Private Session for Iona from USA

July 28, 2004

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois and Transcribed by Ellen Gilbert (Kwaa’Ji)
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on July 28, 2004

KRIS: Now we hope that you are comfortable and less nervous.

IONA: I’m feeling better now. Hi Kris.

KRIS: Indeed! Now, even though you might not have done all of the background work for your session, we trust that you will be curious and imaginative enough to make this a most wonderful encounter.

IONA: (Giggling) I agree!

KRIS: Now, before we begin we sense on the one hand that indeed you do have a vivid sense of selfhood, you have a strong idea of whom and what you are, and at the same time, there is an ambivalence as if, even though you have a strong idea of whom and what you are, there are aspects or parts of you that are truly undecided about these matters, and that you have many questions along those lines even if they are not consciously formulated or present to you at this moment.
You also have a good deal of intuitive perception available to you, but that you also are somewhat — perhaps the word “frightened” is a strong word — but it leaves you somewhat nervous to explore this domain because it is so different from the reality you are supposed to live, and that you also have some conflict with someone older in your life, perhaps even a parent, at this point in time.

So with this small preamble, please feel free to ask your questions.

IONA: Okay, well, I guess first I’d like to take care of a couple of small questions for friends about Essence names.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: And then we can move to other questions?

KRIS: Indeed. Now, please keep in mind that interacting with our energies may bring about a different perspective on Essence than if you say, were asking Elias.

IONA: I understand.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Actually, could I offer you some impressions about my friend’s Essence name and family?

KRIS: Certainly!

IONA: Okay, I have a friend named Omar, and his wife is named Nicci and I’ll start with them. I feel they have a connection with something they call Amara, A-M-A-R-A, and I felt that could be one of their Essence names, or an Essence that interacted with them. Could you tell me something about that?

KRIS: You spelled it A-M-A-R-A?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: Our perception is that the Amara is not necessarily a singular Essence. Now, let us make a small definition here: even though an Essence may be singular, it is still composed of other aspects as well.

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: But in this particular case, we sense that this is a coming together of more than one Essence, something that they are involved in at these other levels. There is more than one Essence involved, at least three.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: And if they do take the time to enhance the communication, they might indeed come about with some interesting perspectives, interesting insights, and broaden their own horizons, so to speak.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: We are referring to this as the Amara.

IONA: The Amara, okay.

KRIS: Indeed, and make no mistake, this is an extremely loving, kind, Essence grouping. This is not necessarily meant to bring about greater technical specifications of consciousness as much as it is meant to bring about a broadening of loving conditions for all involved, so it is much of a nurturing nature and you may indeed convey this to them very nicely. As to their own Essence names, you say that Omar’s partner’s name is Nicci?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: Indeed. Now, some Essence names are far more esoteric and some sound more familiar. Nicci’s Essence name we find as “Juliana.”

IONA: Juliana.

KRIS: And Omar’s as “Damien.”

IONA: Damien.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Oh, interesting! Thank you. Can I offer an impression for an Essence name that I have for my friend Tim?

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: The name that I came up with was Ashan. Is that his Essence name or is that something else?

KRIS: We believe that you have perceived greatly.

IONA: Oh, thank you. And is he belonging to the Gramada family and aligning to the Zuli family?

KRIS: (Pause) Essence belongs to Gramada, but there is also an affiliation to Tumold.

IONA: Tumold! Okay.

KRIS: And focus aligns with Zuli.

IONA: Thank you. Would that be….would Tumold be the tertiary?

KRIS: This is secondary.

IONA: Oh, secondary.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Oh, wow. Could you offer to me my tertiary family? My family that I know is Tumold, and then I have the alignment, my focus would be Sumari?

KRIS: Indeed. Repeat again.

IONA: Okay. I know that I belong to the Tumold family and I have an alignment with the Sumari. I felt that I may also have some connection with the Milumet, but I’m not sure.

KRIS: Indeed. From our perspective, your primary grouping, or belonging to is (pause) as you have determined. The secondary belonging to is with Milumet and with your tertiary belonging to, is Sumafi.

IONA: Sumafi. Can you also tell me what my connection is to my friend Tim? We met rather recently but our connection seems rather strong.

KRIS: (Pause) May we ask your respective ages?

IONA: He’s 26. I’m 37.

KRIS: To what degree is his interest in these things?

IONA: In things like the information that I’m interested in?

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: I think there is a strong interest. I also feel that we share at least 34 focuses in this dimension together, is that correct?

KRIS: You indeed do share a number of them, some closely tied and others somewhat loosely gathered together, so you run a certain gambit, a spectrum of relationships together.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: There is at least four different focus sharings where you are closely tied together; one is somewhat different from the three others. The three others involve, parent/child, lovers — of these there are two: One as a heterosexual couple, one as a homosexual couple.

IONA: Are these the ones I’ve already connected to?

KRIS: You have perceived them.

IONA: Thank you.

KRIS: The fourth where you are closely tied as well is a rather unorthodox companionship. We find you here in the mid-thirteen hundreds — 1340, 1345, ’48 — you are in a religious community somewhat outside the ancient German city of Koln, K-O-L-N.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: Where you are of different genders and you are enamored of each other, but you are both in religious communities, which in the eyes of the Church, is frowned upon very dearly, but you have such a strong bond that you have come together regardless of the restrictions and the taboos involved. And as such you have developed for each other in that focus a very powerful coming together, for you are not able to be together as much as you would care; therefore you have developed a much deeper sense of separation and attachment. Do you follow?

IONA: Yes, I do. I do.

KRIS: And at the same time you both have to be soooo careful!

IONA: And does this bleed through to this time now?

KRIS: These four primary focuses carry some influences, just as your coming together in this focus carries some ripples into the others.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: So there is always a fair exchange, much like fair trade practices, none overshadowing the other unnecessarily, because what you create in THIS time and space also influences other kinds of time and spaces. So there is always a great give and take of the lessons, the enhancements, and the abilities developed in those particular focuses.

IONA: I’d also like to ask a question: In my session with Elias, he confirmed that I have what he refers to as an Essence twin, and this is someone I’m very, very close to, who has had….like a relationship with none other, and this person lives in Sweden.
I think right now….I’m not sure how to phrase this….it’s been very affecting of both of our lives, very much….It’s,….I’m not sure what I’m asking.

KRIS: Now, do understand that Essence twins — or if you wish another phraseology — when you are so twinned, you are not specifically pre-ordained to be together.

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: You may have a variety of relationships where you are twinned with another, and you are not twinned because of the decisions of another or of Essence, but of your own choices as well.

IONA: Right. I think the problem is that in very human terms, we fell in love, but I am in a relationship.

KRIS: And indeed, you are not the first. Human beings can fall in love repeatedly, even when they are already enamored of another and it is not meant to control or to bring about judgment towards self, either by others, or by yourself. These things, these judgments may indeed occur from the perspectives of others if you hold such judgments yourselves. They will be reflected to you. But do understand that it is actually a very natural occurrence to hold more than one loving relationship and intent within one lifetime, even within one relationship.

IONA: I understand that and I feel for the most part, I am okay with that. I feel as if, because I can’t be what he wants me to be, that he’s pulling away from me now.

KRIS: He may be making choices, just as you also make choices. And someone else in the future, may even come upon your path, or you may come upon each others’ paths, and you may find AGAIN a similarity, and you may choose to act or not act upon the feelings at that time. Again, a whole spectrum of available, and potential choices and actions that display themselves before you.

And you would not have engaged in this action energetically, intentionally or otherwise, had you not already gathered to you those resources, those tools of consciousness, of emotions, of insights, of feeling and of plain human nature, had you not already declared that you can handle the development and any eventual possibilities ensuing FROM this contact, regardless of its outcome, whether positive or negative in those terms.

IONA: Right. Well, the outcome is basically still undecided by either of us I take it.

KRIS: Indeed, and even if the outcome eventually makes itself as a parting of ways, that is only one decision out of thousands of others, one probability out of many others, that in some other layer of reality, or probability, both of you may have chosen differently.

IONA: Right.

KRIS: So you are exploring many layers of experiences and lessons in this moment through that one singular action. This is no small feat and only undertaken by those who are brave enough to deal with all of the various outcomes as they may occur.

IONA: Can I ask you, is this possible that he and I will end up having a close loving friendship in this focus?

KRIS: The possibility exists but this is something that you both must discuss and see if you want to, or if it is best to simply make a clean slate of the issue and you both pursue your own lifetimes. It is certain that you will think about each other for a long time.

IONA: Right. This has been very hard, I think, for both of us.

KRIS: Indeed, and all such encounters carry much weight, for as human beings you all operate from the heart, though some would categorically deny that!

IONA: (Chuckling) I feel I do have….maybe my love is sort of conditional at times, but more often than not, I feel a love for him that is much greater than that, that would be accepting, even though when I think of him not talking to me anymore, it sends me into a panic. Can I ask you about a dream he’s had repeatedly of not being able to find me?

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: This has been a common dream for him in different situations where he can never seem to find me.

KRIS: (Long pause) In this dream, what he recalls or remembers, is the tip of the dream, it is a watered-down recall. Do you understand?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: There is much more activity that he does not immediately recall. On the one hand, there is a preparation to deal with the possible outcome of going upon separate ways, but we believe that there are some other aspects of the dream, that he does not recall…. is that both of you have also traveled much in terms of time and space and have had many focuses together. And there comes a time when other focuses do not necessarily make it so that the two of you are together and perhaps this troubles him as well. But overall, we believe that the dream is precognitive also in that he is establishing a pattern of being able to deal with both of you having separate lives from a certain point in time. Do you understand?

IONA: I do. Have he and I shared a lot of focuses which could be perceived as tragic? Meaning that where his focus has killed a focus of mine? I feel that he thinks that’s part of the reason why we aren’t together now. Maybe he believes in karma to a certain extent.

KRIS: There are many individuals who have had such experiences and still choose to come together in another focus, perhaps to iron out some of the wrinkles, work out some of the conflicts, or to try a totally different approach in order to create future focuses that will manifest themselves into a specific path to bring about balance and harmony overall. Does that make sense to you?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: Now, indeed there have been some focuses where the two of you engaged in less than desirable outcomes and activities at a certain point and in order to try and mitigate that, one of the possibilities that exists with this focus is whether discontinuing the contact may bring about balance. Do you understand?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: The two of you also have had a very deep connection at least once with the Cathars in southern France, during the height of the Inquisition –

IONA: Okay, yes, yes.

KRIS: As well as two nuns having a so-called illicit lesbian relationship in a convent in Italy, most likely in or near Vinci in Tuscany at almost the same time, because focuses do not have to follow any specific linear timeline.

IONA: Right, right.

KRIS: So you can have multiple focuses within one time period.

IONA: Do these focuses bleed through us right now?

KRIS: They are in the background. The influences are normally made by your own selves and no bleed-throughs may necessarily impinge upon a specific focus without agreement. So you are not necessarily at the mercy of any other situation outside of your sphere of influence. There are of course many different events that occur in what we call the inner field of events, which you may also include within that area, two, three and four, or layer two, three, and four or in other terms, Frameworks Two, Three, and Four, various inner frameworks of consciousness that also influence the outer field of events or physical reality. Do you follow?

IONA: I do. He actually asked me if I can ask you a question about his health.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: He wanted to know, he just hasn’t felt well for a long, long time and basically no energy and muscle pain and he wanted to know what he could do about that? And the cause?

KRIS: What is his age?

IONA: Twenty-eight.

KRIS: Now we are certain that even in his homeland there are a variety of what is called Alternative health care practitioners, homeopaths, naturopaths, etc.

IONA: Mmhm.

KRIS: There would have to be a careful consideration of nutrition, diet and lifestyles, but primarily, there is something else that we think is…..It is as if he has a very specific fear of moving forward. There is some plans, some ideas and some goals he needs to move towards, but he is reluctant to do so.

IONA: Is this with his career as well?

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Yes, he wanted to ask about that as well.

KRIS: There is un-satisfaction in that area. Now he would need to evaluate all of what is available to him in terms of pros and cons, needs to carefully examine what is possible for him in terms of leaving that environment, whether it means re-education, re-orientation, or simply making a final decision to change careers altogether to something that he wants to do and there is a strong desire to do something else in him that is not allowing to speak, so to speak. Do you understand?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: There is a struggle in him and he is not comfortable and secure in making the decisions that will affect him positively, as if by staying in what is familiar to him, it should be fine, but it is not. It is eating at him. Do you understand?

IONA: I do, and I feel, in a way, meeting me has helped him to look into the unfamiliar.

KRIS: On the one hand he is somewhat happy being in the regimented, organized daily life, never changing much of the routine, and at the same time there is a deep craving, a hunger, to fly out of the nest, so to speak. Is that correct? So as best you can, perhaps you can truly be a friend in this respect and encourage him to broaden his horizons and get up out off the seat of his complacency.

IONA: Right.

KRIS: Does that answer your inquiry?

IONA: Yes, it does. I guess I’d like to move on to –

KRIS: Indeed, as you see fit.

IONA: I might come back to that at some point! (Laughs) I think for me, some part of it is realizing that I am creating the situation with him right now.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: And I realize there’s a part of me that feels like I could meet him again in twenty years and things would be different, and that would just be a choice for everyone involved.

KRIS: Indeed, because that very potential exists in the here and now, also.

IONA: He sort of picked up on that the two of us may have had focuses in this time frame that in maybe a probability that would meet and get together in a romantic relation.

KRIS: We have alluded to that.

IONA: (Chuckling) Yes, yes I remember that!

KRIS: Indeed!

IONA: Okay, so he was right about that. I have a question from my friend Vinu? He wants to know if Sid Vicious of the Sex Pistols is a focus of his.

