of being basically kind to yourself. OK, so you doubt — it’s no big deal. There’s maybe some reasons why those doubting voices are there for you to dialog with them.

JOHN: Here’s one thing that I have found – it just came on to me in the last few months. You’re in the kitchen, you do something [somewhere else], you go back to the kitchen, and there’s a spoon there. And you say, “I didn’t put that there — I put that spoon over there! That’s not supposed to be there!” And for me, there’s a kind of an “Oh, my god, oh my god!” because it looks as though someone came into my apartment and then moved the spoon or I’m crazy. It’s something where, I can’t accept it and until I can figure out how that spoon got there, then I feel upset and messed up.

SERGE: I’ve experienced the almost opposite. I know I left that there. I come back, and it’s not there. I look everywhere for it, forget about it. All of a sudden, it’s there, could be a pencil, whatever.

JOHN: Yeah! Now, for most of my life, I’ve regarded that as, you know, mental illness, god knows what, right? (General chuckling) But just in the last few months, when I’m in that state of saying, “Oh, reality isn’t making any sense! The theme is not right!” I stop [and] I literally say to myself, “You know what? It’s OK. It’s OK, I don’t mind if it’s loosened up a little bit and I say, “OK, fine. The spoon can be anywhere the hell it wants to be!” And I come back and carry on, right? But from my perspective, my ego is reassured by that, because it says, “I’m still me, the spoon can be wherever it wants. I’m still me, everything is cool, it’s just that reality is a little looser than I thought it was.” (Group laughter)

ALEX: Oh! Is he coming back? 8:57, end of break.

(Break ends)

KRIS: Now if you begin truly paying attention to what you do, you will inevitably recognize that you often play small games, sort of hide and seek games, testing the credibility of your own creative abilities, deliberately not manifesting even a small object, because you know it will grab your attention, at least at the conscious level, the level of the official line of consciousness, because your being is immersed in both, since the official line of consciousness is a by-product of the unofficial line of consciousness and you think the official is the only real one. So you play games with yourself as a true creative artist, and you forget to paint in your canvas: the spoon, the glass, the pen, the paper you were using but moments ago or you move it.

And that truly challenges your comprehension of the physics of reality until you eventually recognize that there are other physics of reality at play here. It has nothing to do with the official, standard version of reality, but moreso with the unofficial one which says that you are an artist and as any great artist, forgetfulness is part of the game. And as soon as you stop focusing on that issue, you do find the object. As soon as you become unattached, you find it. Correct?

(Yes)

Our suggestion then, for this coming week is to continue the game of numbers and intuition and see just how many you can detect. And if you can make a concerted effort to remember some of your dreams and write them [down], you might indeed find that there is a correlation, but perhaps only in retrospect from the dream state perspective, because that dream state also contains pre-cognitive elements. And if you take the time to regard physical reality, all of the objects and the appearances and the forms within it, with all of the variable dimensions, you may indeed recognize that it is also as a dream, with symbols, symbols as couches, and tables, and buildings, and chairs, and planes and trains and cars, and trees and flowers.

Your official line of consciousness then is but another dream whereby you have the consensus to interpret that dream as solid reality, as the standard reality. That is part of the experimentation in consciousness. How you can, from the unofficial make something official, and play this collective game whereby you even forget that the props of physical reality are another kind of symbol, exactly as in your physical dreams. And you go about your daily day, your daily activities and you immerse yourselves in the human condition and you forget. Otherwise the game would not be ‘The Game’. It would not be FUN. Do you follow?

(Laughter) (Yes)

KRIS: Do YOU follow?

EVELINE: Yeah, I do.

KRIS: Indeed. Then have fun with your impressions, with your impressions and your intuitions, with your numbers and coincidences, and pay attention. Acknowledge when your attention is grabbed by these synchronicities. Does that make sense?

JOHN: That’s our homework.

KRIS: Indeed, a small task, but one that can have some profound implications as to the nature of your world and your presence in it. And with that, we will let you return to your precious selves, whether officially or unofficially, so that you can ponder the mystery of your Being. That is what you are doing, is it not?

When you search for answers, you usually do so because there is a mystery that you wish to understand. You search for knowledge because there is a mystery you wish to know about and it may appear to you that you are trying to understand the Universe, its various laws, but in truth and in fact, you are wanting to discover the mystery of YOU. Therefore, my mysterious friends… [Myrna interrupts.]

MYRNA: I have a question for you.

KRIS: Indeed, another mysterious friend.

MYRNA: When something occurs, an event that feels like a synchronicity, is it the unofficial reality or is it possibly an idea construct and it has created this or are they one and the same?

KRIS: You could say that your unofficial self is a large idea complex of which you are an expression and this unofficial self comes knocking at your door of consciousness and says “Open the door. Look out the window. Sense within your being what is occurring at this time.” And add that to the mystery of your game of “Being.” Does that answer your question, oh mysterious one?

MYRNA: Not entirely. Um, an example: Afghanistan. Three years prior to an event, I had said to my daughter I was somehow going to get involved in education in Afghanistan. Three years later, I was introduced to an Afghanistan family, and involved in education. Is that… [Kris interrupts.]

