The Ego
April 28, 2003
Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Marcy Singer (Arindel)
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on April 28, 2003
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.
Roll call: Serge (Joseph), Andrea (Jarasen), Lida (Miriam) Lori, Rosemary
Special Guest Anne Morse presenting Transeekers.
KRIS: We are glad that you have taken the time to come here. We understand that you are experiencing an extreme delightful day.
Now you were speaking about the ego, and you should understand several things about this much maligned aspect of your personalities.
First off, the ego is not a thing apart or separate from the whole of your being, though the label of ego does apply to a specific function of certain aspects of the personality that function together for highly specialized purposes. And as we have suggested, it has been much maligned.
Certain religions even are set up specifically to convince you that the ego indeed is what prevents you from attaining union with the divine and the sacred. And entire philosophical systems are set up in an attempt to convince you that the ego must be either side stepped or crushed entirely in order for your to elevate your consciousness to an acceptable level.
Then there are other philosophies that say that your egos usually get in the way. Your egos prevent you from experiencing life and so on and so forth. And you are much accustomed to speaking about the ego as if it is the one impediment between satisfying and fulfilling relationships of all kinds with your fellow human beings.
And because you assume that the information you have about the ego is accurate, then your lives follow suit. If you understood the ego’s capacities and functions, there is a likelihood that your experiences with this aspect of the human personality would be radically different and you would feel no need to try and remove the ego from its rightful place in the scheme of your personality structure.
The ego is a very specialized part of human consciousness and personality. It serves several most important functions. It acts first of all as the interface between sensory information of the physical world and the human personality itself. It is that buffer zone that enables you to function wholesomely and fully whilst you are on this human journey. It interprets the signals from the sensory world in terms that you have dictated to it. It acts in so many ways much like a traffic cop at an intersection, directing the flow of traffic in an orderly fashion, making sure to the best of its abilities, that there are no accidents, that no stray information crosses the street when it is not time, and regulates the flow of traffic in a manner that you can deal with as per your instructions. Do you follow?
So the ego does not try to control the situation as much as it tries to perform according to the instructions you have given it, much like the traffic cop acts according to the rules of law for circulation upon the streets of vehicles of all kinds and human beings. Do you follow?
So it has very specialized functions. It also has a foot in Layer Two of reality. And with this it also attempts to regular the flow of information from this unconsciousness or Layer Two of reality in a manner in accordance with your instructions. Thus if you have established fearsome parameters about the nature of unconscious information as you see it, then the ego’s function attempts to keep that information out of the picture, away from you.
And the more you fear unconscious information then the more the ego’s capacities are limited and restricted and burdened because it must redouble its efforts to make sure that none such information bleeds through. At least it attempts. But if you designate the ego’s functions in a gentlemanly manner without bullying it, then you will certainly facilitate its duties. You will give it far more leeway and less restrictions.
And the ego also serves as the bridge between these different layers of information, again in accordance with your own instructions, which come from your beliefs, your desires, your attitudes, your intentions and so on and so forth. So do not bash the ego over, since it only tries to do its job.
Now you sometimes say that so and so has an ego the size of Texas, so and so has a large ego, and so on and so forth. And you should understand that in reality the ego plays less a part than does the individual’s attitudes. The ego in such a case would actually be very narrow and small and frightened because it has to fend off all types of other individuals. It has to fend off other people’s beliefs because it is totally insecure in its own rights. Do you understand?
So before you are quick to slash someone’s ego because it is too large, so you think, think twice and consider that perhaps that individual may be in far more trouble than you might assume. Do you understand?
An individual who is free to explore his personality or her personality, to explore the great adventure of human consciousness, that kind of individual does have a large ego in the proper sense of the world, is able to balance his or her attitudes and perceptions, and in between all of these things is till able to maintain a level-headed composure and compassionate attitude to all living beings. That kind of an individual has a strong, powerful and large ego in the most beneficial and grace filled fashion. Does that make sense to you?
Now my large egoed friends, we will give a small break.
Return from break. Transeekers begin to speak.
TRANSEEKERS: We thank you for the opportunity to communicate in this fashion with you. This evening you have gathered together in order to explore new ideas, to reassess all the ideas, to bring forth all your creative energies, emotions, thoughts, in order to assist each other and yourselves in the continuing evolution of your lives, of this consciousness, this vitality that you have within you and that you wish to express to others.
And with coming together you find there are other of like-mindedness and in that it gives you satisfaction. Many individuals chose to come together in order to, as you say, have one-upmanship on the individual so that in following the idea of the ego, this presents a wonderful opportunity to show others what a great person that individual may be. But then that one is judging themselves by the measure of other individuals and does not truly take into consideration their own values, their own worthiness, their own talents, the abilities, all the probabilities and all the potential that is within your grasp.