KRIS: And whom is asking?

IONA: My friend Vinu, from Boston.

KRIS: We know Vinu.

IONA: (Laughing) Yes, I know you do!

KRIS: Indeed. A most charming gentleman.

IONA: Yes, he is.

KRIS: Our perception is that there are certain affiliations other than that Sid is a focus of Vinu’s. Or, in other words, of Vinu’s Essence, correct?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: There is also a recognition that they have had some contact in other focuses as well.

IONA: Oh, with the Essence?

KRIS: Indeed. We believe this actually may be what Elias would refer to as fragment of Essence.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: The one becoming two separates, still keeping ties. Do you understand?

IONA: So the Essence of Sid Vicious fragmented, or the other way around, from Vinu’s Essence.

KRIS: Perhaps both Vinu’s and Sid’s are fragments of another Essence entirely.

IONA: Ah, okay, I get it! Well, that makes sense.

KRIS: Two new oak trees from an older tree.

IONA: Oh! Interesting. I have another question, for my Essence twin

KRIS: Do feel free to focus on your questions.

IONA: (Laughing) Is Heinrich Harrer, the Austrian mountain climber, a focus of my Essence?

KRIS: (Pause) We believe this is good perception on your part. Now do understand that if you came up to him and knocked on his door and said, “Hey! Guess what?”

IONA: (Laughing)

KRIS: You might get a rather unpleasant surprise.

IONA: Yeah, I understand, I do, and do I also have a focus that is known to him at that time, that was connected to him?

KRIS: (Pause) We believe that there is someone in his family that you are connected with. The exact nature of that connection or relation is not clear at this time.

IONA: Okay. I understand. Now I think I’m going to talk about me for a little bit.

KRIS: It is high time!

IONA: (Laughing)

KRIS: After all, this is YOUR session!

IONA: I know!

KRIS: Do not forget to send your friends an invoice! A very loving one, nonetheless.

IONA: (Laughing) Okay, I think….can you tell me something about….if Essence has a theme, the Essence that is my….what would be its general theme?

KRIS: Now, do keep in mind that such things are not necessarily like when you have a theme party, such as a hat, or dress, or purse, or necklace theme.

IONA: Right, right.

KRIS: And even one specific or overall theme may actually contain many ramifications that include some themes. But if your Essence had a theme, it would be to take the time to stop on the journey, and smell the flowers.

There is a great deal of energy, not necessarily that there is less energy in other Essences, but in your particular unit of Essence, there is a great deal of energy activity, much buzzing like in a hive, much creativity, and also a deep desire that all creative endeavors spread throughout the whole of the creation of time and space, and even beyond, that regardless of what Essence and focuses together create, there is going to be an appreciation for the creations and the creator.

Thus, whether you create the most beautiful flower or rock or event, there comes a time when each focus of the Essence will pause, will reflect, will admire, appreciate the very fact that it is….and then continue to party!

IONA: (Laughing)

KRIS: This is, in our perspective, very significant because it shows us a certain degree of desire towards maturity. Eventually focuses create their own Essences which create their own focuses, and so on and so forth. Do you understand?

IONA: I think so.

KRIS: At some point YOU will generate focuses as well. Do you understand?

IONA: Me, as Iona, in this focus?

KRIS: You as Essence.

IONA: Me as Essence…

KRIS: Indeed. As focus you are one unique and uniquely expressed experience point of Essence. Do you follow?

IONA: Mmhm, yes.

KRIS: Even that light point, gives off energy and light and itself splinters, gives birth to other focuses, as you move towards becoming Essence yourself. There is always this great process of creation. That is what creation is all about.

IONA: Continual.

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Can you maybe tell me how I can best express my creativity at this point in time?

KRIS: Now there are many different mediums that may express this and some may sound trite, but do understand that there is no better way to be yourself than simply to be. Enjoy all of whom and what you are. Do not for one moment think that even the most minute aspect of your existence is meaningless. Do not for one moment fall prey to your sometimes despairing perspective. Do you understand?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: And think that you are insignificant, meaningless, that no one loves you, and always rejoice in the fact that you have at your psychological fingertips all of the creative power of the source of your being which exists outside of time and space even though you are a projection, a unique individual expression of that source within time and space. So all you have to do is to rely and expect that at all times your own gift, innate tools, are naturally expressing themselves through your words, your thoughts, your actions, your environment, because it too — your environment — is a projection of whom and what you are, in time and space. Do you follow?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: There is no separation in that respect. The events and the actions and conditions of your existence are still a projection of you, you create them. Now, what specific talent are you hoping to evolve?

IONA: Honestly I just….I have….I don’t know. I like connecting with people. I don’t feel like I want to….It’s hard to explain. I feel like…a lot of times I feel that I draw people to me and they tell me that by meeting me that they’ve like, changed in some ways, for the better. And that’s kind of like what I’ve always felt I’ve been doing.

KRIS: Now, what is your specific education?

IONA: (Laughs) Well, I quit school, so I don’t have any real, formal education. I have a GED, but other than that, nothing. Not very much traditional education.

KRIS: Indeed. Now perhaps by studying more in-depth your Essence belonging to and focus aligning with and picking out what resonates with you, you might find you have good innate abilities to bring peace of mind and healing to people. Perhaps you might find yourself drawn to something like some healing modalities, perhaps some form of Reiki, perhaps some form of healing massage, perhaps some form of hot stone massage, crystal healing, something that involves compassionate touch.

IONA: That makes sense.

KRIS: You also have intuitive abilities, though you sometimes do not necessarily trust them.

IONA: Exactly! (Laughs)

KRIS: But do not worry, the majority of human beings who have a more refined intuitive sense sometimes do not trust it either.

IONA: Is that what my dream was about, because I had a dream recently where I was asking Elias a question, and I felt he got annoyed with me for asking and then I picked up that he was basically saying, “You already know this.”

KRIS: Indeed, not so much annoyed for asking, but somewhat concerned that you would ask what you already know.

IONA: Right!

KRIS: We believe Elias is far more gentle and would never be annoyed with anyone.

IONA: I know. The dream upset me because I know that’s not Elias, but my perception was that he was just sort of annoyed with me for bothering him.

KRIS: This is more in tune with, “Get with the program, Girl!”

IONA: Yes (Laughs) So, could you tell me…I feel I am getting very good at some things, like sensing people’s family…their family Essence information.

KRIS: Indeed, now do understand that a great number of people would not be having to relate to, however, you can still take a different perspective on this by being able to clearly understand the various families and their displays of qualities and then sensing, intuiting where people may belong and align to.
And whether you use Elias’ primary belonging and aligning to, or you even experiment further with ours of primary, secondary, tertiary of belonging AND aligning to, which may hone your skills that much more, you may be able to….we are looking for a word….that instead of telling someone, “Yes, you belong to Sumari and you align with Tumold,” which may go over their heads, and they would look at you really funny, you may instead, having a knowledge of the families and the qualities and the alignings and the belongings, might be able to encourage someone to look at their own deeper qualities and describing the qualities which point to the families. Do you understand?

IONA: I understand.

KRIS: So it is a reverse approach which would work wonderfully well as much. You can learn to do this and you might even be able to combine it with some of the things we have described, whether it is massage, Reiki, energy healing, gentle touching, such things can also be used to trigger deeper connections within the individual.

IONA: Right, so that exists as a definite probability for me to do something with that?

KRIS: Indeed, and we may even add something as well. For the most part, your dream recall is good. You also have an ability to explore the realm of dreams that much more. Now, what we are trying to convey to you is to develop a particular talent that you may at first encounter in the dream state with the tiles. Are you familiar with the tiles?

IONA: I am and I actually have received tiles before in the dream state.

KRIS: Indeed, now by encountering and even dream touching or receiving, which will have the same effect, the tiles, you might be able to, even intuitively, decipher some layers of their meanings, though some tiles may be multi-layered. Do you understand?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: By intuiting some of these things, you may get to a point where, even whilst awake, perhaps working with a potential client, such as in healing and so on, you may draw to you the tile appropriate for the interaction of that moment.

IONA: Can I ask you, would this be something connected with my friend Omar?

KRIS: How do you mean?

IONA: Because I dreamt a tile for him, and Elias told me it was for his healing work. It was connected to that.

KRIS: Therefore you have already begun what we have told you!

IONA: Yes! (Laughs)

KRIS: Indeed! You may pursue that to the point where you do not need to sleep-dream, but you can enter the dream zone or dimension while awake, since you dream twenty-four hours a day. Do you understand that?

IONA: Yes, yes.

KRIS: The process of dreaming does not stop when you open your eyes in the morning, you simply shift the focus of your attention away from the dream dimension. Now, whilst awake you CAN tap into dream states and draw forth a tile that will contain the necessary energetic actions that could help the action of that moment. Does that make sense?

IONA: It does, it does. I’m getting all excited about that!

KRIS: And, you might even encourage, if the individual is open to this type of exploration, perhaps the individuals can tap into the tile as well, but it would not necessarily be mandatory.

IONA: Right.

KRIS: But you can affect the subtler bodies with the tile you brought forth. And might we also suggest that you have a read of the house-clearing or cleansing ceremony that is on the west side, as well as implement the invitation ceremony, to call forth and invite into your home the spirits of love, joy, and so on and so forth. Do you follow?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: Indeed. Add to that, the invitation ceremony, that you will invite a tile that represents the energy of your own Essence. Do you follow?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: And do your best to draw it, physically draw it, whether you use pen and paper, or color, or crayons, or even a computer, try to draw it as you would an artwork of some kind.

IONA: Is this what…a friend of mine recently sent me something that he received, sort of a lavender diamond pattern…is this what he was tapping into? Because he called it my “soul blueprint.” Was he tapping into that?

KRIS: Indeed. A soul blueprint idea is a rather somewhat distorted concept, because the blueprint of the soul or Essence would hardly be defined as one singular blueprint, for within the Essence, countless realities may spontaneously take their birth. Do you understand?

IONA: Yes, so what he had drawn for me with the computer was similar to what you’re telling me?

KRIS: Indeed.

IONA: Oh wow! I have that now on my computer and it did, it resonated with me.

KRIS: Indeed. Now if you can find the means to get your own tile, either printed or drawn and put in a prominent place in your home where you may see it, perhaps even out of the corner of your eye, so that you are in somewhat of a meditative connection with it, let that energy flow into your environment. Do you follow?

IONA: I do.

KRIS: It may prove very interesting in that it might even be perceived by you in a very concrete, tangible manner to set up some changes in the electro-magnetic properties of your living environment, in that you will be able to feel the energy, perhaps in a very light, tangible manner.

IONA: You know I sometimes feel that now. Is that what I’m feeling sometimes?

KRIS: There are occasions when you pick up or intuit the energy of your Essence.

IONA: Are there also other Essences when I feel like someone’s touching me, or when I feel like someone’s standing next to me, or I see something out of the corner of my eye?

KRIS: Consider that to be some form of communication from your Essence.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: Now do you have another question about you?

IONA: About me…I do have one other, I don’t know if I’d call it insomnia, but when I do sleep, I sleep long and I dream vividly, it’s just the falling asleep that I have problems with at times.

KRIS: There are very many different factors. When one individual such as yourself is troubled by acquaintances perhaps leaving your life, and you are concerned with developing new contacts and are torn between the two….when you ponder possible futures for yourself, it is not a surprise sometimes that it is difficult for you to go to sleep.

Now, there are certainly very many different natural herbal products that can assist, such as valerian, chamomile, scullcap or teas made from the combination of the three and many other kinds that may assist in relaxing the physical form and mind, creating a state of mind that predisposes the gentle falling off into sleep. So you might want to investigate that.

IONA: Okay.

KRIS: You might also practice a type of meditation that leads to sleep by breathing first from the abdomen and then the chest, in a gentle, rhythmic fashion that predisposes the body to deeper relaxation and concentrating your thoughts on nothing but your breathing may also help induce a relaxed state of mind. Do you understand?

IONA: Yes.

KRIS: We would suggest to try and stay clear of over-the-counter medications.

IONA: (Chuckling) I guess you’re aware that I’ve gone back to that!

KRIS: Eventually they may produce adverse effects, even the very opposite of what you are trying to accomplish.

IONA: Yes, I’ve noticed that as well. I think a lot of times, just when you’re feeling so stressed about things, you just don’t want to wait for natural sleep, but I will, I will try those more natural ways.

KRIS: Indeed! They may prove very beneficial.

IONA: I guess a big part of it is learning to accept the changes in my life as well.

KRIS: Indeed, for when you set up a battleground within your own mind and you consider that part of your own self may be the enemy, you set yourself up for a heavy war, indeed! But if instead you consider that overall you are an individual filled to capacity with loving intent, and as a result of that loving intent your existence is appropriately manifested, you will not have to struggle so much and fight your own self every inch of the way, kicking and screaming. That is not whom you are.

IONA: I know. I guess I’m just afraid lately. I’m afraid to hurt people, just being myself, like sometimes I feel like I’m hurting other people.

KRIS: The only way you could entertain such thoughts is that you would consider that there is a part of you that truly is not nice. If you lay this foundation of trust that you are a loving individual, that your own intent is loving, then you will have less difficulties.

IONA: I believe I am, I really do, it’s just sometimes when others have told you that you’ve hurt them bad, when you never intended to hurt them bad –

KRIS: Now do understand that others can hurt you only in as much as you allow them to, also works in reverse. Now, there is no harm in apologizing to someone who thinks that you may have caused them distress, but the other individual must somewhere along the line understand that their own perceptions might have allowed them to hurt themselves too. Do you understand that?

IONA: Yes, thank you.

KRIS: From our perspective, stay within the zone of a loving intent. What others feel is their own creation.