KRIS: Indeed, it is quite likely that in non-linear time, your present experience communicated an intuition to your so-called past self.

MYRNA: Say that again?

KRIS: Your present self communicated that FACT to your past self. You perceived it as an intuition. It may even have only appeared to you back then as a thought in passing without realizing that it would come to pass in almost those same terms. So we are suggesting that your present self found a way to communicate that to your past self.

ALEX: But at THAT time it was her future self, communicating to her present self.

KRIS: Indeed. Therefore, now, you are making some connections, further recognizing that the self can also be surprised and snapped out of its official perceptions by these apparent synchronicities and there are certain many more that each of you have recognized over time that [you] may not have considered in quite that light. Therefore take as much time as you care during this coming week and venture forth into the mystery of your Being, and you will discover the mysteries of the Universe. And enjoy the Game!

ALL: Thank you Kris.

ALEX: 9:11 End of session.

(Session ends.)

ALEX: There’s two assignments! The one is to try to be aware of as many coincidences as you can in a day, and the second one to continue the game of numbers and intuition and see how many you can attach. They’re kind of the same, yeah, but if you can remember and jot down your dreams, because there might be a connection.

JOHN: Well, the dreams may respond to [the intuitions and synchronicities] and contain some kind of hint, so that sounds like fun. Write your dreams down.

ALEX: And write your coincidences down.

JOHN: You know, I find the whole writing down thing is very challenging.

ALEX: Me too…. Next time I can’t find my keys, though, and someone accuses me of being absent-minded, I’m just going to say I’m being an artist! (Group laughter)

FRANCO: You could speak them into a recorder. You still have to transcribe, and transcribing them is just as horrible an activity for me as making notes. (General agreement)

SERGE: You could draw them.

ALL: Oh, yeah. Good idea, yeah.

SERGE: That’s one of the things Robert Butts does even to this day – a lot of his dreams – he paints them.

JOHN: That’s a lovely idea! I love it. See, I don’t mind making a picture. That’s never a burden.

ALEX: Have you ever had something, where you thought of something – you weren’t sure if the conversation you had with somebody was real or if it came from a dream? Have you ever confused reality? The more I remember my dreams, jot down my dreams, the more confused I get!

(General consensus agreement. There was joking about being late to meetings and such because it’s a way of making it on time somewhere else, etc. Alex joked that by being late, she was simply being an artist again. )

FRANCO: Keep in mind that reality is what you choose it to be, because there is no real reality.

ALEX: I’m not really late then.

FRANCO: Not at all.

JOHN: No, your meeting was early!

FRANCO: If you want to have a certain experience, you can present that outcome, you can present the traffic, you can present delays and (other circumstances), you can present all of it.

ALEX: That happens a LOT to me!

FRANCO: Well that’s good! You’re good at it. That means you’re a master of it! Officially!

ALEX: OK, well I’m officially saying, I don’t want to do that anymore!

MYRNA: Go talk to Darrolid later.

FRANCO: (partly unintelligible) …there is no reality, this is part of a dream, we are having a collective dream. The only reason it materializes is it’s just a field of energy, nothing really is here.

JOHN: I think we did a pretty nice job [of materializing our reality (I agree, John!)].

FRANCO: Absolutely. (Laughter and joking) Your ego as we were saying before, it will interfere, once it’s threatened. The ego wants you to believe that this is all real, so once you start to get intuitive or more connected, then the ego says, “wait a minute…”

SERGE: Yeah: “I thought I was in charge here.”

ALEX: And that’s what I’ve encountered, in trying to make friends and do the whole “invite, don’t fight” thing…

SERGE: Most people get to a learning curve and it really is a process. For some people, it’s harder, for some, it’s easier. There’s no hard and fast rule for it. I do really think that the more understanding and peaceful you are in yourself, the easier the process becomes. It’s when people get hard on themselves and lower the boom on it, you know, that it starts to become a challenge. Then they’re pulled in to two different extremes.

(General discussion of Kris’ advice to “invite, don’t fight” and how it applies to this session and the ego’s struggle.)

ALEX: But I still have a really hard time with it. I’m finding it on the deeper systems, I’m having a hard time with the ego so I’m going back –

SERGE: But the same thing can apply when you become aware of those belief systems that you hold again.

ALEX: Yeah, and they do become…but my god, there are so many that I hadn’t realized…! My ego had a very strong sense of who it was and now I’m shaken.

SERGE: Slightly shaken, but it’ll get better.

EVELINE: In the “Course of Miracles” it said about the ego that it wants our death, and it will fight until it gets it.

ALEX: Well, see, I thought the ego was afraid that as we become more spiritual, IT dies and that’s why I asked you a few weeks back, when we leave this world, when we leave our bodies and we go on, I understand that…… we go back to our Essence self. I asked does our ego stay here and die ? That’s the way I thought – the way my ego is fighting me, I thought it was threatened, fighting for its life basically.

SERGE: That’s also just your perception. The ego is part of your perception. It can’t be surgically removed.