Now, yes we did hear of the idea of intuition. Now intuition works very nicely with understanding who you are. Intuition is not something that is foreign. It is a tool. It is your birthright. You have this ability to help you through circumstances that otherwise you might find difficulty within.
Now most people do find difficulties within events in their lives because they are not able to allow themselves to open up to their intuitive because they cannot trust the intuition. Why would one not want to trust their own intuition? The most important reason is that it is not sanctioned by someone else. Someone else did not come up to you and say, ‘You know, you have great intuition. Tell me more. Rely on it. Expand it.’
You are told in fact not to trust your intuition because it could reflect wishful thinking, because after all your world shows you logic, shows you black and white, and your belief structures keep right in line with that.
Now beliefs are very important as well for they set you up for the adventures that you experience as you evolve on your paths. Beliefs can be altered and changed and the one belief that needs to be altered in order to truly accept your intuition and to trust it is the belief that your intuition will sometimes lead you astray, will not really be able to be tested, and others do not believe in it. These are powerful, powerful messages that you, as you all were growing up, and you are still growing, impact upon you, because if you had a world where everyone went around trusting their intuition while you were growing up, you would have no difficulties with it whatsoever, as you have no difficulty distrusting yourself and your intuition.
So in order to access and enhance that talent that you already have, it requires you to suspend your intellectual mind and for a brief moment opt to trusting yourself. Now one may say, ‘What if a very serious situation pops up? Do I simply trust my intuition? What if it does not go right?’
Well, we would suggest you are setting yourself up for failure, which is all well and good if you want to experience failure. And a good lesson one can learn from failure because in truth you never fail, you are simply trying something in a different way. But if you want to try it in that way, that is well within your right of self.
However, if you wish to shift that, you need to suspend the judgment, the criticism, the doubts. We would suggest beginning with something small. For instance, if you need to go downtown you can intuit where to find the best parking spot. Simply trust the guidance system that is within you. Know and project outwardly, “Yes, this is what I wish.” And then go about your business. Begin your drive. And let your own body and mind guide you.
You may hear in your mind, “Oh, I have a thought to go down that road. But I never go down that road. There’s nothing there.” That is your intuition. The reason some people seem to be better at it than you might be is because they practice to trust their intuition. Would you expect to get on a bicycle and know at the moment your posterior touches the seat that you’re going to know how to ride the bike? No. We think not.
Do you think that Tiger Woods took a golf club in his hand when he was a child and was able to instantly, he may have been a bit better than some others, but not the way he is now. He practices. Similarly with the intuition.
And do not think for a moment that you do not have very well honed intuitive skills. No one comes into this earth lacking.
And we also were present when you were speaking of sacrificing. When we suggest no one comes into this world lacking, sacrifice doesn’t go in there. And indeed when people would even choose to sacrifice because they fear they are lacking. And if they sacrifice to the maximum then somehow this will ingratiate the powers that be to look down upon them and say, “You have been a good sacrificer, therefore you are going to get rewarded.”
No. Not in this lifetime or any other, for the aim of life is to experience your godhood in all of its totality. Regardless of what you choose to do, you are god energy in motion. So intuition is very easy. The more challenging aspect of it is to trust that it IS easy.
Life was meant to be easy, but of course there’s always the idea of drama, of setting one’s self up with blocks, of limits. Some of our alien friends look down upon your journey and marvel at how proficient you are at overcoming limits. You’re very good at it. You have had many years of experience, having something to push up against, having something to show how courageous you are, how hard it is so that your reward is that much sweeter.
If you have not recognized it already, your consciousness is going through a shift, a major shift, and in this major shift, you’re going to discover that that type of thinking no longer fits because life can be just as exciting, just as challenging without those limits. You can soar much higher. And that is part of the evolutionary process.
And for an exercise you can in the coming days think to yourself you wish to encounter, shall we say, a rose. You wish to encounter a particular individual. You wish to encounter something or other. And simply project your mind with that image in mind and then follow the small voice in your mind, guiding you, your senses, your feelings, and then discover you quickly you encounter that thing. A very interesting exercise. The benefit of it is tenfold for it gets you to practice.
(Break Starts)
(Kris returns after listening in on the discussions at break.)
KRIS: You get all scrambled. Let us try to explain this way.
You are living eternal and immortal consciousness and as best as you can you literally translate or interpret portions of THAT eternal energy into a 3-dimensional, physical form as it meets the requirements of this dimension or plane of existence.
You have other expressions in other planes of existence. You may refer to them as probable lives, reincarnational lives, past lives, future lives, but all in all they are other expressions of that which you are.– Soul.– You are soul clothed in flesh. Does that make SOME sense to you?
Now do notice we did not say you HAVE a soul. You ARE the soul, and that makes a slight and perhaps even a big difference. We are no different from you. The only difference is that you think that there is one. You think that you are therefore physical form therefore alive and that we are somehow or other dead.