IONA: I understand.

KRIS: First and foremost, enjoy who you are, in every sense of the word. Now, what is the time?

IONA: I think our time is up!

KRIS: Indeed. It has been a great pleasure to chat with you!

IONA: It’s been wonderful! I really enjoyed it.

KRIS: And we believe you have a small trip after this. Is this correct?

IONA: A small trip….um…not that I know of yet! (Giggling) [This trip did happen but I was not aware of it at the time of my session]

KRIS: Indeed. And may you enjoy every single particle of your being, from every atom you can possible conceive of, to those that are beyond your imagination.

IONA: Thank you.

KRIS: And do have a peaceful sleep.

IONA: Thank you and I hope we talk again soon.

KRIS: Indeed. Now we will return Joseph to you.

IONA: Thank you.

What Is Energy – Soundlets 2

July 26, 2004

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Mark Bukator
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on Monday, July 26, 2004.
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

Monday, July 26, 2004

(Audio file 1 Soundlets 2 July 26 2004.wav)

Roll Call: Mark and Alex.

(Mark’s Notes: Mark and Serge have been ill all weekend and both of their voices are a little raspy)

Session starts at 8:00 PM.

KRIS: Now then we must assume that the two of you find yourselves in a pickle. (Referring to our colds)

Now to begin we would like to continue this discussion of sound. As we mentioned last week what you consider sound is the bi-product or an effect of a concept quite different in nature from what you experience and interpret.

And what you have demonstrated in your reality as sound and all of its various effects and offshoots actually do keep being interpreted and re-interpreted in its various manifestations or incarnations. The original concept of the soundlet contains the blueprint for those transformations that later on or eventually become what you experience as sound in any of its various forms, whether it is something that the human hear interprets or any ear and ear drum from any species that has that capacity as well as those species that interpret that concept in a different manner, such as those creatures that do not have ear drums but that may have special receptor like hairs, follicles or antennae or other body parts that respond that respond to vibration and movement, action within the environment and that thus conveys a signal that that species or creature can then interpret with its own kind of neurological processes.

The concept furthers itself in ways you may not necessarily perceive. For example, you are not aware of some of the sounds that are made or produced by your own body, though there are times where you are and everyone else is aware of the sounds that your body makes.

For instance, you do not hear the blood rushing through your veins and arteries, nor do you hear the sound of your own heart beating, for if you did hear those sounds with your own ear drums you would likely be deafened by the volume of that sound since your ear drums and your inner ear are relatively close to the heart for example.

Hearing the rushing of the blood as it is pumped through the veins and the arteries would similarly deafen you. You would likely equate it to a large waterfall but non-stop. Such sounds would almost be intolerable from your own perspective, nor do you hear the sound that is created by the various cellular communities found within your own body. Such as cellular structures that make up the various organs and systems and the epidermis of your physical form that carries its own vibratory tone and each individual has his or her own particular tone.

Nor do you hear the sounds made by the movement of many of the celestial bodies near and far. Such as the moon orbiting your planet and your own planet orbiting the sun. Nor are you able to detect the sounds when your own solar system in its relative position in the Milky Way, as an arm of your galaxy, literally as it flies through space along with other galaxies also flying through space like a flock of birds except in this case you have a flock of galaxies flying through the depths of space.

These all make various sounds. The ancient Greeks and other cultures before them tried to give this a scientific perspective and called them the ‘sounds and the music of the celestial spheres’. Thus trying to define a specific segment of the cosmos in terms relatable to human kind and trying to establish a relationship between human beings and celestial bodies.

In that light then there are sounds that are beyond your capacity to hear. There are other aspects of the contents of sound as originated by the soundlets that literally permeate the entire gambit of the atmosphere in terms that are slightly harder to decipher.

There are different types of sounds now that may not be physically interpreted as when you hear a pair of hands clapping or someone speaking. These are sounds none the less. They are the sounds of literally the millions and millions of individuals expressing their thoughts, communicating intuitively and telepathically with each other in these other layers of reality. You may call them various ‘unconscious channels’ of communications.

As well as the sounds emitted by the thoughts of those millions and millions of individuals on a constant and continual basis. These also generate a very specific frequency of sound that because their nature exists outside of linear perceptions, they then produce a non-linear type of sound. These sounds, though unconscious, silent and invisible are the building blocks upon which physical sounds as you understand them to be have their origins whilst these non-linear sounds are built upon the principals found in the soundlets, each building upon the qualities of the soundlets.

Now the very notion of communications also comes from the soundlets. You give them a unique interpretation by your actions of communicating one with the other whether you do so telepathically, intuitively, precognitive or physically through the various means at your disposal. These are also all taken from the concepts of the soundlets and in and of themselves, the soundlets can be considered essence as well with some differences, giving or generating all of the various concepts within their given values, working with these other essences that are conceptual blueprints that eventually manifest themselves as focus personalities just as you are the offshoots and the representations of your own essences. So then everything that pertains to sound and sound related communications in one form or another are the offshoots of, representations of soundlets.

You each work together. You are intertwined and you function together because you need the resources found within each of your respective fields. You could not then so easily communicate without the soundlets. So though they are simultaneously separate from yourselves they are also intimately and innately found within your own natures, part and parcel of each other yet still different from each other.

As a result of this you might perceive that, there is an indication here, there is not one iota of space in any way that you may conceptualize it that is actually empty or devoid of some substance even though your eyes may tell you that there is nothing between you and a specific object that is apparently outside of your form. Do you understand?

All of space is filled. One of the items that fills this space in your reality are soundlets. They are very specific species of units of consciousness or at least units of consciousness that take on that specific role. Once the soundlets are outside of the immediate sphere of events that enable individuals to interact and communicate, they may indeed transform their basic nature into another and simultaneously do so as well. Here we are evolving the concept that much further because units of consciousness literally vacillates, in your terms ‘blinks’ with a high or rapid rate to give the appearance of stable matter. Its vacillations cause it to appear simultaneously in a multitude of realities with the potential to display a variety of natures simultaneously.

Thus in your reality, soundlets may be the predominate focus of those units of consciousness while simultaneously in a different reality they take on another role entirely which may have to do with different concepts even the concept of colors as a primary in another reality, whilst in this one its predominant focus is as a soundlet but because of their simultaneous and intermittent natures various aspects appear to varying degrees for in your reality you also perceive colors though what you perceive is an interpretation through your physical senses. Its origins may be quite different.

As such these units of consciousness may then display a great variety of inherent qualities, many of which are found in your reality because they are within your reality’s potential to demonstrate and in another reality or other realities entirely they have the potential to demonstrate something entirely different. Thus the units of consciousness would display some other concepts upon which the individuals who express themselves in those realities can build upon and interpret within their own sensory perceptive mechanisms.

So the original concepts can indeed be quite different from what you perceive as you yourselves therefore are quite different from what you perceive yourselves to be. You look in the mirror and you think that you have one head, at least one if not two eyes and two ears, at least one, perhaps even four limbs and so on and so on. These are interpretations of your own true form because you are accustomed to perceiving yourselves in linear terms from one focus to another. You do not pay attention to your own universal form which would obviously contain all of the focuses with all of their lovely heads and all of their limbs, simultaneously.

Though that kind of a picture may simultaneously appear as frightening, for you would not know which kind of hat to put on which head and which hairdresser could possibly take care of you. (laughter) You block out these perceptions because in linear terms it would overwhelm your senses quite completely but you do have then millions of heads and therefore millions of eyes and mouths and limbs and bodies. All simultaneously designed by the manner in which your essence, your source perceives itself with your own perceptions and along with the units of consciousness which compose the most basic of elemental sources upon which all life is built, you therefore have access to far more of yourselves than you think possible. Therefore we mentioned your universal form because if you were to open yourselves up to such a perception you would at once be able to capture the tone of that construction, that multi-dimensional personality structure as it seeks to express itself in an infinite variety of ways through physical creations, through the manifestation of bodies and still the sum total of all of these physical manifestations and bodily creations would not amount to the entire totality of your being because it is constantly and continuously being create and reinvented and created a new.

So you have an endless display or parade of bodies, all performing their unique values, all seeking express their innate sense of being whether it is through the joys or the sorrows of their particular choices, still they seek to express their unique relationship as it stands from essence or source. Do you follow so far?

Now do take a small cosmic break.

8:26 PM. Break starts.

(Mark’s notes: During break Alex asked me if I understood how the soundlets as essence AND our own essences together create focus personalities. I told her that it was like building a house. To build a house you bring in all of the different contractors such as the carpenters, the electricians, the plumbers, etc. In this case we as focus personalities are the houses and the soundlets are contractors.

Alex then asked about ‘Units of Consciousness’ and energy. She believed that everything is made up of energy and asked if energy was made up of units of consciousness or was it the other way around. Mark believed that the most very basic unit of everything including energy was the unit of consciousness.)

(New audio file: 2 Units of Consciousness July 26 2004.wav)

8:32 Session resumes.

KRIS: Now you do try to ask some of the most interesting of questions. (laughter) First of all you have a specific definition of energy which in itself may be very different from its own source. What is energy?

Energy is a specific point of consciousness and units of consciousness make up the energy that you perceive and interact with.

ALEX: Which comes first?

KRIS: Units of consciousness.

MARK: So no matter what dimension, what cluster, etc, ultimately everything is broken down into units of consciousness.

KRIS: Indeed. You could call, though it is rather crude, you cay say that you can break down the entire lattice work of reality as you understand it, into pixels and the pixels in this case are units of consciousness, infinitesimal in appearance, infinite in quantity and qualities of information. Which means that the very foundation of sentience itself, that which gives you and you (pointing) and the animal (the dog) the ability to understand itself as itself.

How that is interpreted varying the different species is unique to each. You have a perception of being ourselves quite differently. From the dog’s perception of being itself, from the dog’s perspective, itself it is part of the individuals in its environment. You think differently. That possibility comes through from the values that are inherent and innate to every single unit of consciousness and from that perspective you acquire your sense of being even if it appears very remote from its point of origin, still are able to sense yourself as self and that includes self separate from body.

There is an area of your own consciousness that understands itself as not the body but part of the body and that differentiation is important to make. In your modern schoolings and philosophies, this area is often neglected but if individuals understood that their physical bodies are vehicles of their expression then you would immediately enrich the lives of countless individuals because they would understand that they are first of all more than their physical form and secondly, as such, “what are they?” This leads to areas of philosophy and cosmology that are in dire need of being explored by your species.

Thus all of the varying families of consciousness, all of the assemblage of the various families into what we have described as clusters and all of the various clusters found within specific (pause) quadrants of consciousness are all composed of units of consciousness, interpreted, used and viewed and perceived according to the intent of all of the various essences involved in that great cosmology of self.

You have here a single unit of consciousness that contains the whole entire kit and caboodle, clusters and gapes and Christmas balls all at once and at the same time each unit of consciousness that is part of the entire tapestry, contains the aspects of the whole in its entirety. This is non-linear association and thus none of these creations can exist without the other and because of such cooperation you have constructions of multi-dimensional personality structures that include each of you and your essences and their various sources and other sources and so on and so forth and yet, such a grand painting can be found in one unit of consciousness.

And one unit of consciousness can give birth to far bigger still in those terms because they do not operate upon linear displays. You are an expression of your own essence. It has a source and that source has a source and that source has a source and yet simultaneously each and every one exists as a single unit even though within that unit there are countless millions of expressions as one body of consciousness. Do you follow?

Your physical form itself is a clear indication of this. You have millions upon millions of cells within your body. Some of these cells, based upon the information that comes from the DNA encoding will function as liver cells, brain cells, synapses, nerve cells, tissue cells, muscle cells and so on and so forth and though each appear different they all function together in cooperation to allow the intents, the drives, the desires and the convictions of the personality to make use of that assembled consciousness to again function as something entirely different. So you have a grand cooperative venture on an unimaginative scale, something that is often missed by your biologists. Now you try to put some of these cells together in a test tube, zap it with electricity and see if you can give birth to human being.

MARK: Soundlets, are they only expressed in this dimension in the Taaj or are they expressed right across the gambit?

KRIS: Indeed not. They are expressed throughout the entire scheme. Previously we have suggested that according to circumstances, our wording may have been different but according to circumstances a soundlet in one area may take on a different role because of their innate qualities and values, still in another area where an experiment using the primordial concepts of color and still you have a secondary or third experiment in sound, but in your reality you have, first and foremost, sound. You also have color and other concepts that play here because they are also displayed primarily somewhere else in your definitions. Does that make sense?

MARK: Yes it does. Are auras bleed-throughs?

KRIS: Auras as you understand them are again an interpretation of both sound and color values found within the soundlets as interpreted through your gateway system.

ALEX: Which gateway?

KRIS: You will have to read the lovely transcript.

ALEX: Which one, the Chakras one?

KRIS: Indeed. Thus you have a cooperative venture that would give your Wall Streets and Bay Streets something to think about because with this cooperative venture there is no back biting, no brown nosing, no back stabbing and discord. There are certain types of misalignments when the personality comes into conflict and is incongruent with its own intents. That is something for another discussion for it leads to ‘dis-eases’ within the structure, imbalances is a proper word.

So when the systems, when the symphony is no longer congruent and some aspect’s intent decides to play a solo when none is required, then you have an imbalance and therefore there is a lack of congruency. Therefore notes are off.

Now do you have other questions? We do not wish to task Joseph’s vocal chords. For the time being it is well.

ALEX: I have one question and that is back, if I may, back to consciousness and energy, you said that units of consciousness come first and energy. Is there really a difference? My understanding is that everything is energy and in that case are units of consciousness not energy?