ALEX: OK, so the ego does go with you. I thought the ego was part of the physical body, so when the physical body returns to the earth, so does the ego.

SERGE: Just the body goes there. From what I’ve been able to gather from Seth, Elias, Kris and many others, is that the ego is part of who you are and once you disengage from physical reality, it is in its own element. It doesn’t (unintelligible word) just because your perceptions have changed. I think the more emphasis we give to “my ego is fighting with me” that’s what you’re focusing on and you always get what you’re focusing on. You emphasize it more and more.

JOHN: I embarked upon a campaign of seduction (of my ego). This was inspired by Kris. Now don’t laugh. Maybe a year, nine months ago, I would literally…. I always addressed it as “My darling, my sweetheart,” — any time I feel grumpy or bored or anything. Think about a lover who you would do anything for, you would go and buy anything or DO anything – ANYTHING – because it’s the person you love!

(Right)

Well, I transferred that to me, and so now whenever I feel grumpy and acknowledge or notice that, I just say, “My darling…what would you like?” And I allow myself anything. ANYTHING, because – I love myself! It’s that over the top kind of feeling of, if I allow myself anything – and, not to put too fine a point on it. That includes making love to me – the objective is to say how can I make you happy? So it’s a matter of just adoring and cherishing that ego. It works pretty good! We have some pretty good times!

(The group cracks up)

SERGE: Is that on tape?

(Screams of hilarity and “Yes! IT IS!”)

ALEX: For the record, John, I love you too!

JOHN: Thank you.

MYRNA: Actually, I’ve noticed that’s the biggest change in you, and I’ve known you for a LONG time. When you started loving yourself, this is going back a few years; there was a drastic change in your energy.

JOHN: Well, I was starving for my own love and I was grumpy, because I wasn’t getting it.

ALEX: I can’t imagine you NOT being…

MYRNA: Ohhhh…[implication being, "you have no idea...."]

ALEX: Oh wow.

JOHN: So embark upon a program of seduction.

SERGE: That’s something Kris has mentioned on many occasions too, is when people tell you “you’ve got to learn to love yourself,” it doesn’t sink in, but to take it to another level — apply it viscerally, literally, to yourself and it can have a dramatic impact.

MYRNA: You know the smile on John’s face, the way he giggles? That is the result! It’s been like day and night.

JOHN: (Matter of factly) Well, I’m secure in my own love. I know that whatever happens, we’re okay here. (Group laughter) It’s true what Kris says, when I was grumpy, so were other people – of course – I was projecting that. (General agreement) Now I’m over the top with love for myself, now other people (whispers) think I’m wonderful.

ALEX: Well, I think you’re wonderful, so it’s true! When I first met you, the word “Joy” came to mind. A mountain of joy and joy is love. You were happy with yourself.

JOHN: Is that thing still on?

ALEX: Yes, and we’re off the record now, so bye! (Alex turns off the recorder. Darn!)

[ELLEN'S NOTE: There was such good energy and joyful feeling in this session. It was a joy to transcribe!

I could have condensed the after-session dialog of the participants, but John's experiment in validating his ego by communicating his love for it, and therefore his love for himself, thus creating a joyful change in his being, was too good not to put in almost verbatim. And -- I had a similar experience very recently that fits in nicely with the theme of this session:

I recently, after having a run of fairly consistent dream recall, have been experiencing an almost total lack of recall. Worse, I would get the barest glimpse of a tantalizing portion of a dream and it would quickly fade before I could even write one line down. It was very frustrating, and I knew it was my ego getting in my own way. Using Kris' "Just ask why" method, I came to a partial conclusion that this was my ego's way of trying to protect me from what I might consider to be upsetting emotional content, since I'd been on an emotional rollercoaster during the past months.

I realized my ego was only doing what I'd actually asked it to do - to defend and protect my wounded self from any more trauma. Upsetting dream content was triggering its response of censorship - and now here I was badgering it to stop protecting me. Poor, confused ego!

After coming to this realization, I had an inspiration to set a "friendly intention" (Kris' term) to dream. I said to my ego, "Hey - let's have some adventures, shall we? Why don't we go exploring in dreamland together? We'll have fun, and learn some new stuff. And you no longer have to protect me, as we are both strong now! You are off the hook, and we can go play!"

As I sat there dialoging in this way with my ego, I got a sudden ringing in BOTH ears, one after the other! AND I caught a flash of light in the periphery of my vision, which Kris once told me is his signal when his energy visits me. To top it all off, that flash of light seemed to reflect off of the glass of Kwaa'Ji's portrait which was hanging to my left! I almost thought I saw Kwaa'Ji wink at me!

And that night I had a vivid dream in which I found myself walking from one university, across the campus to the library of an adjoining university, with many other "students" accompanying me. I saw it as making learning connections, bridges between the official and unofficial lines of consciousness; and doing so in very good company -- ALL participants in these sessions who, knowingly or not, help me in my own journeys of discovery. ~ Ellen (Kwaa'Ji)]

The Human Jorney: An Epic Adventure

June 11, 2005

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Marcy Singer
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on June 11, 2005
© Copyright 2005 Avion Rising Inc.