We do find it interesting that dead guys have to remind the living guys what life is about. (Laughter)
If more of you would expand your own awareness and understand the principles of life and of creation, then you would be less concerned with your physicality in a way and fear life much less. You would embrace love, challenges. You would embrace living in all of its expressions. And you would certainly not be as afraid of love as you all are. But that is for another workshop.
All in all you can rest assured that your personalities will not be snuffed out when your physical forms are no longer suited for your own evolution that you will continue to evolve. Life as well as love is not bound to physical forms. It simply is. It exists. It is perhaps difficult for you to comprehend because you believe that your thoughts are bound by the brain, the mind, and the body. You have yet to understand the profundity of what thinking is about. Nor what you are all about.
You are dear and precious expressions of yourselves. We trust that this evening you have had some small perceptions into the nature of your own beings. And we trust that you trust in the very nature of your own being.
And with that we will send you upon your blessed journeys and we will see you soon.
END
Atlantis and Mars
April 21, 2003
Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Ellen Gilbert
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on April 21, 2003
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.
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Roll Call: Serge, Jorge and Lori
Estimated time – 7:45 PM.
KRIS: We thank you for having taken of your rather nice day, and to spend some time with us. Beyond the topic of the revising of history and then some, it is indeed most interesting because there are large chunks of your history that does not appear in your ‘acceptable’ historical writing, because it does not fit the views and theories of particular group. And there are many examples throughout the world of such occurrences.
Some of the closer to home events along those lines in this locale (meaning near Toronto for example) is the ancient history of the Seneca people and what was done to them in the late 1700′s by the French and English in these areas. Now many Seneca villages were systematically wiped out, which constitutes genocide. And even to this day, in spite of their archeological findings, the official keepers of the history books still refuse to incorporate such information for fear that it may lead to legal repercussions by the present day descendants.
And such a thing is occurring in many other places. Your own European ancestors, when they came to this continent, first of all were rather amazed to find large strips of land not only inhabited but well-managed by intelligent groups of individuals with a highly structured social system and hierarchy. And not only were they so amazed, but even doubly so to realize that certain local native groups had large bands that were not so local in ancestry. There are many reports of individuals with — or native groups — with blond hair and blue eyes in many regions of Florida and the Gulf of Mexico and Louisiana area. In areas not that far from here (Toronto), we believe there are remnants of ancient open-pit copper mines, near Peterborough is it not?
LORI: Yes.
KRIS: Where there are large remnants of petroglyphs. Correct?
LORI: Yes.
KRIS: There have been interesting artifacts found in those areas including burial grounds that are NOT of original native descent, but [that] predate them. There are even artifacts found, which can be traced back to Scandinavian origin that was of 2500 years, and these are not artifacts that may have been dropped by collectors.
The specific copper from that area has also been found in artifacts as far away as Denmark, Sweden, Norway and many other Scandinavian countries. Further back in time, ancient Roman galleys, as well as ancient Iberian (Spanish) seafaring ships will be found to have traces of those same copper elements as from this open-pit mine. How do you suppose that is possible? Could somehow or other…is it possible …that Scottie beamed them up and misplaced them in time (laughter)?? We think not!
We think instead that there was commerce between many Mediterranean cultures including the ancient Iberians — which is Spain and Portugal — Romans, Phoenicians, even ancient Egyptians that had seafaring vessels that crossed the Atlantic and established commerce all the way down the coast; even down into areas you now call Honduras.
There is much evidence all along the shoreline that is not recorded in the official books because it would necessitate a re-writing of the history books. And if you rewrite the history books, where will your notions be? After all, one must have a firm grip on one’s common sense, and you do not change history books to replace new discoveries! You ignore new discoveries. Is that not the methodology?
LORI: (laughing) Yeah.
KRIS: There have been many remnants of ancient cultures in your North American continent that are not recognized officially, therefore you do not recognize that the American — North American continent — has been inhabited far longer than is officially accepted or recognized. Every few years they push the date back of the settlement a few thousand years. It is not enough. There have been cultures on the North American plates upwards of (pause) 390-400 million years, perhaps even more.
There are many other instances of evidence. For instance, human – not primate, but human – footprints, walking along with dinosaur footprints, as you call them. There is evidence of ancient maps that show outlines of continents prior even to your most recent Ice Age, upwards of 10,000 years ago. Those maps are authentic, though baffling and very accurate, even to show shorelines prior to the melting of ice from the Ice Age which would have brought the water levels several hundred feet higher than it was prior, therefore wiping out many cultures. These are not taken into consideration. In fact, usually when a researcher brings this topic up, he or she is laughed at and ridiculed; and yet there are many sunken cities now being discovered off the Indian subcontinent, off Sri Lanka, off Madagascar, and many other places.