KRIS: Indeed not for you would not have energy without. Energy as you understand it is truly an interpretation of the actions contained within the units of consciousness. You would have vast areas where you would not perceive anything. To your perception it appears that there is no energy whilst in reality it may exist in sub light and sub realities quite different from what you are accustomed to.

ALEX: So a unit of consciousness is always energy, though whether I can see it or interpret it as such it is always energy? Everything is energy.

KRIS: Everything is energy and everything is a unit of consciousness and all energy comes from units of consciousness.

ALEX: And that is so for any dimension, any reality?

KRIS: Indeed. You may not have for everything is consciousness. You are not simply focused there at that time. If you would put your mind to being receptive to what we have called your universal form, which means capturing momentarily all of the hundreds, thousands and millions of heads and eyes and ears and mouths and limbs that are displayed throughout the dimensions of time and space to your own singular essence which is not singular, you would be able to also grasp the notion of the vast energy, seen and unseen, contained within that one concept of expression. Never minding an unlimited amount of other essences which are themselves intimately linked and made up of units of consciousness. You as a singular consciousness could be compared to one unit. One unit contains the whole and the whole contains millions of units simultaneously.

Indeed to quote our own quote, the Bengali have a saying “Achintia Beda Beda Tatva”, simultaneously one and different from the divine.

Now we believe that you had a question. (Pointing at Mark)

MARK: No. (Laughter) I think that you just answered them all. It is actually funny that you even answered the ones that I wrote down while you were talking.

KRIS: We believe that you do have another question.

MARK: Oh yeah. Paul! Paul had a question regarding that channeler on the internet that claims to channel Seth. Is there any validity to the material that she presented?

KRIS: Indeed. What she has tapped into is HER Seth as we could be considered Joseph’s Seth. (Pause) There is an insufficient understanding in the structure of the personality to permit expansions of consciousness along those lines so the material is proprietary and it is an excellent example of propriety material being passed off as something of tremendous interest but reflects very little beyond the ego personality’s own views. At the same time there are indications that the potential to expand into a larger personality structure exists but there is conflict and there is a struggle and we believe that overall the foundation is not solid thus when you build a house on quicksand you expect that there is going to be some sinking on the way.

It is even as we have pointed out in the past, usually it is those that shout from the hill tops that they have the most that actually have the least. A king or a queen is not defined by ermine cloaks and crowns but by the integrity of the individual towards his or her subjects. Does that make sense?

MARK: Yes very much.

KRIS: Do you have questions? (Looking at Alex)

ALEX: Off topic. I have questions on…when you say higher self and essence, does higher self equal essence?

KRIS: Indeed they are terms that other individuals may relate too very readily.

ALEX: Okay. When we have our source essence, mine is Darrolid, Philip and Joseph (referring to Mark and Serge) they can change. Is that correct? Is it for the time being? Can they change?

KRIS: Now you would not necessarily no longer have Darrolid as a source but Darrolid on its own volition may also fragment meaning produce more focuses, some of which may also bypass the process of focuses and actually become essences to their own offshoots. Do you understand?

ALEX: I understand but that is a concept that is hard to grasp.

KRIS: Now sometimes the focus personality may still feel unconsciously a deep resonance with its original source but may also find some kind of resonance fragmented from the original. Thus may create bridges between the two.

ALEX: When an essence offshoots another essence is it equal? Is it in the same level?

KRIS: Though it might still be considered the child it still displays all of the qualities. Now do keep in mind that this is a process that happens simultaneously. It is not something that takes a long time in your terms. You perceive time as a set of past, present, future sequences in linear terms. Even all of that understanding of linear time is still contained within simultaneous time from your own essence’s point of view.

Consider all of this as different points of view. Up close to yourself you have your own representations of the universe as reality with all of the various systems and beliefs and cosmologies involved. Now many feet away from you, you have another perspective which you may even consider to be your essence’s perspective. If you wish your unconscious perception although there is a slight differentiation between your perceptions of your inner self and your inner self itself which is still a vaster perspective, each one providing larger degrees of awarenesses, still contained within the one and there come those units of consciousness again.

Thus you have perceptions, your source has perceptions, its source has perceptions, and its source also has perceptions. You are all perceiving the same thing but from different angles of that perception. Your sense of perception is through linear time and space. That is your interpretation of the process. Your essence has another, its essence has another and its essence has another. All of the various focuses that are literally created instantaneously by all of this also have their own perspectives.

Consider a Ferris wheel at the amusement park. Each seat is a specific focus of the core, an extension of that core.

A solar system, each planet being a representation of the central soundlet, orbiting the core and each celestial body has its own satellite or even numerous satellites and that solar system orbits along with other solar systems in a greater sea of the galaxy, in your case the Milky Way. That galaxy also orbits along with other galaxies and these in tandem with other systems of galaxies and together you have vast systems of networks orbiting concentrically, each one unit and all flowing together, providing wider and wider and wider still upon the perspectives available to you.

So the satellite orbiting the one celestial body has its own small perspective. The celestial body orbiting along with other celestial bodies around the central core has its perspectives. The central core with its celestial bodies and satellites orbiting it has its own perspectives. Now this is a unit. It is a solar system. It orbits around, travels with other solar systems within a larger body, a larger system that you call a galaxy. That galaxy along with others travels around in a larger system still. Do you follow?

That widens the perspectives of awareness to a great degree and still such a system is no different from your own perceptions. You simply have to figure out where you are.

ALEX: That leads to my next question. I have my perspectives. Now what happens when I leave this world, when my body no longer exists? What happens to my perspective?

KRIS: You have as always a great variety of choices. Do keep in mind that you were not forced to be Alex. Your essence did not decide that today I am going to spit out an Alex personality. You are still part of the larger resources and intents and desires and convictions of the source. You chose to focus yourself differently than from the source not only for the sake of the experience but for the potentials that it offered you.

Thus, after you have decided that your awareness as Alex has served its purpose, you have a variety of selections before you much like, though a crude analogy, much like those candy machines where you can then select whether to temporarily or long term return to source, still maintaining your individuality, simply apart of the larger awareness, again a satellite. You may decide to splinter into other focuses taking on in a manner similar too the source, take on the role of creating focuses from your own self. You may simply decide to do nothing. That is still valid.

ALEX: I could decide to be a source self?

KRIS: Indeed. You may even decide to simply revisit with some of the other focuses that come from your own self, interact with them in their own awareness of time and space creations. There are a host of other things that you may select but all in all you always have choices before you.

Do you have questions? (Pointing to Mark)

MARK: No.

KRIS: Then we suggest that we end our lovely discussion and that you do what is necessary to take care of your bodies (referring to the colds that Mark and Serge have) and with that use the example of the varying degrees of awarenesses to infuse some energy into your form. We wish you a lovely evening and a great week.

9:08 PM. Session stops but isn’t finished.

(New Audio File: 3 What is Energy July 26 2004.wav)

9:18 PM Session Resumes

KRIS: The very idea that you would be bereft of knowledge, bereft of understanding, bereft of awareness is quite misleading. When you were an infant, a toddler, a young child, when you were forming your body, you did not get frustrated because you did not know how to walk properly or because you could not speak as the adults in your environment or because you could not instantly create the body that you had at twenty years of age.

You had an innate understanding, innate knowledge that you use all of the time and even as the young child you used that knowledge to grow your body, appropriate for the time and space that it found itself in. So you did not immediately begin by growing the arms of a twenty year old when you were barely six months of age. You functioned in the sequences of time according to the linear perceptions and the interpretations of linear reality as you were in and that without reading an owner’s manual. (laughter)

You knew how to grow your arms and your legs in an appropriate manner. You knew that eventually you would speak because you could formulate the thinking in your mind even though it was not geared to the syntax that you later on cultivated. You were able to figure out quite naturally that to go from one end of the room to the other you had to follow your image as you pictured it doing that through your intent.

Your intent is able to pull you and to push you simultaneously so that your form actually ended up there under its own volition apparently, though you used your intent. That implies a great deal of knowledge that exists every so lightly behind the scenes and not in some far off dimension but immediately behind the ego construction’s views of reality and that knowledge actually supports the creation of the body and the manner in which the ego construction maintains it and thinks that it is the driver.

ALEX: What if we could bring in that knowledge in front of the ego construction.

KRIS: The secret is that because the ego is an integral, extremely important action within your overall self, everything has to be, within this dimension, everything has to be geared to the development of the ego construction. The ego construction is literally a limb of consciousness extending itself into time and space to learn how to manipulate within that environment.

Once you leave that form behind, having outgrown its potentials then the so called ego construction returns to its original posturing which is as the inner self. It is not something that can be eliminated or bypassed but something that can be worked with for it is your inner self extending itself in a different capacity and it discovers how to take intents, your desires, your motives, your needs, your preferences, your convictions and mold them into the reality that then you share with others, your personal reality.

This is important. Many people still consider the ego as something that is in the way of spiritual progress, awareness and
evolution. Contrary to such naïve notions, the ego is integral to your awareness.

Thus the more that you understand that relationship, the better that you can understand that the ego is in so many words a small focus of the overall energy of the self and it rides upon a tsunami of energy that cannot be separated from the vast power house of the self, but hence guide it within the manifestations of physical reality.

Think of it as you being a rather ordinary small individual suddenly finding yourself riding a giant Clydesdale horse, a giant compared to many other horses. You have such a conscious ability to direct such a creature.

Now it is your own responsibility as a focus to use the utmost of your abilities, of your potentials to guide such a creature, a creature of consciousness to the best possible uses. Do you follow?

You are never bereft or denied any knowledge that you do not deny to yourselves. The trick as so many would say, is learning to listen, pay attention the answers are always there because you formulate the questions and the only way that you can do that is because you have already perceived the answers but you need a context for the answers to come through. Does that make some sense?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: Now thus we will give you your long break.

9:27 PM. Session Ends.

Desires and Essence An After-Walk with Kris

July 26, 2004

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Mark C. Bukator
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on Monday July 26, 2004.
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

(Audio file: 1 After Walk July 29 2004.wav)

Roll Call: Mark

(Mark’s Notes: Serge and I went for a walk that night. We were both tired and are still feeling the lingering effects of this damn cold so we decided not to bring the recorder along. We had no intention of being out long.

As we were walking along Serge says to me that he hopes that in the future that we don’t allow ourselves to get SO busy that we can no longer have our walks and enjoy our lives or get so caught up in private sessions that the material no longer has the opportunity to expand.

I quickly responded with “that is impossible”. We have already drawn the line in the sand. Serge will only channel for so many hours in a single day, otherwise he gets overcharged and can’t sleep. Also, I am not involved in people’s private sessions and my involvement is so great that I would not and could not allow myself to be separated from the phenomenon. I would have liked to see someone just try to remove Rob Butts from the scene. It just would not have happened.

As we learned from previous walks and previous talks, Serge and I were born for this role. We have agreements and contracts in place (at essence level). We began to talk about the other walk where Kris talked about SOME of the desires and thoughts and intents that were discussed between he and Joseph prior to Serge’s birth.

We talked about how Kris had waited for me to signal to him that I was ready to change and become part of the trilogy and how we had several lifetimes together where it did not happen.

We discussed some of the differences between what we are doing and what Mary and Elias are doing as well as what Jane, Rob and Seth did.

We talked about how there must be a bond, a friendship between Philip, Joseph, Kris, Elias, Michael (Mary), Rubert and Joseph (Rob) as well as contracts because we obviously all need each other and feed off of each other and grow together.

‘Ding Dong’. The doorbell rings. Kris wants to talk.

I had to laugh because I knew it before Serge said it. Unbeknownst to Serge I had already changed the direction of our walk to circle back home so we could record Kris.

The session with Kris was good but was not as good as it could have been. The walk was over. The talk was no longer spontaneous.

Don’t get me wrong. The discussion was good but the memories of what Serge and I had discussed had already begun to fade. You can comment on something after the fact but it is never quite as good as when you are contributing to the conversation as it happens.

In my mind my talk with Kris took a different path than the one I would like but I find myself pondering the things that we did talk about. )

8:00 PM Session Begins

KRIS: Now then your discussions proved interesting indeed. Do you have questions on this topic?

MARK: Umm…No. I would like you to expand upon it of course.

KRIS: Which aspect of the walking discussion would you like an expansion upon?

MARK: (laughing) Yes. (Being funny)Let’s start with the creation of a focus personality, the decisions and thoughts that go into that.

KRIS: Now you will forgive us if we do not expand upon it to the depth that the subject matter can be explored, otherwise you would be here for a mighty long time, as well some of the discussions are not translatable into syntax. You would require direct access to the cognitive inner senses whereby you would experience some aspects of the concepts directly.

First of all there are many individuals who are somehow or other convinced that some aspects of the human experience such as desires, feelings, intents are somehow or other dissolved or disappear once that individual leaves the physical focus and returns once more to the attention of state of essence. Thus, nothing more ever needs to be done in that sense but that one is finished interacting with physical matter and all of its implications which may include joys as well as the sorrows of the human heart and its relevant experiences.

Indeed, nothing could be further from the truth but the manner in which it is experienced is entirely different. Thus, even at the essence level, desire is still predominant. We are not talking here about desiring a new mink coat nor the latest in technological gadgets for the simple sake of desiring but instead, desiring at this level indeed is its own dimension, in a manner to express, in simple words this act, state of desiring generates all of the appropriate paraphernalia necessary to see to the fulfillment of all of those states of desiring and they are multi-layered, generating entire realities and even all of the appropriate probabilities and all of their generational offshoots that would necessitate all of the necessary elements required to see to the fulfillment and the unfolding, the blossoming of each of those desires and all of the possible eccentric possibilities.