(Session begins at 10:45.)

KRIS: Now we thank you for your consideration and for rising so early to come and hear our humble and melodious voice. The heading for today’s small talk is “The Human Journey: An Epic Adventure.”

We are very well acquainted with many of the worldviews and belief systems that incorporate very specific perspectives on human existence, especially so with those views and perspectives that consider the human existence and the entire spectrum of the human condition as a kind of anti-spiritual, flawed, tainted and iniquitous stain on one’s spiritual adventure. And we wish to present with this small talk alternative perspectives that may assist the individual, the listener, the reader in understanding that first and foremost none of you, not a single solitary individual, is stained, flawed, iniquitous, an anachronism upon the face of the earth but instead is an integral aspect of the entire spectrum of the living journey, of the journey of flesh and blood, of the senses, of the mind, of the Earth.

Our goal is to help make alterations into the very tapestry of the thoughts and ideas and convictions that are held by the individual in regards to his or her human existence, and we are also fully aware that what we will describe has deep implications, which can come to the surface of your awareness if allowed.

It is often considered in some circles that because you are flesh and blood, mortal, that somehow or other you are damned to an existence of suffering, of pain and tears and that somehow or other you may be able to make amends for this grave mistake. And many religious systems functioning within those mindsets offer some sort of salvation and means of atonement for your perceived iniquities. Some even make claims that divine beings have come to the Earth platform and sacrificed themselves or their offspring in order to redeem the human race. And because so many people are actually immersed to one degree or another in those world views, it seems to make sense that somehow or other you are offered some means to salvage what little of you may be left.

This particular style of envisioning human existence and the human journey has been with your species for several thousands of years and it may even seem that this is the only reasonable alternative other than becoming atheistic and perhaps following the paths of those who deny any spirituality or even anything spiritual as you understand the words. And yet there are still alternatives to those two mindsets that are not all very often explored and taken into consideration and given the light of day.

Each and every one of you has within your own bodies the very means by which to carve for yourselves not only an understanding and a knowledge but an actual experience by which and through which you may be able to recognize the relationship that exists between yourselves and your world for that is the basis of the two previous mindsets, the standardized religious point of view as well as the second scientific approach. Both of them actually base their tenets upon relationships, your relationship with the world, with the natural world, with the world around you, whether it is of Nature’s design or of manmade design, as in your modern cities. But still the basic premise is the establishing and recognition of relationships.

In all religious systems there is the encouragement to establish a relationship with that which is considered divine. Now most religious bodies of information may encourage that you develop a relationship of sorts with that which is considered divine but usually through the auspices of the representatives of those religious bodies first as the intermediary to that which is divine.

Science, though the scientific community may not advertise in the same manner that the religious bodies do, the scientific community encourages a type of relationship with the world around you, though it is not necessarily emphasized as such. But that relationship is somewhat different from the religious advertisements for the relationship. In the scientific community the idea is that you are able to understand the world around you solely and only through the auspices of your physical senses and your mind primarily by dissecting, slicing and splicing the world around you to one degree or another as if you were little more than an observer to the world around you. This is a different kind of relationship than the one which is encouraged through the religious organization but still a relationship nonetheless.

And yet there is a third type of relationship that is given very little consideration but it is the one which matters the most. That relationship has to do with your own subjective experience with your human journey. You have been told since infancy that somehow or other the world as you know it existed before your advent within it, before you manifested yourself within it, before you were born, and that after your death it will continue to exist. And whilst you are experiencing life between those two points, the point of entry and the point of exit, you are subject to the conditions and the environment within which you find yourself.

Our view is slightly different in that though it may appear that you are something entirely separate from the world within which you have your being and though it may appear that one way or another you are subject to the laws of that world, you can recognize and establish a relationship with that world in a manner that allows you to fulfill the values of your being.

Most of you are accustomed to seeing the events and conditions and circumstances of the human condition often as something that happens to you and that you must then deal with the consequences of those situations as if somehow or other there exists no relationship between who you are, what you are, what you feel, what you sense, and the events and the conditions and the circumstances that make up the days of your lives. And yet upon closer inspection, upon deeper introspection and meditation you may indeed discover that the events and circumstances of your personal very human condition actually are related to the state of your mind and your emotions, of your thoughts and ideas.

We would even venture to say that the world that you know, the world of YOUR experience is a direct result of and a magnificent reflection of the thoughts, the emotions, the attitudes, the expectations that you display on a daily basis, and though it may seem outrageous to consider such a proposal, we can assure you that with a small degree of practice you can quickly recognize how your moods, attitudes, perceptions actually establish various kinds of relationships between yourself and your world. And we would venture to say that from our perspective that possibility that your views, attitudes and expectations literally mold the dramas, the events of your lives, exists because the environment, whether of Nature or manmade, within which you find yourself is naturally and consistently and perpetually created by the personality you are in the process of developing.

This may be an idea complex that may be difficult to grasp, but we hope to bring about some small exercise that you can practice on your own and discover what it is that this outrageous old ghost is presenting to you.