And there will eventually come a time when you will need to reconsider your entire concept of the history of your world and your ability to cultivate and civilize yourselves. Just as it is innate to your nature to think; so it is instinctive or innate to your nature to group together, to create foundations and to settle areas and establish cultures and even civilizations. That is what you do. That is your intuitive nature. Just as it is the beaver’s instinctive nature to build his hut and dam, just as it is with the bees to seek out the pollen and nectar to create honey and beeswax.
And you have been doing this for more eons than you care to think about or remember. You have done this as far back as you even dare recall. This is not the first time you established civilizations on THIS planet or others. You are not an aberration of nature. You are not a cesspool of microbes, proteins, enzymes and bacteria gone amuck, an “behold: there goes a biped”. You have always been yourselves. You are not descendants of the monkeys or apes, or of any primate. But perhaps some of the scientists you communicate with would rather think of themselves as being the descendants of primates. That is their philosophy.
You have been around for a very long time and you will continue because it serves your collective purposes to organize yourselves into groups, into societies, into cultures, and civilizations, and you use the vast creative potential of your collective and singular energies in that fashion. You are co-creators, you are creators of civilizations. And you do this out of loving interest.
First and foremost it is important to keep in mind that your sciences – your researchers, your anthropologists, your archeologists – only present to you that slice of history that matches their views and not necessarily the whole picture. And for many people, seeing the entire picture would be overwhelming, because it is nothing like what you have been told. We hope we have not blown too many of your brain cells with that. (laughter)
Do you have some questions along those lines?
LORI: What about that guy — Zechariah Sitchin? Is he on the right track?
KRIS: Some of his information is good. Some of it is also slightly slanted. Do keep in mind that you have always been who you are. You are even more ancient than you can possibly imagine. There are no hostile forces in the universe manipulating you in any way, shape or form, but the echoes of your own FEARS. Overall, Zechariah has good basis for his information, but it is also not complete. Do you understand?
JORGE: Yes.
KRIS: Even he will discover that there are misinterpretations in his own writings, in the way he interprets and sees things.
JORGE: OK, how about…Graham Hancock. He is kind of following in his footsteps as well, and he wrote about a pyramid, a huge step pyramid, that was found off the coast of Japan…but there’s no indication as to what civilization or how old it is, because it’s been under the water for so long, and yet it matches a lot of the step pyramids that are in Mesoamerica and some of the ancient Babylonian ziggurats. So is that all part of the same culture?
KRIS: The pyramid-building culture was spread around the world and it descended from an even more ancient culture. Now there many other pyramids around the planet. The mound builders, known from the south eastern or south-southern eastern states and up, were remnants of an even older culture. Do you understand?
JORGE: Yes. Okay.
KRIS: There is a lake with pyramid-like structures. (long pause) We believe it is also — it is in the United States — we believe perhaps in Wisconsin….not 100% [certain]…there are also other pyramid-like structures that have not been pulled out of the jungles. There are many in Brazil specifically towards the mountain ranges (pause) and even in Egypt itself. There are still pyramids but they are not at this time physical yet, because your culture have not evolved sufficiently to understand the creative power of your own mind. So these pyramids do not appear to your senses. They are not picked up by your human senses yet. Does that make some sense to you?
LORI: Yes. I have a question.
KRIS: Indeed.
LORI: (not fully clear) Why is it so important…why do you emphasize that we are ourselves and we don’t come from other…why is that important to realize and connect…?
KRIS: Because the Darwinian theory of evolution first of all, has always been considered a theory. It has not been proven. And even within staunch Darwinists, there are divisions or camps, and a realization that even after more than a century, not a single shred of conclusive evidence actually exists to support the theory. And the theory itself indicates that you are physically aberrations of nature, that you are nothing more than another animal, the one with a slightly superior intelligence. That theory in itself undermines your own natural intuitive understandings concerning yourselves. Do you understand?
LORI: Mmhm. Yes.
KRIS: And second, even Charles Darwin’s further writings as he grew older and started questioning his own theory, were kept from the public. Do you follow?
LORI: Mmhm.
KRIS: None of those later writings were divulged because the theory had taken off so well, why trouble people further when you can make them believe a theory so completely, that it is taken as a fact of existence? Does that help?
LORI: Yeah.
JORGE: You speak of Atlantis and whether or not we are here today not to repeat the patterns of that time? Whether or not Atlantis is a true place in our history?
KRIS: There have been many old cultures that have caused damage, civilizations that have come and gone. The typical mythical Atlantis, the one everybody wants to find, the one everyone wants to believe, actually exists in your future. (pause) And you all today are the beginnings of that culture. Your struggles, your understandings of consciousness. What Plato was referring to is very small. It is a culture that was not destroyed by some divine beings; there were no punishments involved. You must understand the mentality of those times; where any natural disaster and phenomenon was automatically considered some divine retribution. Do you understand?
JORGE: Yes.