Thus entire dimensions are instantly manufactured solely based upon the state of desiring. What you experience often as a desiring in terms of being drawn to, wanting something, the latest car, the latest computer, the latest sexual adventure, the latest fad in any fashion is truly a trickled down reflection of some much deeper states of existence. For example, you might see on the river bank a majestic oak tree, reaching to the sky, extending its branches and with all of its leaves embracing the wind, the sunshine, creating a beautiful green canopy from which you might seek refuge from the blazing sun.

Now, in the water you might see a dim reflection of that same majestic oak tree but the oak tree that appears in the water is only a reflection and not the original. Though it still bares certain resemblances and contours but in its reflected dimension it is still not the original object, correct?

MARK: Correct.

KRIS: Thus we can safely say that the manner in which the focus personality experiences desires indeed is a reflection of what occurs in terms of desires of needs to be expressed at these other levels of reality and what appears in your physical reality experience is a reflection of some of these deeper states of desires and needs. In a similar manner as what comes from the essence and all of its multitudes of desires, you yourselves as focus personalities experience a reflection again and these reflections are more than sufficient to allow you to understand that even at the level of reflection of the original state itself, you can generate entire lives by the drives that are generated from these desires.

So you should understand that even at the level expressed in the physical reality, desiring is the most important action and the very fact that the desiring to have experiences at that level generates the focus personality itself. Do you follow?

Thus as at the level of essence there are multitudes of dimensions generated continuously and simultaneously in all directions concentrically. Do understand that concentrically is not only in a two dimensional manner such as dropping a pebble in a pond where it generates concentric ripples.

MARK: That I understood from a dream that I had after our last walk where the universe and solar system are concentric.

KRIS: Indeed and that concentric element and quality spread out multi-dimensionally, two dimensionally, three dimensionally, four dimensionally, five dimensionally, ad infinitum, for they never end as such and they all intersect.

Thus these multitudes of desires and all of the offshoots thereof intersect each other, again according to the values inherent within the explorations of each of the desires by each of the entities or focuses that follow those impulses and each in good time. It is not something that occurs willy-nilly but there is a very orderly fashion that occurs in those layers and each such action may very well at a point of intersection generate still other probabilities.

This is not something that you may specifically trace with paper and pencil but that still contains a certain type of mathematical formulation that sees to the flow of each entity’s or focus personality’s impulses in those directions to their fulfillment. There is then a very organized construction behind the scenes and this is again managed by essence. So it is not that each essence files its nails and curls its hair all day long, a small amount of work is taken into consideration. (laughter)

MARK: I find it mind boggling that if a single desire can spawn dimensions and yet there are so many individuals participating within a single dimension.

KRIS: That is because you still think of individuals, as in one of your still semi favorite programs, as ‘solids’ (Star Trek:DS9) whilst in reality you only have the appearance only of solid matter. All of the units that compose solid apparently matter are not solid but far from it.

If several units of consciousness can appear simultaneously at the same instant in all dimensions and fit the criteria, adjust itself simultaneously to all of the various laws of physics that are established in each dimension that includes all of the probabilities. That should give you a small indication that you who are composed of one and simultaneously an infinite number of units of consciousness because you yourself are a unit of consciousness, as you all are then you have at your disposal an inordinate amount of possibilities and the exploration of one single desire in that space immediately implies that units of consciousness create simultaneously all of the potential realities and dimension necessary to see to all of the possible developments of that one single unit of desire which itself is composed of units of consciousness and none of this is linear so it requires a certain feat to express it in words.

In another example, during your walk you expressed that Joseph and Philip and ourselves have indeed made certain agreements and out of such agreements your own focus personalities were born and that has to include all of the variations of the theme that can be imagined and beyond.

So there are definitely many possibilities here. Each one is unique and uniquely expresses a variation on the theme.

MARK: That makes it rather difficult to discern one’s own intents.

KRIS: Indeed not, you have no difficulties in identifying your own self as yourself and that is an intent. You are an intent. You intend to be your however you express that, that is your intent. Does that make sense?

MARK: Yes but going back one level or layer to Philip creating this multitude of Marks in all of the different probabilities and possibilities makes it a little more difficult to discern the desires in creating this focus and these focuses.

KRIS: Perhaps from your perspective but not from ours. You are still trying to analyze it in a manner that can not possibly accommodate the expression of the whole. Therefore there would be probabilities where in certain other or under certain other conditions where there is no affiliation as such and that must be allowed.

There are other probabilities where under certain conditions the roles are reversed and it would be for instance, it would be ourselves who are speaking for Joseph or for Philip and others where you would likely be speaking for another and so on and so forth and you would have everything in between which would allow for countless permutations.

(pause)

Please continue.

MARK: I was just trying to think of some of the other things that we were talking about on that walk. We were discussing our futures where we were…

KRIS: (interrupting) Another area of interest might be those kinds of affiliations and discussions between the other essences that have also done some work in your reality. Indeed such discussions would go very nicely.

All teachers have very different methods of putting across their message, their information and yet the differences actually enhance what the students learn. Each individual is drawn to his or her own focal point. There are no specifically better teachers in that particular science. There are individuals who seek information that draws them to understand and become more and more aware of their own origins outside of the regularly accepted mythologies.

So there are some as we have discussed with proprietary, non-proprietary and post proprietary information that are suited to specific live situations with individuals and there are individuals whom are at the threshold of deeper awareness of their own selves. Thus there are fewer teachers that give that information but none the less those whom are at that point in their existence find those teachers. Do you understand?

MARK: Yes, very clearly, just as all focus personalities are at different states of being and different states of awareness. An analogy could be that of a school. There are people who are at different grade levels throughout their lives. You need teachers who are capable of teaching kindergarten classes and at the opposite extreme there are college and university level students and teachers that are teaching lessons at that particular level, but not to say that one is better or smarter than another.

KRIS: Now what is the time?

MARK: 10:30

KRIS: A small comment here. Your friend Denny made mention of ‘essential fatty acids’ which might prove beneficial to both of you. So we suggest that you investigate.

Now indeed we will leave the coughing to the two of you.

MARK: Gee thanks. (laughing)

10:30 PM. Session Ends.

Soundlets 1

July 19, 2004

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Mark Bukator
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on Monday, July 19, 2004.
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

California night

Session Begins Monday, July 19, 2004, 7:40pm

Audio File #1

KRIS: Now, we welcome you to our humble little evening and a warm welcome to our friends who are not so far away. We hope that your Cajun Chef is as good as Joseph imagined.

NOTE: Before the session, there was some talk about Jo Helfrich being a Cajun food connaiseur.

NOTE from Serge: About 10 or 15 minutes before people showed up for the evening, I (Serge) was quietly reclining on the couch, minding my own business, enjoying a few deep breaths when suddenly out of the blue, I “saw/heard” this funny word in my mind. I say funny because it is not a word I believe I ever hear of before and I was also urged to look it up in the dictionary, which I reluctantly did, as I wanted to just relax a few minutes.

The word I saw/heard was ‘singlet’, which Webster’s dictionary defines as: “1- having only one thickness of cloth, an athletic jersey, undershirt, 2- an atom or molecule that has no net electronic magnetic moment”. As strangely as this felt, the next reaction was just a strange. I ‘felt’ that this was not good enough, not what “I” was looking for. Who was the “I” that was looking for something? Suddenly, abruptly, I (me – Serge) closed the book almost as if slightly frustrated and there it stayed and went away. In retrospect, I believe this was Kris preparing some materials behind the scenes for what he was going to deliver and what ended up being the word “soundlets” which I only now (August 20, 2004), found out what it is in the music industry.

SOUNDLET: A soundlet is usually and initially a very short, unfinished musical composition in sound form and without voice, eventually moving its way up the spectrum to something a large number of people would want to purchase as real music with vocals. Initially it’s designed purely for copyable inspiration. It’s posted on the web anonymously (by handles, of course), so that copyrights don’t come into question. People can download a soundlet they like, improve upon it, or get inspired by it, and post new ones of their own. Copying one’s soundlet and improving it is to be considered a kind of flattery. Eventually one can see a transition of a soundlet into something that takes on life and breathes as a really good but still unfinished tune. Finally, one takes that unfinished tune and does what they think it needs to finish it, and sends it to a record company for review. If they bite, then a tune that started out as a soundlet can actually make one some cash.

So I can see a bit more clearly how Kris’ ‘soundlets’ is truly appropriate to his discussion.

PAUL H.: She is (referring to Jo, his wife).

KRIS: Now, if it is possible, we would like to begin our discussion.

MARK: Sure.

KRIS: We have mentioned a short while back, that in conjunction with other essences, we have provided the seeds for what became the Rama and then the Vedic civilization as you experienced it upon your planet. Do you recall that?

MARK: Yes.

KRIS: Indeed, then. So, we wish to expand somewhat upon that topic. Firstly, to help you understand, that what appeared upon your plane as the eventual development of the Rama and the Vedic civilization, which we will simply refer to as the Vedic civilization, was itself the physical expression of a culture or a civilization of consciousness, which existed upon your planet and your historical timeline but is a product of an inner culture that established itself firstly well beyond the confines of any material or physical expression, well into the realms of what you are familiar with as a regional area, the three and four and beyond or in our terms level three, four and five and so on, each slightly different but providing the impetus for what later on developed into the materialization and the founding of the Vedic culture upon your physical planet, which at that time, had a different name than the one you simply give it as planet Earth or even Gaia.

The blueprints for this culture, the seeds for this civilization flourished initially in levels three, four and five, branching off into a variety of displays, some of which could not be expressed physically and others which ended up as slight variations on the theme, again still related to this root or trunk of a culture called the Vedic civilization.

This entire process in and of itself, which is still coming through in your present day culture, in your terms thousands of years later, was initiated by an experiment with a unique concept. This concept was engaged because of some of the conditions in your plane and planet were found to be optimum for its development and that concept involved the utilization of inner sound structures.

We are leading here into a very deep subject matter. As you have likely understood or gathered at some point in time, the units of consciousness may appear different, depending upon the functions that they display and the units of consciousness may even display multiple functions simultaneously since they straddle a multitude of realities and even dimensions simultaneously.

One of these, the concept of sound, encapsulates many foundational blueprints for which became the seeds and the eventual flowering of the Vedic culture or civilization on your plane. We are making these references so that there is an understanding of the depths of the working of consciousness. So, you have then these concepts dealing with sound and sound in itself does not necessarily pertain or have to do with anything that your eardrums and inner ear may detect specifically, though what your eardrum and inner ear detect are certainly the byproducts, the offshoots, of such concepts. So, there are then what we would call “SOUNDLETS”, which you may spell s-o-u-n-d-l-e-t, which can be explained as miniscule particles of sounds that contain the designs necessary to create dimensions, planes, realities and existences that can be founded upon nonphysical, nonlinear representations.

The human individual is accustomed to thinking that if you do not hear sound, then there are no sounds to be heard, which may indeed be misleading, for you are well aware, for instance, that dogs can hear sounds well above or even below the human eardrum reach. Is that not so?

MARK: Mmhmm (yes).

KRIS: That would mean that there are kinds of sounds that exist without human individuals necessarily detecting them. In a similar manner, your scientists and physicists are now able to produce sound waves that do not register, per se, on the human eardrum but that produce effects that you can detect quite measurably so. In another similar example, you may not see the wind but you may certainly feel, or sometimes even hear, its effects in your environment. So, there are definitely things that exist in your reality and Universe that you may not be able to detect at one level but you may be able to surmise its existence by the effects that are produced from its interaction with your environments and so on. So, our suggestion that at another layer of consciousness, deeply embedded well beyond your present perceptive mechanism, there exists root realities that literally gave birth to entirely, differently, appearing realities apparently far removed from the original root concept of the reality but still presenting the effective results of the initial root reality or concept giving off still more realities as all of consciousness keeps expanding and expressing itself in this manner.

If you examine the sound capturing mechanisms in the human form, the human body for instance, you will realize that your eardrums are not the only part of your bodies that can perceive sounds and the effects of sounds, in terms of vibrations produced by the effects of sound moving through your environment whether air, water or solids, traveling through consciousness as it were. You have human form.

Other areas where you also detect sound such as the frontal lobe plate, which contains the sinus cavities, that is very instrumental in capturing sounds and vibrations. You have another such place in the chest. You may refer to it, we believe, as the sternum, which also responds to sound vibrations of different ranges. In the back of the head, you have a similar function with the cranial plate in the back of the head, which resonates with sound vibrations. And interestingly enough the very lower part of the base and your genitals also respond to sound vibrations as well as the physical body, the limbs and so on, may also respond but not as acutely as these other parts of the body that we have described. As such, if your physical mechanism, your biological self, were not capable in any way possible, to detect any form of sound or its effects of vibrations, you would not be able to develop certain aspects of the brain leaving you also challenged in other areas. Now, this does not mean that individuals who are born deaf or become deaf for one reason or another suddenly lose touch with the sound qualities found in your physical reality for they have other parts of the body that can still respond. Your entire physical reality as you know it and experience it is, in itself, very much dependent upon the products and the byproducts of the effects of the sounds as one part of this great experiment of consciousness.

As such, many individuals experience dreams, for instance, where there are types of sounds and sound effects produced that have no equivalent in your physical reality and, as such, they are often unable to interpret the qualities of the experiences in those dream venues simply because this is an unexplored domain to that degree. Physics and Quantum Physics have had to approach this type of understanding. Once they stumble upon these qualities, they may, indeed, make wondrous discoveries.

Now, we have bombarded Joseph’s brain and vocal chords with this information in sufficient manner at this time. Therefore, we will give you a small break if that ‘sounds’ right with you.

MARK: Okay.