Effectively then, what we are claiming is that you are not at the mercy of the events and conditions that seem to happen to you, that seem to wait around the corner to pounce upon you the moment you let your guard down, but that instead you create all of the events and conditions on a daily basis which can also imply that if there are conditions in your lives you find less fulfilling, that you have the potential to change the very parameters and the coordinates of our focus and change your perceptions to give you a different resulting experience in your relationship with the world that you create. And this applies specifically to your lives because once your lives are changed the world that manifests itself in your lives is also different.

We are not speaking about miraculous, instantaneous cures. We are speaking of a process, a process that may take weeks even, but once you start actually experiencing what we are describing then the true challenge takes shape, the recognition that you are not fated to live a life of misery, unhappiness, struggle and so on and so forth but that instead you can provide yourself with an experience that is quite different. And this is where we described in the title that the human journey IS an epic adventure. It is an adventure of epic proportions because there is a dimension to your being that is mythical, that is heroic, but your specific civilization and most particularly your Western world has lost touch with its own mythical, heroic sense because you have somehow or other become convinced that life may indeed be little more than a series of struggles and challenges without recognizing that instead even the great heroes of mythology such as Gilgamesh, Hercules and many others in other myths actually represent those aspects of your being, of your personality, that also have set for themselves series of challenges, challenges to trigger heroic responses within you, challenges to help you demonstrate to yourself that you have innate abilities, resources and tools to not only overcome but to gain in wisdom and knowledge so that other members of your species may also awaken to their own innate potential to transform their personal existence from a life of drudgery to a life of incredible accomplishment and fulfillment.

When you read or hear about ancient heroes conquering apparently unbelievable and indescribable obstacles the tendency is to consider that these are all myths, and unfortunately you have equated myths with made-up stories, with fakery even without realizing that the myths of the ancients were a means to communicate to you an awakening of tremendous potential, of awakening within you the voices of ancient wisdom and the strength to conquer any obstacle you set for yourself, that your challenges are not there to defeat you but instead the challenges you set for yourself are there for you to pool your own innate resources in such a way that you benefit greatly, and when YOU benefit other individuals also benefit.

So these ancient myths are not written to make you feel insignificant in comparison but instead to convey to you as you read about the ancient epics of Gilgamesh or the epics of Homer or the epics of Hercules or of any great semi-divine, divine or mortal adventures, these are written and made to call to your objective awareness strength and resolve that otherwise may lay dormant your whole life long.

In that vein we do encourage you to read about great mythical and mortal heroes and to find the correlations within your own lives and that which was an obstacle or a challenge for the heroes of myth can also be found in your own life, regardless of the nature of the struggle you are contending with that you still have a great deal of resources and talents that merely await the call to be awakened. And that call is the recognition that you have the potential to be the hero in your life adventure. And that part of you, that heroic, mythical dimension is a translation of the greater dimensions of your existence that do not necessarily appear within the objective reality but remain in the background, that remain as the unseen aspects of your existence, some of which you touch upon and interact with in dream states where often you fall asleep pondering your struggles and challenges and difficulties, only to awaken with the solutions already handed to you as if gently deposited in your mind and all you need do then is take those keys, those solutions and open the doors and apply the principles that are given to you.

Now it is not that if you read about Hercules you then need to wear lion skin loincloths, but it is about connecting, resonating with the energy that is in the mythology, owning it, recognizing that within you there is more than a mere echo of Herculean dimension, but that energy can be tapped into and brought to your awareness so that you may also conquer the various challenges that you have set up for yourselves in order to discover your own potential. Does that make sense?

(Yes)

Now what is the time?

(11:20)

Then we suggest a small break. When we return we will get into more specifics, some practice, and then deal with your questions. All in accord?

(Yes)

Then indeed do enjoy a Herculean break.

(Break begins at 11:20.)

(Session resumes at 11:35.)

KRIS: Now as we previously suggested, these heroes and heroines of ancient myths are to be found in all cultures and they were given and created for the challenges of those times and those individuals primarily, but since they are also enduring, they can also help provide the stimulus and the energy to you as modern individuals in your modern world because the challenges are universal. They do not necessarily change except in appearance, but the subjective challenges experienced by human beings have literally been the same more or less since the dawn of time.

So those myths and their heroes and heroines and their wisdom and their teaching and their ability to awaken within you solutions, resolutions and strength have stood the test of time. They encapsulate these ancient myths, encapsulate timeless wisdom, and in some respects those melodious voices such as ourselves and others are a different kind of myth, the intent of which is again to help awaken within you your own innate wisdom, your own resourceful mythic relationship.

Again when possible we encourage you to look at, reread some of those ancient myths. They are found in all cultures whether China, India, Greece, Rome, Egypt, Scandinavia, North America, South America. Every continent, every nation past, present and future has their myths, their heroes of ancients, and they can be used by you to stir those ancient echoes in your memories, to awaken those sleeping heroes and heroines and therefore help you transform the existence that is yours, not into an existence that is someone else’s but an existence that you own.