KRIS: The remnants of that culture described by Plato are what you today call the Azores. Look at the fault line that area is on, where the tectonic plates are constantly shifting and working one against the other. Because so much (pause) volcanic flow has buried that ancient culture, very little is to be found. And whenever someone sees the remnants of some older sunken civilization they automatically claim, “This is Atlantis. This is Atlantis. This is Atlantis!” And they may not even be of that time period, or they may be older, or younger, or unrelated.
But there is a collective psychological need to understand that ultimately mankind will NOT blow itself off the face of the earth, because you have done this somewhere else. (carefully and intently spoken) Your species has damaged another world. The Ancient echoes of the stories of Atlantis are not from this planet. The stories of the Egyptian priests told by Plato are themselves echoes or memories, ancient stirrings within the psyche, of remembrances from another time when humans had cultivated another place and did damage it, and had to leave for safer grounds or another planet. Does that make some sense to you?
JORGE: Yeah… Is it the moon as the other planet?
KRIS: It is what you refer to as Mars. We are not talking here of a few thousand years ago. We are talking here of millions of years back.
LORI: Where do Edgar Cayce’s ideas of Atlantis…how does that fit in? Or was he talking about Atlantis…you know the book? About Atlantis?
KRIS: Consider then the years, the late ’40′s and early ’50′s. It was scandalous enough that an individual, specifically a Baptist, would even SPEAK of reincarnation. It was enough to not get into the roots of your more ancient heritage coming from off-world. Do you follow?
LORI: Yeah.
KRIS: There were experiments in consciousness, and there were records of ancient visitors still keeping tabs on you. Not all the members of your race came to THIS planet. You had relatives here, but not all of you came to this planet. Many of you went to other star systems, and some did keep tabs on your travels; how you managed to interface with a culture that was not as advanced as your ancestors. There are still some records of these ancient visitations and we are not speaking of your typical modern day street corner psychics. We are speaking of ancient cultures keeping tabs on you, even providing assistance in the adaptation process.
In many ancient writings there are recordings of people living in lakes from the Mediterranean areas all the way to China. Some of the most remarkable of these records are of the Annunaki kept by alive in the myths of the modern day Dogon people. You can search for the information yourselves. Suffice it to say that the Dogon people who are even in your modern civilized world, considered stone-age people, do have knowledge that is yet to be verified. But what HAS been verified by your scientists is in your terms literally mind blowing.
JORGE: Aren’t they the ones who talk about the Dog Star, Sirius, and the bi-polar suns?
KRIS: Indeed. And even back in the ’20′s and ’30′s, the 1920′s and ’30′s, when they were noticed by modern day culture, they spoke way back then of a brown dwarf that was scientifically verified and confirmed only in 1997!
Yet they have had this knowledge for upwards of 4,000 years, handed down in their traditions and their mythologies. So the origin or source of the ancient Atlantis stories stem from the ancient cultures that had been on the planet Mars, which was indeed a very watery world.
JORGE: Okay, so here’s a question for you. There are two authors who, about thirty-some years ago, wrote a book… and it basically said that ancient information is in fact available to us and has been passed down to us by means of fairy tales and myths which go back millennia; and as an example…the information based on the precession and various other things, as to how the earth rotates and revolves around the sun…that information has been passed down in a lot of uh, fairy tales – like the dwarf sort of thing – and these guys have also said that as a result of that, the information that is available to us through these old myths, fairy tales and so forth, would actually allow us to discover where we actually come from, who we actually are.
KRIS: If you have the opportunity to study the newly emerging science of Astro-theology, it may shed some insight as to who you truly are and where you truly come from. You may search back in time, until there is no time left to look back into. You will still not fully discover yourselves until you come to the realization that you are perhaps two beings in one.
First and foremost, you are a spiritual being. You become the physical outfit in order to maneuver and manipulate the elements within the physical time and space. But that is not your true self or true home. Your true self is what exists outside of the time and space continuum. That self is eternal and immortal. It participates in events and circumstances along with countless other eternal immortal selves, because it desires to participate in as many creative and creation processes as possible: because otherwise, it would become bored with itself. It NEEDS to create. Do you understand?
JORGE: Yes.
KRIS: Until THAT part of your being is understood, the other will NOT be understood.
LORI: What about someone like Einstein? Was he working outside of time and space or was he still part of the mass consciousness?
KRIS: Einstein did demonstrate potential available to human consciousness. And he did have excellent intuitive information. Do not think that everything that he formulated he did painstakingly by sitting at his desk day in and day out. He was a very intuitive individual. He intuited the knowledge and the formula. Do you understand?
LORI: Yes.
KRIS: But he even admitted that he could only work so far. That he was afraid of pursuing many lines of thought that did come to him, because it was so out of synch with his time. Do you understand that as well?
LORI: Yes, yes, absolutely. He also said that he wanted to come back – he died too early – he wanted to come back and fix what he – that creating the bomb was a mistake. I read that somewhere.