Break begins at 8:02pm

During the break, we talked about sound in our daily life. Mark explained a little bit about the Rama civilization and the Vedic culture. He mentioned that these two civilizations were the result of a creation experiment developed by certain essences, including Kris himself. Thousands of years ago, they created the seeds as an expression of their mutli-dimensional personality structures. (You can find more information on the Rama and Vedic cultures, where Kris talks about it himself at the following link at the Kris Chronicles website: http://www.krischronicles.com/transcripts2/ramacivilization-futuretech-may24-04.html).

We also talked about how we use sounds today as therapy and the fact that sounds can even help increase our ability to learn as well as how we use vibrations not only for sound but for many other very vital things in society such as in the creation of technology and computers, for example.

Jim also talked about his involvement in energetic medicine. He is currently working with a bio-feedback device called the QXCI (Quantum Xrroid Consciousness Interface) that uses electromagnetic frequency to help people heal (for more information on this, go to www.quantum-life.com). This, he believes, will be the ‘new’ method of healing, replacing the medical industry as we know it today (ie using surgical instruments like scalpels, chemotherapy, radiation, etc.). A doctor by the name of Bill Nelson, who now lives in Hungary, created it.

Break ends at 8:11pm

KRIS: Now, your doctor friend (referring to Dr. Nelson) has focuses in a probable development where he has intuitive exchanges and thus, is able to expand upon his own original ideas and in the exchanges, often occurring in dream states, which, by the way, do not necessarily only happen when you are asleep, this individual was able to gather data from his other focus where such or similar experimentations are occurring but in a different capacity where he is able then to bring back the information he needs and adapt his instrument in this his reality. The use of various sound scales and vibrations in instruments for health and maintenance and medicinal rebalancing can, and will, have profound effects but it will not be without a valiant battle for indeed many surgeons are far too accustomed to wielding a scalpel and cut you up as opposed to simply vibrate an instrument and not cut you up. Do you understand?

PAUL H.: Yes.

KRIS: However, such machinery can be developed that would reset broken bone structures, ligaments that or torn or damaged and even heal nerve tissue that has been damaged and repair it. These potentials lie within the use of specific sound ranges in a similar manner that you can adjust an instrument to produce a specific frequency to neutralize pathogens within the bloodstream. You can create specific instruments to repair damaged tissue. We are anticipating that within the next 15 years, 20 at the most, such instruments will start appearing for human use if, and the word is IF, there are sufficient individuals upon your plane to pick up the momentum, take the ball and run with it. Does that make sense to you?

PAUL H.: Jim?

JIM: Oh, yeah. There’s lots of individuals that are falling into this with this particular device. A dog recently had tumors disappearing with frequency therapy. (To Kris) This would fall into the category your talking about?

KRIS: Indeed. Abnormal bodily growths can be reversed. As we have described, bones may be repaired and so on and so forth. This would affect the individual’s own healing potential to reverberate a similar frequency, even if unconsciously, from within their bodies and therefore, reverse damaged, bodily conditions. Do you follow?

JIM: Yes, I do! I see that happen. Thank you.

KRIS: You are most welcome.

MARK: So Star Trek.

JIM: Beam me up, Scottie.

PAUL H.: (To Jim) What is the name of your machine, Jim?

JIM: The Quantum Xrroid Conscious Interface device.

MARK: It’s about to be called the Tricorder in the future.

JIM: It very well could be, yes. Dr. McCoy was just a country doctor.

KRIS: As long as he does not try to repair William Shatner’s toupee.

JIM: But there is hope for my balding though, right?

PAUL H.: Always.

KRIS: The idea that we are trying to present is that sound in your reality and experience is so vitally important because your entire reality structure is founded upon the concept embedded within those units of consciousness that appear within the bounds of your experience. Once these units blink in another space, then their experience is different. But you would not notice those. You would notice the ones where you focus the wide range of your consciousness in an unconsciousness manner, which keeps you manifest in an apparently solid form though you are none of this. You may think you are solid but you are not.

You rely upon your senses to give you that kind of information. That is a very nice thing because it allows you to experience unique ranges of living conditions that are the manifestations of those beliefs you hold to. So, you are yourselves the perfect resonator of those qualities that you reverberate with. This is why in so many cultures and the religious bodies that have emerged from various cultures, sounds are always so vitally important such as through meditations or prayers, mantras, singing and so on and so forth because there is still a deep, unconscious link to such blueprints and do keep in mind that there are different kinds of sounds. There are the ones you detect with your human ear and then there are the types of sounds that exist within your minds that may even appear within your dreams. These may not be so easily interpreted because you may have so little knowledge of these deeply embedded concepts within your own reality. There is a tone, very specific tone, to everything in your reality because everything literally vibrates.

Different kinds of sounds were used in the ancient culture, and here we’re speaking of very ancient, including the Vedic culture, even to manifest objects not necessarily only to move stones. Certain constructed devices were also used. There are other kinds of sounds that may be considered as inner mantras that produce a specific frequency that opens specific gateways in physical reality that permit the physical manifestation of then solid objects, including entire cities themselves. So also are other weapons with a greater destructive power some of which are described in some of the Vedas. Sounds configured at those levels cannot be produced in your present cultures because there is literally no discipline available yet that may allow an individual to work with, and directly through, the source or essence that helps produce those mental or inner sound mantras. Presently, if such capabilities were apparent in your realities, considering the greed of many of your world governments, there would be untold devastation. So, some things do not appear at this time in your reality simply because the children would not know how to handle the truth given them and may hurt themselves in the process. Do you follow?

MARK: Uh-huh (yes).

KRIS: The study of sound in its various expressions, physical and nonphysical, can produce some highly interesting results. We encourage you, Jim, to continue and pursue your avenue of experimentation for it will certainly prove fruitful.

JIM: Thank you. I definitely will.

KRIS: Do you have questions?

PAUL: Yeah, this is Paul. I have a question about the Vedic culture. Is that related to the culture, which was described in the Over Soul Seven novels by Jane and described a culture that used sound and tiles to carry sound information?

KRIS: It was given a brief description though Rubert, and thus Jane, and Jane specifically, had very little knowledge of that kind of culture and its extensive manifestation though she did try to give as best as possible, a description, at least of a small slice of that culture. Does that make sense?

PAUL: Yes, it does.

GAIL: This is Gail. I have a question. When you hear the tone that you get in your ear: sometimes you just hear this real high-pitched sound. Is that a communication from areas of consciousness such as the clusters?

KRIS: You might physically interpreting different kinds of sounds that the eardrum is not attuned to, so it creates a pitch that is unable to specifically be interpreted by your brain. Do you understand?

GAIL: Explain more, please.

KRIS: There are very many different kinds of sounds that pervade your environment that the human ear is not attuned to. Some of these sounds produce effects. The vibration of these sounds, when they reach your human eardrum and the inner ear, produce an effect that the human brain does not yet know how to interpret because it does not have the database of knowledge necessary at this point in time. You can, for instance, be picking up the presence of a personality or an essence or even a movement of consciousness through your own structure. You have no knowledge of how to interpret it at this time. Does that make sense to you?

GAIL: Yes.

ALEX: Hi, this is Alex. To Gail’s question, how can we increase our database so that we can learn how to interpret that?

KRIS: By learning to trust and expand your awareness such as playing with the ideas that we presented here this evening, will definitely stretch the boundaries of your imagination and consciousness, thus bringing to you more experiences that can then be eventually interpreted within your expression. Do you understand?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: Indeed. If you notice every time you discover a new idea or a new concept, obviously you focus upon its inherent potentials within you and therefore, draw to you, many correlations that you did not notice before because your attention was focused elsewhere but you did not notice it. In a similar manner, you may hurt your small finger in a way that obviously would not cause much pain but for some reason because you are focusing upon the cut on your small finger, it so happens that that is when you bump it, every single time whereas before, without the cut, there was no bumping of the small finger. Do you understand the analogy?

ALEX: Oh yeah, very true!

KRIS: Does that make sense?

ALEX: It does.

KRIS: Indeed. So, the more you draw the ideas to you, the more the ideas and their products can come to you because you are holding that manifestation in your mind and therefore, opening your awareness and your consciousness to a greater variety of experiences, more so than you thought possible before. Do you have other questions or do you wish a small break?

PAUL H.: I have a quick question. This is Paul H.

KRIS: (Humorously and expressively) We know you are going to lie because your question will not be quick!

PAUL H.: Would you prefer to take a break first?

KRIS: Indeed not. We are jousting with you.

PAUL H.: I can do whatever. It’s a two-part question. First, are there any general comments you would wish to make about the Sumari singing phenomena as we’ve seen in Jane Roberts and the second part is why is it so rare, we’re finding people who do channeling of some kind and energy exchange of some kind is relatively easy to find but I have not found anyone, even with this Internet access and new age communities and what not, I have not come across yet another single, authentic Sumari singing phenomenon? So, your comments would be appreciated.

KRIS: Indeed, now that you have asked your question, we will take a break!

Break begins at 8:33pm

During this break we talked about the momentum building (around this sounds healing device) and how we all hope that it can keep building so that this does, indeed, become the ‘new’ medicine. After all, who wants to be cut open when you can heal broken bones and remove tumors with vibrational frequency?

Jim mentioned that there’s already a hospital in Missouri that has built a whole new wing for this and are working it into the medical community (YEAH!). He mentioned that in Missouri people heal 75% faster and 85% less re-occurrence of their disease and that this has been written up in the medical journal. It’s used by such practitioners as Homeopaths, Naturopaths, Doctors, Dentists, Herbalists, Chiropractors, among others. Jim mentioned that he had a dog (now passed) who had lymphoma with six golf ball sized tumors and after using this device along with therapy, the tumors dissolved with no trace of them whatsoever.

Break ends at 8:49pm

KRIS: Now, we trust that you have all had a marvelous discussion. We also hope that this small presentation will foster much exploration on your part. As to your question Janake (referring to Paul H.’s question before break), the recreation of the Sumari singing is not an easily resolved one because though there are many individuals who would love to proclaim they are Sumari, many of them are unable to actually tap into the essence of their convictions in that area. So, to them it is a pretty concept but when it may come down to the expression of the tone of the Sumari then, that is another question and fear kicks in and shuts down the process. Do you understand?

PAUL H.: Absolutely.

KRIS: On the other hand, you might not find many Sumafi that would voice the tone in that manner. At least not any self respecting Sumafi may do that. They have a different intent in tone entirely. But then again, there is an old adage that says never say never! So, when there is another Sumari that lets conventions go by and drinks from the fountain of its own essence then such a thing may occur. It will of course be slightly different for each individual is unique. Do you follow?

PAUL H.: Just a comment. Yes, I do. It’s like when a jazz soloist, when they take their solos, they show their own unique individuality. So, what you’re saying is when the conditions became right that another Sumari singing phenomenon manifests, it would be likewise, unique!

KRIS: Indeed. Quite so. This, again reflects the deep appreciation that all life forms in this plane and planet have for the concepts embedded within sounds structures. Even your physical form, with all of its organs and vital systems and constitutions are constructed so.

Out of the amalgamation, the unification of various inner sounds, so that the body can express its own tone, a unique tone; the greater symphony of creation! So, you have a unique experiment of consciousness within the TAAJ and there are other clusters, for instance, that have completely different experiences, some based on color, for example. Thus, each individual that manifests in this reality does so with the ability, the power to utilize the tones and the vibrations of these soundlets, weave them together into a great tapestry that they then call their lives, their societies, their cultures, their nations, their civilizations and their Universe, thus, creating a sound of consciousness unlike any other, that sound contains the voices of each entity within it. Such symphonies were what the masters like Beethoven, Mozart and others tried to express through their unique compositions. This is what you each try to express through the symphonies and compositions of your own lives with each note as well as the spaces in between, which are as important.

Thus, you sing the song of your soul in a most melodious manner. When you forget how to listen to the song of your soul then we express it for you in our type of melodious voice so that you can remember. Then, you can live again through the validity of your own unique expressions and experiences. With that, we will then say our good evenings. We will send you all kinds of ‘sound’ blessings and may you indeed enjoy singing in or out of the rain. A good evening to you all!

Session ends at 8:58pm.

Dream Encounter with Essence

July 12, 2004

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Alex
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on Monday, July 12, 2004.
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

Monday, July 12, 7:50pm

KRIS: Now we are glad to see you (referring to me) as well as the lady with black pants and white hair (my cousin Kelly). We welcome you as well. Do you feel comfortable?

KELLY: Yes.

KRIS: Now, it is a fortunate thing that Joseph does not have to wear a hat (laughing again) when he voices for us because it is our experience that Joseph dislikes hats, period, of all kinds, at least, on his own head. We are not certain why he has such short hair. He would not get hat head.

Note: In reference to the hat, before the session began, we were talking about Tibetan Buddhism and Serge mentioned that Tibetan Buddhism came after and perhaps absorbed many elements from an older Tibetan tradition called the Bon Religion. The Bon tradition, which is older than Buddhism, had shaman or psychic-like people who were consulted for answers on a regular basis. Well, in order to test these individual’s worth as spiritualists, they had to wear a very heavy hat (about 100lbs) strapped to their heads while they were in trance. It’s believed that the idea was that if these spiritualists were truly in another state of consciousness, they would not notice or feel the weight of the hat on their head, or if not, their head would likely snap off from the weight!

Now, your experience (referring to me again) on the other hand with or without hat is quite interesting. As you may have observed, your consciousness, your perceptions are not limited to the envelope of your physical form.

Note: As a student of Serge/Kris/Mark’s ‘You Can Channel’ class, I’ve been trying to connect with my source self (essence) who Kris mentioned is called Darrolid as well as another essence by the name of Chancellor (Chance for short) that I met many years ago. Since then, I’ve been very aware of him around me but haven’t actually met him again. I am now trying to expand my consciousness so that I can communicate with him on a regular basis.