And since you create the environment and the world as a reflection and an extension of who and what you are in the physical dimension, it must therefore be understood that the larger portion of who and what you are exists at the subjective level outside the frame of time and space, and by tapping into those innate, heroic proportions of your existence, that which yesterday seemed to be an insurmountable challenge can indeed become a heroic conquest of the day.

And these ancient myths also speak of the collective challenges as a race and what you are facing because they are always the same to one degree or another. Their appearances may take a different form and shape, but overall the challenges are very similar and your ancestors faced them, dealt with them as best they could, and your progeny will face them and deal with them as best they can. But you have an advantage over both that you have the potential to become awakened, aware of those heroic mythical dimensions of your existence and apply that innate wisdom into your present lives whereby you no longer need to feel a victim and a slave of events and conditions and circumstances but instead that you may own the wisdom and the knowledge that the events that transpire on a daily basis in your lives are the by product of your being, both objectively and subjectively. This is not a difficult task to accomplish.

Most teachings that pertain to conscious creation, to deliberate creation, to the laws of attraction and so on and so forth are missing some key ingredients. One of them is that often you are enticed and encouraged to visualize another moment or a future where you have what it is that you desire, still based on the assumption that it is something that you do not own or have now. And secondly, it is also based on the assumption that it is something separate from you, that even the energy that you use is somehow or other not part of you and that the world that you have now and that you will have tomorrow is not part of you.

Now we are presenting that there is a way to access this part of your imagination that is heroic and mythic in proportion and that you have already conquered the greatest of all challenges, the consideration that you might be inefficient, ineffective co-creators, that somehow or other there is something missing to your power, and indeed there may very well be, and that missing creation link is that you already possess the tools necessary and that those tools exist in that portion of your imagination that is mythical and heroic in proportion, an area of the imagination that is not often ventured into and sometimes even eschewed as, even the imagination is often eschewed as not real but impractical. Do you follow?

If truth be known even your very physical lives are the products of your imagination for that ties into the notion of the idea complexes that we have recently presented, and without the auspices of your imagination it would be very difficult for you to move towards any accomplishments period.

Now our practice is to help you open up that inner dimension of the imagination that deals specifically with the heroic and mythic proportions of your existence, and if you are of such a mind we would like to entice you to follow the sound of our voice in a visualization and meditation that requires only that you sit comfortably. And you may or may not keep your eyes open, though it is often easier to close the eyes and to take a few slow deep breaths and allow your body to release every ounce of tension and of stress and as you continue to breath slowly and deeply and listening to the sound of our voice, allow your sense of self, allow the idea of you to grow even just beyond the boundaries of your skin.

And with each breath and with the sound of our voice that sense of self keeps expanding in every direction so that even the chair in which you sit also grows as if you had eaten one of Alice’s growing cookies and you become bigger, taller, that you take up more real estate and you keep expanding in such a manner that you become bigger than the room and you are still tied into the sound of our voice and you keep growing and expanding until your head reaches into the clouds and you keep expanding. And looking at your expanding body you see that it is now not only made up of bones and tissue but of streets and cars and houses and buildings and cities and lakes and mountains and rivers and it keeps expanding until you realize that now your body incorporates celestial spheres including the Earth and the moon and other planets. And it expands such that it contains galaxies and from that cosmic vantage point you can look at the original form of the idea of you as if you have telescopic vision and you can see your ordinary self sitting in a chair in a room listening to the sound of our voice and you can see your ordinary self’s daily challenges.

And from your cosmic, heroic, mythical perspective you can see and feel those ordinary challenges and put them into perspective and lend of your heroic energy so that regardless of the nature of the daily challenges of your ordinary self you can indeed see how what once appeared as insurmountable hurdles may indeed be much smaller than you ever thought possible and that the scope of the imagination that your ordinary self used to try and find solutions may simply need to be brought to the layer of your heroic dimension, of your cosmic dimension to put it into perspective. And from that perspective you can see that the ordinary self’s challenges might indeed diminish as they project into the future because your heroic perspective can help resolve those challenges.

And as your heroic body is made up of galaxies, of solar systems and planets, you can sense the vast unending reservoirs of energy at your disposal and you can direct the sense and the feeling, the recognition of those vast pools of energy towards your ordinary self appearance, the image you share with other beings on a daily basis and you can make that available to whittle down any challenges and struggles so that they are properly recognized as opportunities to awaken deeper and deeper layers of wisdom and resources to transform that ordinary self’s world into an epic journey of mythical breadth and width.

And as the apparent ordinary hero and heroine ventured into their life journey, they are indeed aware of your heroic dimension, can never lose sight of it into tomorrow, into the weeks and the months and the years and the lives to come. The ordinary self is only an appearance whilst the heroic mythical dimension of your existence is your true reality, a reality that is expressed in apparent ordinary terms in the world of the living, in the world of flesh and bones, in the world of mortal experiences, whilst in truth you have an unending, even evolving relationship with that heroic dimension of life and that the solutions and the perspectives that exist at that heroic dimension level can find its way, will find its way, and does appear into the mortal ordinary existence you pretend to live, and that the challenges pertaining to that apparently ordinary existence are only opportunities to demonstrate your wisdom and your heroic self, that the tasks of the heroes and heroines tap right into those unfathomable, subjective states and through the auspices of your intuitions, impulses and inner communications from self into the very world of ideas is constantly awakened to enlightenment because that is the nature of that heroic relationship with existence.