KRIS: It was both the most ingenious breakthrough as well as one of the grossest misuses of creative power that your species, your entire human civilization participated in to one degree or another.
LORI: Yeah. So, the more we grow, there’s always the potential, if we grow too fast, that we could abuse the power that we’ve learned, or the knowledge that we’ve learned, I guess.
KRIS: (Quietly) You need to mature.
LORI: Yeah.
KRIS: What is the time?
LORI: 8:25 PM
KRIS: We suggest a small break, so that you can move your legs and take a breath of fresh air and we will return.
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Return from break (no time given – approx. 8:30 PM)
KRIS: Now in spite of the fact that you are not descendants of primates, in spite of the fact that your species have even traveled further than your present day astronauts; in spite of all that, do keep in mind that the knowledge you have today, the information you have today, the views you hold today may also change and alter what you consider the past in one way or another, bringing subtle alterations and variations thereby creating yet other alternate evolutions of your species in many, many ways.
You believe yourselves to be pivotal to your system, but you do not yet understand the full nature of what it is to be yourselves. You may think that what you hold in your mind about the past may somehow or other influence it, and perhaps bring some subtle changes to it which may or may not bring about various forms of alterations. But you do not consider for one moment that your own selves, either a few, several, or many years into the future view you as the ‘past’ self! Just as easily as you may view your youthful selves as ‘who you are not’, and not who you are today.
Your experiences in that future self do influence who you are today, whether you consciously realize it or not. Whether you even consciously acquiesce to it or not, does not alter the fact that all of your decision making processes and faculties are not merely centered in the present as YOU think of it. Some of these influences may come from your future selves. How else would you explain what may to you be an impulse to go down THIS road in your traveling in the country, or turn left HERE, or to buy a certain product? Or to set about a particular train of thought whose outcome you may not yet understand. Or set about making alternative actions that lead you to a specific destination, whether it be in terms geographical or psychological. (pause) Because somehow or other you understood unconsciously the actions of your future self meandering about influences into the present moment.
Just as your own activity, your own thoughts, your own actions today, without your recognizing this, may actually have influenced that young girl version of yourself from your so-called past, which would have led you to follow this particular road which led you to today’s actions. And this is not an isolated or singular procession of events, but rather you each have your own set of such events, just as collectively you have your own set of such processes which influence entire civilizations and cultures on their own. (pause) Perhaps an understanding of chemistry or any other of the sciences would have influenced the discovery of such a chemical combination or anything of life into what you call the past to bring about the results that you now have today.
Because there are many links through time and space that you do not perceive consciously, and again such events occur both at the individualistic level and the collective level, which can include the entire gamut of your civilization as you understand it. It is in some way important to understand, or at least the gist of this material, because the information that comes from your own future selves may in some way influence your decision — or not.
Not to say that you are a puppet of some future self of yours – any one of them — but the actions of the future influence the present as easily as what you think of the past influencing the present. And the ‘someone’ who decides which particular part or impulse to follow, what road to travel, is you! With that knowledge, you determine the outcome of your everyday activities. You are completely unaware of the grand mechanism involved in following the intuitions and the impulses. You relegate that to the realm of the unconscious as if somehow or other it is something you are NOT aware of.
But here we must make a distinction. You are merely (pause) entranced…to not pay attention to the activities of the inner self because it would disrupt the apparent social structure in your society. But you erect specific areas that keep this vast realm of LIVING information behind somewhat closed doors. And you pretend that it somehow or other doesn’t exist or does not affect you because you have called it the UN-conscious. And if there is one part of your personality that is truly unconscious, it is the EGO portion of the personality; the one that is entranced by the world of the senses and does not pay attention to its true source.
What you normally label the unconscious actually should be considered the super-conscious self, because it is that portion of you that actually travels through time and space and brings to you, just as you are traveling, information from all types of sources. Information you may find very useful if you allow and enable yourself to use it, to recognize it. (pause) Information about sources of your origin is not something that is unattainable to you, but it is something that you keep hidden from yourself.
You may not every day ponder the questions about your own other-worldly origins and ancestries of any kind. There is still an ancient knowing within each of you that somehow or other you acknowledge you want more of. If you learn to pay attention to things like your dreams, and your thoughts, and your intuitions, then indeed you would be able to recall some of that information, at least to a certain degree. Suffice it for you to know that there are things about yourselves that, were you to know such a thing, you would no longer return to the ordinariness of your lives. You would no longer consider yourselves victims of events and circumstances, for instance; and you would acknowledge the vast creative potential that exists within your thoughts and literally transforms your lives in ways that would indeed shock even your own self were you to acknowledge that power.