Since taking the workshop, I’ve been working intensely on various exercises with dreams and in meditation. Two days ago, that being Saturday, just upon waking (I wasn’t in a dream state but I was still very relaxed – the day hadn’t caught up to me yet) I traveled somewhere. It started with me being in a washing machine. I was actually spinning inside it. I could see all the colors of clothes spinning around me as I traveled. I thought to myself, ‘just go with it, stay cool, allow it to happen, have fun, enjoy the adventure.’ So, I kept spinning and traveling with the clothes. After what seemed like a few seconds, I was in water with several little piglets. The piglets then turned into humans and we were in this big monastery-like building. It wasn’t really religious. It was more Buddhist, if anything. I could only see one picture on the wall though I couldn’t make it out. The rest of it was plain and it felt old.

Anyway, the first face I saw, I believe, was Chancellor. He was short, with a mustache and goatee. He was sort of a redhead/strawberry blonde. He was not at all what I would consider good-looking (sorry Chance). He appeared to have spaces between the bottom of his teeth, which appeared to be stained yellow and his complexion wasn’t clear. It looked like he may have had acne at one time. But, of course, none of that matters. I only mention it because he is SOOOOOOOOOOO what I did not expect. He also appeared young. He seemed in his thirties (thirty-three comes to mind for some reason). Again, he was short and he was wearing a robe with a belt or rope around his waist. When I saw Chance, I felt like I was coming to. It was like someone was slapping my face to see if I was awake (like someone would do if they were checking to see if you were alive).

He was the first face I saw. He was looking at me as if to say ‘she’s coming around, she’s coming around.’ Then when I did come around and he realized I was there he got very busy. He didn’t stick around or introduce himself or welcome me with open arms. He just got very busy preparing things (I don’t know what). I remember following him around. He went to a computer to look something up. Then I saw a young woman. She appeared to be in her mid-twenties (give or take a few years). She was taller than him but not by much. She was very pretty with dark brown hair. I think she had brown eyes too but I can’t be sure. I don’t know what her name was. She was the one who was very excited and was welcoming me with open arms. She was thrilled I was there.

Chance and her were talking and I remember I couldn’t understand them. It wasn’t like it was another language (at first that’s what I thought). It was more like they were talking and we were still under water. Then it was slow and low, like a slowed down tape recorder. Then it sped up to be normal but I couldn’t hear anything. The only thing I could hear was the girl talking to a young boy (after she spoke with Chance) whose name I believe was Marc Antony. He appeared to be a teenager of maybe 16-18. He was very thin and appeared tall and had short dark brown hair. He was very cute and sweet. He, too, was very excited though I think he may have just been picking up on the young woman’s excitement (I wish I would have got her name at the time). She was checking with Marc Antony to make sure it was me. He checked what I’m guessing was a registry and confirmed it.

There were also two other people/entities but as soon as I arrived they left (again, they got very busy). It was like they waited to make sure I arrived and as soon as I did, they left and got busy. I could feel their excitement too though. I don’t know who they were but I felt that at least one of them was female. Actually, I think there was one male and one female.

Everybody was wearing robes.

That’s it. Once my name was confirmed, I was awake again.

The most surprising thing was Chance, his appearance and the fact that he didn’t exactly welcome me with open arms. He didn’t ignore me but he didn’t specifically welcome me either. He didn’t speak to me (actually, none of them did). Chance was so busy preparing everybody, it was more like I was an observer just watching though I was there and they all knew I was there.

ALEX: Right.

KRIS: You happened to catch a portion of your own energies or consciousness focusing elsewhere and you were sufficiently poised between different states of awareness to actually become conscious at that level. Does that make sense to you?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: Indeed. Thus, you availed yourself of an opportunity to direct your consciousness and the imagery that you encountered, the location, the buildings, the individuals, the situations involving those individuals, were partially interpretations of other actions of energy. That is the best way you determined to be able to remember to make the unfamiliar familiar. You used references from your own unconscious memory banks to put form on that which does not necessarily have form. Action does not have form. It is energy in motion. The same as emotions do not have form but they produce results and impacts and affect the environment, the physical body and individuals but by themselves emotions and energy have no form. They are actions. Your consciousness, in the midst of its one action, carried you with it, allowed you to piggy back for the ride so that you could see for yourself that all of your efforts are not in vein that you actually are able to reach with your mind, if you wish, into another state and observe action. You did encounter your Chance.

ALEX: Was that Chance, the redheaded guy?

KRIS: At least one of the images. It may even change.

MARK: The redhead?

KRIS: The old man with the teeth (laughing).

ALEX: (That was the redheaded guy.) He wasn’t old, he was about 33. That’s what surprised me. He seems young!

KRIS: That is one of the images he projects, one that you would find somewhat familiar and able to relate to and not too strange. Do you understand?

ALEX: I do but Kris, he didn’t welcome me. He was so busy. That’s why I wondered if it was him. It wasn’t like he said “Oh my God, she’s here, welcome.”

KRIS: What were you expecting, the red carpet? The rose petals flying!

ALEX: I guess…I don’t know…Hi would have been nice, welcome maybe? He didn’t though.

KRIS: Wait ‘till things are settled.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Essences do not necessarily relate in the same manner that you would expect but there was recognition, acknowledgement of your presence or at least presence of part of your energy in their environment.

ALEX: I felt that, I did.

KRIS: Indeed. Now, next time you engage this kind of action and you follow through, allow yourself to be carried along for the ride.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: If you can remember, allow yourself to see beyond the imagery that presents itself. Allow it to reshape in a manner that is suitable for it. In this instance, it shaped itself in a manner that is familiar to you.

ALEX: Got it.

KRIS: All in all, however, it is to be commended. A good effort and your lessons are starting to show some fruit.

ALEX: Well, thanks to you guys. I thought of you Kris and I thought maybe you were around. I don’t know but….

KRIS: It is important to note that, for the most part, the event occurred because you were not looking for it.

MARK: When you least expect it.

ALEX: Yeah, I did not expect it…for sure.

KRIS: There is this little – and we do not really like to use the word – law of the Universe but there is this agreed upon invisible rule to: “always expect the unexpected when you least expect it”. In such a way, you allow yourself the greatest of all gifts, the gift of direct experience as opposed to the teachings of anyone or anything in particular. We may talk with you ‘till you are blue in the face but unless you make some preliminary steps and engage consciously, directly, all of the pretty and melodious talking will fall on deaf ears.

Now, you also experienced a loss on the same day, correct?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: We believe you referred to Vinny. Is that correct?

ALEX: That’s correct.

Note: Just to provide a little more background so that this part makes sense, I volunteer at an animal clinic here in the Toronto area and have been doing so for about a year now. Vinny was a clinic cat that has been with the clinic for about 10yrs, since he was born. He had a tremendous fear of people and as a result was never able to be adopted out. So, he lived at the clinic. He spent most of his time in a back room, hiding, only coming out for food.

I, and the staff, spent much of this last year trying to get him to come out of the back room and socialize a little. We made tremendous progress. He came out and hung out with us when we were preparing food for all the animals. In the last month or so he even let me pet him! Anyway, that same afternoon (the Saturday that I had my meeting with Chance), I went to the clinic like I normally do. It was about 12noon. I went to the back room to check in on Vinny (and some other cats that sometimes hang out in the back room). I went to open the door but couldn’t at first. It was very heavy. It was like there was something blocking it. So, I pushed harder until the door opened.

On the other side of the door was Vinny lying in the basket that he loved so much (we gave him that basket about three weeks ago and he slept in that basket ever since), dead. Of course, I was stunned. He was in his sleeping position except that his head was hanging out over the basket. When I got over the shock, I bent down to touch him (to make sure he was dead and if not, try to help him) and he was quite cold. His body was stiff. He had been gone for a while now.

Here’s the strange thing: normally, the basket is in the corner tucked away behind a little garbage can. In order to slide it out you have to manipulate it around the garbage can. It’s a tight squeeze. Now, the night before (Friday night), I also went to the clinic and checked in on Vinny and the other cats just before I left. He was in his basket as usual. Another cat, Willy, was also there in the basket with him. I even commented to one of the clinic staff that they looked so cute, the two of them trying to fit into the basket. So, all was fine.

Somehow, somebody or something moved that basket from that tucked away corner to the door (a good 5 or 6 feet). In the three weeks or so that the basket was back there, the cats had never moved it, not even once. It was always in the corner. So, there is no reason to believe they were the ones who did it, now. The other strange thing was that usually the staff who gets there at 9am, goes into the back room first thing as part of their regular duties. They usually clean up the litter box, make sure there’s food, change the water, etc. When I approached the staff member (there’s only one girl that works the back on Saturdays) about Vinny and after she got over the shock, she commented that usually that’s one of the first things she does in the morning. She couldn’t believe that she didn’t do it today (and hence, would have noticed Vinny sooner). My guess was that Vinny had been gone for about 6hrs, which means he would have passed over at 6am, roughly the same time I had my experience. I couldn’t help but feel that somehow, all of this was related to my encounter with Chance. After discussing this later that afternoon, with a very spiritually gifted friend, she suggested that perhaps the young woman in my experience was Vinny. After all, this young woman was very excited to see me. She was absolutely joyous and exuberant. Could it have been Vinny? This was all just too strange!

KRIS: Do you recall the time when you first met Vinny?

ALEX: When I first met him when he was alive, you mean?

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: I would say it was about a year ago.

KRIS: And do you remember your state of mind and emotions at approximately that time?

ALEX: Well, I remember that I was experiencing the loss of another cat. I was there because of another cat.

KRIS: Not necessarily emotions of losing another …

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: …your own state of life…perhaps slightly prior to that.

ALEX: Uh, I’m not sure. I know I was going through a transition with the direction in my life. Is that…?

KRIS: Indeed. We do get the sense that you felt groundless, in need of attention, in need of some form of validation. Does that make some sense to you?

ALEX: YES. YES. Very much so!

KRIS: And suddenly this creature, who has needs along the same vein but in much larger quantities comes along and requires of you what you want to receive. Does that make some sense?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: Our perception is that the young lady in your vision… have you not thought whom that might be?

ALEX: I thought it was Vinny.

KRIS: We believe it was Darrolid (my personality essence)…

ALEX: WHAT!!! (I was stunned at this. I NEVER expected it to be Darrolid. Thinking it was Vinny was bizarre enough, but Darrolid? That thought never even entered my mind!)…

KRIS: …And Vinny was a projection of her energy, and yours, to carry you through that period. Does that make sense to you? Your own source or essence worked in cooperation with you, perhaps even unconsciously (I can confirm that it was definitely unconscious on my part!) to create a being that would require you give what you need so that you could get through your rough time.

ALEX: Oh my God!

KRIS: Now the energy need no longer be directed there so, it is returned to the Universe.

ALEX: Okay, wait a second, when you say that, you mean Vinny?

KRIS: Indeed…

ALEX: Wait, wait, wait a second…you’re saying Vinny is Darrolid?

KRIS: Indeed. (You have to understand that I began working with Vinny well before I began thinking about consciousness and raising my awareness and all of that …yes, I consciously decided to change my life but I had no idea how I would do it. This must have been planned on another level completely unbeknownst to me!).

KRIS: Now, Vinny is a projection of Darrolid’s energy.

ALEX: (Still stunned at this information and trying to wrap my head around it). Vinny was a projection…okay but…oh my God. Vinny was there before I got there though. He was there in preparation for me until I got there…is that what you’re saying?

KRIS: You have very little idea of where Vinny comes from.

ALEX: Right, correct but I know he’s about 10yrs old. He’s been at the clinic for about 10 yrs.

KRIS: The appearance is inconsequential.

ALEX: (Still in disbelief – okay it’s taking a while for this to sink in!) You’ve got to be kidding me.

MARK: I’m reminded of the lyrics of one of YOUR songs “You have to give.” (Mark, you are wise beyond your years! I’m a singer/songwriter and have an independent CD. I gave Serge and Mark a CD. In the CD, are the lyrics to all of the songs, which Mark read. He was referring to a song called “Gotta Give.” It seems now that my lyrics are coming around full circle to bite me in the butt! I wrote them a few years ago but I don’t really know where they came from or what they were really about. I remember seeing homeless people on the street and I felt for their plight. They were the inspiration behind the song lyrics, on a conscious level at least. I certainly wasn’t writing them from any specific experience in my life…or so I thought.)

ALEX: Oh my God, oh my God!! (I was in disbelief. It’s not that I didn’t believe, it’s just that it was so hard for me to take this all in…I love Vinny very much and miss him dearly…I’ve broken down several times writing this just thinking about him. I understand the concept intellectually but it’s just really hard for me to digest it emotionally and psychologically).

KRIS: Does that make some sense to you?

ALEX: You’ve just blown me away again, Kris!!

KRIS: We apologize. (humorously) .

ALEX: Yeah, well, it does, it does because, because I was talking to my friend about this and she said that she thought that Vinny was – Oh my God – that she thought that that was Vinny’s gift – oh – that she thought that Vinny was that person as well, that Vinny was the person in, in, in….

MARK: Was a portion of….

ALEX: in the vision, yeah, yeah well exactly, a portion of and she was the one that was really happy to see me so, that would make sense that that would be Darrolid. I can’t believe I didn’t even think it would be Darrolid. I didn’t even make the connection!

KRIS: (Humorously) And you did not even greet them…but you expect them to greet you! (referring to my comment at the beginning that Chance didn’t greet me with so much as a Hello)

ALEX: Okay, touché. Oh my God! So, did Vinny die at the same time that I had this?

KRIS: Approximately. Vinny also carried his own basket to the door.