And you can now slowly wiggle your fingers and toes. Take a deep breath and on the count of three you will be fully aware of this room and in it. One, you can move your neck and shoulders, your knees and legs. Two, you prepare to breathe deeply and become fully conscious and awake again in this room, the apparent room of the ordinary self and three. Take a deep breath, open your eyes, and clap your hands.

Now you are all here appearing as ordinary human beings. Correct?

(Yes)

Now, what is the time?

(12:00)

Indeed, are there any questions that you would like to ask?

MYRNA: It occurred to me as I was coming out of this state, Kris; I wonder how you would feel about having your exercises done in an audio version because in reading about them I don’t go into trance where I do with your voice?

KRIS: Maybe Philip already has the answer.

MARK: We’re way ahead of you.

MYRNA: I like that idea.

MARK: There’s one CD available on the website and a second is in the works.

MYRNA: There’s one of the website? Is it new? How long has it been there?

MARK: Quite a while, before last Christmas.

MYRNA: Really?

KRIS: For YOU it may just have happened. (Laughter)

JACQUES: I have a question. Before you went into the meditation you mentioned the law of attraction and the way we misunderstand it and how some things about it are very ineffective and I’m not sure I understood the point there. Can you expand on that?

KRIS: Indeed, basically, most individuals try to manifest into their lives because they believe they do not have it. Do you follow that? And our particular perspective is that it already exists. It is already fully active in your life, but most of what is already in existence in your life is fulfillment and unfortunately some people believe that the only way their existence can be fulfilled is if they have the latest red car, the latest electronic gadget. Do you understand? That is but a small, crude example.

But the greatest missing factor, that missing link, has to do with happiness, has to do with innate joy, and when you lose sight of those two small items, they are small only in appearance, not in impact, once you lose sight of those two items it appears that the law of consumerism attraction will fill the gap. Do you understand?

(No)

Your present consumer society convinces you that the only way you can achieve happiness is to have the latest and greatest and best of everything. Correct? Do you follow?

(Yes)

Now, that is something you can only buy into if you have misplaced those two small items of happiness and innate joy; therefore, existence appears to be unfulfilled, seems to have an emptiness within you and modern consumer tactics and marketing convince the consumer that this is because they do not have the latest gadgets and gizmos that will lead them to happiness. And this is an insidious plan because it can keep the individual in that loop, literally a hamster wheel.

But once happiness and innate joy are rediscovered, and we do not mean that the consumer society will dissolve but priorities will be re-ordained, brought back into balance with your own natural selves, and though you may still desire some gadgets and gizmos, your happiness will not depend on them but your happiness will draw you to the events and conditions in your lives that reflect your fulfillment, that reflect your happiness and innate joy and not the other way around trying to fill those emptiness spots. Do you follow?

So if you are, as an example, fixated on obtaining the latest and greatest and best, you are in effect still using the laws of attraction but at their most primal and not at their most sophisticated because you get what you concentrate upon, and even though someone may think they are concentrating on obtaining the best house, the best car, the biggest bank account, what they are in effect concentrating upon is what leads them to think they need those things, meaning the emptiness within, so they will continue to get that even though they may draw to themselves the biggest house, the biggest best car, the biggest and best of all life and everything that modern life has to offer, there will still be a hollowness within and that is because there is no relationship of depth or value with what you may call the inner self, source self, the God within, the divine within, etc. etc. known by many, many names. Does that make sense to you?

JACQUES: I have a second question… (Kris interrupts, still furthering his answer to the first question.)

KRIS: Indeed, one small moment.

Now, some people may contend with that only that which they are consciously aware of in their lives is of any consequence. And our perspective is then this is but a small portion of the contents of your existence. Literally the contents of your conscious mind represent but a small portion of the contents of your mind. Everything else is found in what you may consider the unconscious or subjective self. And that is what needs to be examined. That is what needs to be tapped into and explored and inventory taken of the contents of the mind, not only the conscious mind. Once that kind of exercise is allowed, once acknowledgement, addressing and accepting is performed then indeed the real issues, the real source of the concentration, of the focusing can be brought to the light of the conscious mind and you can then move to a deeper level of fulfillment.

Now please ask your other question.

JACQUES: You are saying that for most people Joy and Happiness relies on external THING, but what if it is your most, utmost desire to find Joy and Happiness from within?

KRIS: Indeed, the recognition must then come that there is a state within you that we have referred to as original goodness, innate happiness, innate joy. It may have been clouded over. It may have been put out of sight in a manner of speaking and forgotten. For example, very few individuals dare consider that they have actually joyfully, happily desired to take part of the human journey and that is filled with implications. A great many people consider human life as something that is very difficult to deal with. Do you understand?