You are truly filled with potentials you do not use because you never think you have these abilities. And when we speak of those things it is only to try and stir up this ancient knowledge that exists within you to set about conditions that may help you remember more of your own origins so that you understand the vast and creative flow of power that is part of your own being. So with that we will leave you to ponder both those [most] ancient of origins and the great set of possible futures for yourselves and your species collectively. And if you find yourselves somewhere in the middle between those two parts, you might recognize that your journey truly is one of a great adventure, and that you might feel that it is your own heritage to consciously pursue that exploration. Now are there some brief questions?
JORGE: Yeah, you said that our present is influenced by our future and our present can influence the future…
KRIS: Just as easily as you influence the past.
JORGE: Right.
KRIS: You are not locked into a system.
JORGE: So having said that, is it actually possible for us to communicate with our future selves and vice versa?
KRIS: Indeed.
JORGE: (slightly garbled and unclear) Clearly you can’t pick up the telephone. (laughter)
KRIS: It is very difficult. But we are not going to tax you on it. (laughter)
You can however learn to recognize the flow of your own thoughts. That is primordial. And along those lines develop your intuitive reflexes. Do you follow?
JORGE: Yes.
KRIS: And by using the knowledge that you CAN, that it is POSSIBLE to communicate with a future self — or your future selves; there is not just one — you can learn to pick up THEIR communications to YOU, as if you were listening in on these unconscious communication lines. Do you follow?
JORGE: Mmhmm.
KRIS: And perhaps be slightly more aware of certain decision-making processes that would be more beneficial than others that you might wish to develop more into one particular part than another. And that would also make it possible for you to understand that YOUR ability to make a decision may support information received by one of YOUR future selves. [It] does not necessarily mean that you will follow in exactly the same footsteps as the future self that sent you the information, but most likely into a new probable development of that one.
But giving you yet other relish-able and enjoyable adventures all on your own, just as your own physical body shapes — or selves — you shed the personality fragments. And these all have a vast area of probable development all on their own, continuously. There are no limitations to a personality structure as there are no limitations to the probable evolutions of each of those personality fragments and so on. That means that there is not one place, there is not one dimension, there is not one probability in ALL of the Universe where you cannot be found in one form or another. And if that does not stretch the boundaries of your imagination enough, then try and imagine yet all of the things you have not been able to imagine yet, and it will give you an inkling of what we mean. Do you follow?
JORGE: Yes. Now when we die does that mean that we gain all this knowledge? Or…
KRIS: Not necessarily. The potential exists. But you still need to grow and mature, providing additional pathways in the non-physical aspect of the brain to enable you to access more and more information. Do you follow?
JORGE: Yes.
KRIS: Eventually, when you are considered mature enough by…your…we do not wish to say “superior”…but by those who are nurturing…to take on the responsibilities to eventually become an “official” Higher Self, without pomp and fanfare. You therefore have available to you more information and still that is not all the information available. Even All That Is does not know all that it knows it knows. Do you understand that?
JORGE: Yes.
LORI: Do we as individuals create knowledge for All That Is?
KRIS: All That Is shares in the most individualistic moments of your experiences, but it does not override your personalities. In fact it knows itself through each and every one of you. Now what is the time?
LORI: Five after nine.
KRIS: Then we suggest that you each return to your wondrous selves. And that you enjoy pleasant dreams and in your dreams if you encounter yourselves, do take a moment to appreciate the wonder that you are. We do hope that what we say here encourages you to reach beyond the ordinary description you give yourselves so that you understand that you are not merely a bag of tissue that holds mostly water, some minerals, some salts, and so on. Do you follow?
LORI: Yes.
KRIS: Indeed then. Do enjoy your sweetest dreams and your greatest aspirations together, and have a pleasant week.
LORI: Thank you.
Changing your Moods
April 7, 2003
Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Mark C. Bukator
Recorded in Toronto, Canada on April 7, 2003
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.
Changing Your Moods Apr 07 2003 627pm.wav
< Six people in attendance. Serge (Joseph) is suffering from a cold and is coughing through this first segment. Kris is having a difficult time talking.>
7:35 Pm Start Time
KRIS: We are most pleased to see that some of you have braved the elements and are attempting to still bring sunshine through in your smiles.
Since earlier on you were discussing some small aspects of the afterlife, perhaps we could touch upon that as well. You were discussing the ability to generate states of mind that enabled you to literally pull yourself up from your bootstraps and this will also go along with your topic. These things are within everyone’s abilities for you all have the tools to generate or create such situations just as easily as you create the situations that you are trying to get out of, so both are under your control and your abilities. Now depending upon how you view your own resources and what you already believe concerning states of mind and the interaction that you have with the physical reality. Your own states may take sometime to be manifest.