MARK: I thought so too…that I knew.

ALEX: Oh my God, oh my God!

KRIS: Though Vinny may have appeared afraid of humans, he also reflected a certain part of you that is also afraid of other human beings.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: You may find that from now on, that you can swim with the piglets (referring to my vision) and the humans quite nicely…

ALEX: (laughing and apologetic) Okay, I don’t know why that was like that okay. Piglets’ DNA are very close to humans right?

KRIS: The imagery that you chose was quite appropriate.

ALEX: Because of my love for animals…

KRIS: Indeed (though I think it had more to do with me being pigheaded which was mentioned in the workshop but Kris was just trying to be nice). Now, we will give you a small break.

ALEX: I could use it.

KRIS: Indeed.

Break begins at 8:06pm till 8:20pm (Audio file #2)

KRIS: Now, we are glad that you have a fine sense of humor. You will see that the past weeks and the months march on, you need not be afraid of human experience. The lessons are a process, though sometimes considered abnormal even, out of the general flow of perceptions and acceptable, social beliefs. It is still part of the human experience. And it can avidly enrich and enhance that experience you have in physical reality. That is its main purpose, to enable you, to assist you, to live your life more fully, so that you develop a reality beyond the parameters, those small picket fences, that the establishment says you must build around yourself and never cross. Do you not remember draw within the line, do not cross the line?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: These are significant. This means obey and any stray thoughts or impulses or intuitions will lead you to think differently than the mass of minds, keep them out of your mind by preoccupying your mind often with trivia and useless information such as found in abundance through your news media. You have to worry about this and that and another thing as well as worry about everything that occurs in the backyards of people millions of kilometers away from you, as if you did not, some dire consequence might befall you. The idea behind this kind of propaganda is a reflection of the global consciousness that wishes to stay within the boundaries of the picket fences of consciousness and not stray. And the intent is genuine for there is a perceived fear that if your explorers get too close to the horizon, they will fall off the edge of the world. Do you understand?

ALEX: Yes.

KRIS: The idea here is that as explorers, you dare travel in the ships of consciousness, sail the seas of life, beyond perceived frights and dangers only to realize that the oceans of life are not flat but continue beyond the horizon, that there are different new lands of consciousness to be explored. That is the land of the psyche, inner human experience, the land of intuitions, of impulses, of subjective perceptions. The land where your convictions actually transform consciousness, give it form and matter and enable action to appear in, around and through humans, through the events and the conditions and the circumstances of your existence. These are foreign lands of the psyche.

This unexplored territory is the subjective field of inner experience and though many fear such explorations and prefer to block out this kind of inner territory, they cannot avoid, at one point or another, encountering it because it is still their life though it may take many lives for some. You are faced with it to some degree or another. Your experience of the other morning indicated to you that a point of consciousness like the brilliant star in the sky is the focus of your perception. Your consciousness turned into another direction, gives you other experiences. So, as the saying goes, Bon Voyage!

ALEX: I don’t know how to repeat that. I want to take it to the next step and like you said ask Chance to come to me and go beyond the physical form. He related to me in a way that I could understand. Now, I want to relate to him in a way that he can understand.

KRIS: You will have to allow your perception mechanism to see beyond appearances.

ALEX: Right. How do I do that?

KRIS: By intending it to happen.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: When you decide to put one foot in front of the other and walk from point A to point B to point C, all you have to do is basically follow that intent, correct?

ALEX: Right.

KRIS: You do not have to meticulously measure out the distances, the number of footsteps that you will take. You simply throw your intent in front of you and you let yourself be pulled by it.

ALEX: Correct.

KRIS: Like one of these pull toys. All you have to do is the same.

ALEX: Okay, got it.

KRIS: Indeed. Now, we know you are also prone to be rather difficult with yourself. That is why we suggest you simply follow your intent and there is no need to carry that 2×4 in your purse in case you need to hit yourself with it. Be kind to yourself.

ALEX: Okay, okay. I’ll try to remember that, Kris.

MARK: And when you least expect it……

ALEX: Okay, I have a question to ask about Kelly, the girl in the black. (Kelly was too shy and nervous to ask, so I asked on her behalf).

KRIS: Now, we are a proper gentleman and we will not divulge her age .

ALEX: Kelly has a cat by the name of Katrina. She’s a beautiful white cat. Katrina recently ran into a health problem. We brought her into the doctor (the veterinarian, actually) and he suspects that she’s got something called Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Now, Kelly is also experiencing some stomach issues. I believe that Katrina has picked up this, absorbed this from Kelly.

KRIS: It is not an uncommon thing for someone’s beloved companion animal to manifest sometimes some conditions very similar to their human, sometimes exactly like their human to one degree or another as a means of trying to assist you, deal with the situation in a better or more appropriate manner for you. (To Kelly) Now, has there been a diagnosis?

KELLY: Not yet, no.

KRIS: May you describe what you experience?

KELLY: Ummmmmm

KRIS: (Noticing Kelly’s shyness and hesitation) This is a nice way to draw you into the conversation.

ALEX: I can tell you, I’m going to be in trouble on the way home tonight.

MARK: Not if you can help her.

ALEX: True.

KELLY: Just an upset stomach, bloating, cramping, just enough to be concerned to see a doctor.

ALEX: (To Kelly) You think it might have something to do with wheat?

KELLY: It could be many things.

KRIS: Are you sensitive to gluten?

KELLY: Yes, I think so.

KRIS: Do you eat regular pasta?

KELLY: Yes.

KRIS: And would you happen to find that you bloat specifically after a good meal of pasta?

KELLY: (A definitive) Yep.

KRIS: Might we humbly suggest as an experiment for a few weeks time, cut out all wheat related items…as an experiment. Instead of regular pasta for example, brown rice pasta, which may only take a few more minutes to prepare, is just as nutritious. It may indeed leave you feeling as if you have not eaten your regular pasta, heavy, anchored and so on. Do you understand?

KELLY: Yes.

KRIS: And go somewhat easier on the spices and the sauce…(pointing to Kelly’s alcohol spritzer) Not that sauce Do you understand?

KELLY: (laughing) Yes.

KRIS: As an experiment to see how your digestive system responds to the brown rice, which is easily digestible. It might also be a good thing to try other types of grains that are not made from regular wheat. You may find many of these things in health food stores. As an experiment for a few weeks to see how your system adapts and then SLOWLY introduce one small item at a time and see how your body reacts to it. It is also an excellent program to eliminate any possibility of Candida. That would entail the elimination of sugar in any form for thirty days, which might appear as an overwhelming task.

You see the misconception is that people think if you eat anything with yeast it will affect but yeast feeds on sugar not yeast. There are also excellent yeast buster kits specifically called that, yeast buster, which you may find very useful and the slow introduction of acidophilus. An excellent source is a product called Bio-K to be taken only as directed because it is potent. So, do not eat the entire cup in one sitting because you will sit a long time on the toilet. Try these small things and see how your system reacts. If you do start to eliminate sugars, pop and so on…and do not think to cheat by drinking diet pop. Aspartame is also not very good for the physical body. Now, if you do decide to reduce your intake of sugars, you might find for the first few days your system will react as if you surely will not survive if you do not eat that bag of sugar in the cupboard. That is the Candida wanting you to feed it. Do you understand?

KELLY: Uh huh, yes.

KRIS: It wants food because it is everywhere in the body. Be keeping a level head, you will find it easier to deal with it after the first few days. Do not use the first few days as an indication that the rest will be like this.

ALEX: Withdrawal, right?

KRIS: Indeed. And then after several weeks, see what happens with your perceptions, with your consciousness. After this period, the introduction of unsweetened, live culture yogurt will be excellent especially if in the past you have been subjected to the intake of antibiotics, which is guaranteed to occasion yeast infections for which the doctors often give you more antibiotics, only creating a severe nasty cycle in spite of the fact that they know it will do this.

MARK: Now, Bio-K, does that not have it?

KRIS: It does as well but it serves a slightly different purpose. It will serve as the foundation. (Speaking to Kelly) Now, this should be sufficient to help you through. At the same time, you may also understand that your physical form, in all its aspects, is reflecting your own resistances and disbelief at your ability to honour your own self and your own talents. You have partially dismissed a portion of your own spirituality for some inane fears.

You will find that trusting your own abilities to go through these and to bring yourself back into balance and harmony will be immensely useful and helpful. You have a much kinder heart than you sometimes let others know but you are afraid of being walked on like a carpet. You have been hurt and you understand that no one may hurt you that you do not allow them to. You have that kind of power. So does everyone in this room. You may also allow others to love you to the same degree that you allow yourself to love yourself. Does that make sense?

KELLY: Yep.

KRIS: Indeed. So, it is perhaps not such a mystery that somehow or other your physical body is giving you some symptoms that something is not cooking right in the kitchen. Does this make sense?

KELLY: It makes a lot of sense.

KRIS: Indeed. Now, we will give you a small break so you can digest all of this.

Break begins at 8:41pm. and ends at 9:00pm (Audio File #3)

KRIS: Now, it is my understanding that you have some other inquiries, some of which we must decline at this time. (During break, we were talking about last Monday’s session regarding Clusters and Kris brought up Nostradamus, saying that he was from another cluster. We were going to ask Kris which cluster Nostradamus was from but I guess Kris felt that now was not the time to explore any other clusters.

ALEX: Would that be the Nostradamus question?

KRIS: Indeed.

MARK: I was wondering why you didn’t volunteer it sooner.

KRIS: We have been keeping a rather heavy foot on the gas so to speak for these last several weeks. Our intention is to make this evening somewhat lighter, to still maintain balance.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: We do need at least some minor comical breaks between all of the hard work.

ALEX: That’s appreciated, Kris. Um, you had mentioned that Chance was from a subfamily Gramada and Vold.

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: And you called it Gramold.

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: But you did not mention primary, secondary or tertiary. Is there a reason?

KRIS: This is only dealing with his belonging to…

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Essences do not align unless they come from another system.

ALEX: Got it. Okay, so Darrolid’s (my source essence) primary is Milumet, secondary is Sumari and tertiary is Tumold. So, I’m confused now. Darrolid belongs to…

MARK: from the TAAJ yes, this cluster.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Both of the entities are from this home base.

ALEX: Okay. They’re both from TAAJ.

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: Okay, so I’m confused then. Why doesn’t Chance have a primary, secondary and tertiary?

MARK: You just never asked?

ALEX: Oh no, is this one of those questions, again?

KRIS: Now, repeat Chances belonging or group.

ALEX: The subfamily is Gramold.

KRIS: Indeed. There is also a secondary strong resonance with…(Kris was silent for a full minute before he responded)…the strong secondary resonance is with Tumold and tertiary root, interestingly enough, is…(again, another full minute passed with several deep breaths before he responded)…with Milumet. Do you have that?

ALEX: I have secondary as Tumold and tertiary is Milumet?

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: Okay.

MARK: I’ve never seen you take so long to answer.

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: Was there a reason for that?

MARK: There always is.

ALEX: Kris is not commenting.

KRIS: Indeed.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Fortunately, for all of you, there is no family of consciousness called ‘Indeed.’ We would all belong to it.

MARK: That’s true.

ALEX: So, Chance and Darrolid are quite similarly…

KRIS: There are relationships…

ALEX: Is that common?

KRIS: Certainly.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: There are other times when there are such differences that are difficult to understand. Do also understand that such designations are not prerequisites for any understandings or exchanges. First and foremost, there is intent to enjoy the exchange, to enjoy the communication, for it always leads to creative uses of consciousness. It always leads to the enhancement and the expansion of all the personality structures involved. It is quite possible the neither Darrolid nor Chance necessarily care to browse the definitions of families of consciousness or may do so marginally or may do so with great interest. It is not necessarily the basis of that relationship with them.

ALEX: Is that why you had a hard time trying to the names (of the essence families) for them?

KRIS: Let us just say that Chance is also humorous.

ALEX: Okay. Well, he seemed pretty serious when I met him.

KRIS: That was not the intent.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Let us say that you may have caught them with their pants down.

MARK: Oops. Well, that’s humorous.

ALEX: Okay.

KRIS: Caught red-handed at making preparations and arrangements to gradually lead into the communications that you desire.

ALEX: So, it’s possible they weren’t expecting me?

KRIS: To a small degree but you may also take them by surprise.

ALEX: A ha…Well, that’s fun!

KRIS: It is like the boss suddenly walking in the office when it’s least expected. Everyone tries to look busy. Everyone tries to do something marginal. Do you understand?

ALEX: Oh yes, all too well!

KRIS: Now, we hope that you have enjoyed your evening. (looking at Kelly) Now, you have heard references to Joseph and to all sorts of strange names. All individuals have their given names at birth, which help decide the personality structure that they develop. Above and beyond that, you have an identity separate from your physical form. That identity is whom you are in eternal and immortal terms and at times there are changes in that identity. There is growth, maturation, evolution that morphs as a caterpillar into a butterfly.

For the present time, your identity at that level of consciousness is called Marilyn. So, we hope, Marilyn, that you enjoyed your evening and that the information we gathered has been useful. You may find, upon some reflection that it is not necessarily the information of the brown rice custom that was the most useful but the rest of the information may also prove very favorable. Do you understand?

KELLY: Yes.

KRIS: Indeed. Now, then we wish all of you a pleasant evening and may your eternal and immortal identities enjoy the things that you are and, in return, may you enjoy your larger identities to the same degree. That is the only validation and validity you need concern yourselves with. So, enjoy your lives. Above and beyond that, do not buy a bad bill of goods from those that may tell you otherwise. Indeed then, may your week be blessed.

ALL: Thank you.

Session ends: 9:12pm

Next Page »

• Your Shopping Cart

  Your cart is empty.