Many people cannot even consider the possibility that they chose out of the desire, the joy to partake of human life, first of all, because human life is supposedly filled with sorrow, sadness, suffering, and unending misery of one kind or another and that there is occasionally a small break in that dark cloud, but there is temporary joy. We would say then that your picture of life is half-assed backwards. If you consider the implication that each and every one of you happily, joyously desired to experience human life, this human life and this journey because you have an innate understanding of the joy, of the wisdom you can awaken within it, then that puts a different spin on existence.

And the notion that life is filled with suffering and sorrow might actually be lies. They are then little more than the beliefs, the convictions you subscribe to and hold dearly and therefore, there circumstances and conditions are not proof that life may be filled with sorrow, sadness and suffering but that instead a reflection of the convictions you hold onto, and if you hold onto different sets of convictions, your existence will be different. Does that make sense to you?

So we are in effect proposing that physical existence can be something entirely different, that it is not as close as you get to hell. It is not filled with suffering unending, but that perception, that suffering perception of life is the result of the convictions tat you hold. Change the convictions. Get new ones and your life will reflect those new convictions. It is a life long project to venture down that path, but the rewards are immeasurable. Do you follow? Does that help at all?

(Yes)

So in other words, dear friend, you do not necessarily need to search for joy and happiness for when you recognize, acknowledge, address and accept that these states already exist within you, then your life then overflows with reflections of that original state. Somewhere along the line you have each bought a bad bill of goods. A snake oil salesman came along and said, ‘is it not true that life is full of misery, pain, suffering and poverty and hatred and war and slaughter and murder? Life is an awful adventure. What kind of gentleman or lady engages into that kind of life?’ And somewhere along the line you listened. And the more you listened the more it appeared that indeed life is exactly like you were told.

Furthermore, you were likely told that the reason why you’re traveling this journey of suffering and pain and sorrow and misery is because you did something to piss off one of the gods. You might even be tainted and flawed, that there is something bad within you and the only way to counter that is to follow our rules, our creed, our dogmas and give up your money and perhaps you will be safe in the end.

We are saying to you, this is only one alternative of many. And one of the many others is that you already have all the salvation you could care to dispense and that indeed it is perhaps your innate joy and goodness that will save those that try to sell you bad bills of goods, that your life needs no saving and that you life is a process of discovery and all you need do is rediscover that indeed you are joyful, happy beings if you give yourself even the benefit of the doubt in that direction. You may still have to occasionally contend with the old form of seeing the world, the old movies, but you can make a significant difference immediately.

All you need do in this example is go back to the meditation we shared with you and from that heroic perspective tap into that unlimited cosmic reservoir of joy and happiness that is innate to your nature and flood your reality, including your ordinary self, with that energy and see what a difference a day makes. And we believe there is a song in there somewhere.

It need not be overly complicated. You can make a significant difference in how you perceive your existence simply by the lens of the convictions you hold, the filters of your beliefs. If you hold dark glasses that only permit an interpretation of light as misery-filled, then you need new glasses. Put the old aside and wear the new ones and see that indeed life can have a totally different presentation for you. But this applies to YOUR existence, and the more that you put these simple small principles into practice the more it will affect and rub off on others. You may be asked, ‘why are you happy? Did you get a new car?’ (Laughter) ‘A new washing machine? A new kind of Tide soap we do not know about to make our whites whiter? Did you get a new lover?’

And you may find yourself saying, ‘no. I found that within my being I am happy. I am a joyous individual and I even like myself, flaws and all! And suddenly my life has taken a new turn. I find my challenges opportunities to transform myself that much more and to gain wisdom that is innately within me. And as a result I even like the most pessimistic of individuals or even the most pessimistic of thoughts that come to my own mind and I give it a new lease on life by changing it from a pessimistic thought to an optimistic thought.’

Now we are not advocating that you all become Pollyannas. (Laughter) And love everything, but at least love yourself, the greatest of all challenges. Climbing Mt. Everest or going to Mars is nothing as launching yourselves into the challenge of loving yourselves. And in comparison, going to Mars or climbing Mt. Everest is a small task. But the rewards make Mt. Everest the smallest of peaks and make Mars nothing more than a skip into the backyard, especially one viewed from that inner heroic dimension.

You created your life and your world and you can only despise it and hate it and find it sorrowful when you find your life and who you are in the same light. What you perceive is a reflection of the thoughts and ideas you hold toward yourself. Does that make sense?

MYRNA: (Can not make out what Myrna says here.)

KRIS: And a few more, but each time it makes more sense.

MARK: Indeed.

KRIS: Now what is the time?

MARK: 12:25.

KRIS: Indeed then, we thank you greatly and heroically for having shared of your innermost beings with us. In return we send you blessing of mythical and heroic proportions. Be in the right frame of mind to catch them, and may your journey continue to show you that you are loved, blessed, joyous and happy beings and may your dreams and your days bring you what you focus upon. It will, surely. And we thank you and send you on your way.

ALL: Thank you.

(Session ends at 12:27.)

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