On the one hand you have individuals who, though they may complain about all of the difficult challenges and situations that they must overcome, still find that when they do not have the dramatic situations and circumstances to overcome they literally feel as if they are not accomplishing anything all at the same time. They are not necessarily so much as the center of attention before such individuals the need to create uplifting and joyous circumstances may be more difficult since they would resist the creating of such events on their own. Then there are situations where your own emotional flux is also meant to teach you and impart some lesson where by you learn to moderate and work with issues that you may not have dealt with properly and ignoring such situations….Give Joseph a break.
First Break at 7:42 PM
Return from break at 7:45 pm
KRIS: Now the majority of people do not necessarily consider that there own deeper emotional states will really have any significant impact upon the daily events of their waking reality and what is generated at those deeper levels of the consciousness that you call the Unconscious, we will refer to as “Layer 2” of reality. They [emotions] actually generate, literally an unlimited amount of inner conditions some of which may find themselves being manifested in your terms as events, circumstances and conditions of daily waking reality. And when the conditions of waking reality appear at times to be overwhelming and over-bearing and seemingly where you drown in a manner of speaking, it may very well seem to indicate to you that you have issues at this other level that you call the Unconscious, the subconscious and that these issues need to be addressed especially if they seem to occur and re-occur from time to time in your daily reality.
You do seem to understand that there is such a thing as a re-occurring nightmare and you do understand that these pertain to situations that you may not have significantly paid attention to or addressed and these are being brought to your attention through the venue of your dreams in the form of a nightmare to truly capture your attention. And similarly re-occurring situations especially those that have a great number of similarities though the details may be different, the overall theme seems to carry with it a situation or situations that you have not properly addressed and then you should take heed and instead of very quickly donning the psychological suit of armor and taking out the psychological sword so that you can chop off and attack therefore creating opposing camps within your own psyche.
Instead of waging war with yourself and within yourself you would certainly accomplish far more and more quickly a beneficial and even enhancing results would you not fight with such inner situation but instead learn to take a witnessing approach and thus let these bottled up psychological energy find its way out of the confines of your own personality. So instead of trying to quickly cut this out at the front so that you can stomp it out or suppress it, you would do yourself a greater justice by enabling such an inner situation to quickly leave your backyard so to speak and thus you would benefit not only by allowing this inner situation to leave but you would also return far more quickly to a stance where you are able to heal and where you are able to allow the loving, innate and nurturing energies of your inner self to arise to the surface, to your assistance. Do you understand? Yes and No? (7:40)
Unknown male: Well yes but to a certain extent. I watch those psychological energies and I’ve seen them and they are total chaos but how much of that do I put up with? If I completely go into that I could engage in that level of vibrations for days if I wanted to.
KRIS: There is a difference between what we are saying and how you understand it. If you overcook your dinner and the kitchen fills with smoke or stink or both, you would naturally open the door or window to let the smoke out. You would not continue to the point where since you have now burnt your dinner, you would not take the dinner and the pan and throw it out the window and then since you used the stove, you would not continue and take the stove and throw it out the window followed by the refrigerator, the counters and the sink. Correct?
Using the burnt dinner analogy as soon as the smoke clears you can return to your regular activities. Similarly in the emotional or psychological experience instead of fighting the situation as if it is an enemy that you must control, you can early and rapidly learn that you can step back and though that you may feel its intensity you are not obliged to drown in it. You know it is occurring but you will not engage in it to the point where you are certain that it will leave your own awareness as free and unfettered energy. It only leaves apparently negative and destructive energy when it is held back or trapped by your own ego. As soon as that energy can take freedom of your personality it is ultimately free to return to its energetic state, if we use these words. Energy is energy. It is neither positive nor negative in the long run. Do you follow?
Unknown male again: So detached observation.
KRIS: Indeed and you can even enter such depths within yourself before a situation does comes to the surface. For instance in meditation or a relaxed moment you may even pre-arrange an auto suggestion signal with yourself that you are always in a state of detached observation when you feel these clouds moving in to the neighbourhood so to speak. For some people it may be as simple as having an awareness that an adverse psychological weather front is moving in. Someone else may instead want to prepare themselves differently. You may even enter such an activity in your body, perhaps a pre-arranged signal so that when you put your fingers together in this way or any other way that you are comfortable with, your own inner self will then be brought to act so that you are not tempted to lock onto this adverse inner situation and as soon as you lock your fingers into the pre-arranged formation, the suggestive state will kick in so that you can find yourself in a detached or trance-like state. Not one that brings about a stupor but one that brings about sufficient observation to acknowledge the release of the condition. Do you follow?
Unknown male: Yes and my question is ultimately we are inducing the storm clouds so is that part of the clearing process or just one of the variations of everyday life?
KRIS: You do have random variations that you still generate but you will not necessarily find yourself in a situation where every single moment of your waking time will always be filled with higher heights of joy. You may have fluctuations from time to time but overall it is possible to consciously acknowledge the release of situations that are hampering your joy. Does this make some sense to you?
The suggestion then is for you to take some moments and already set your signal so that when you feel an adverse psychological condition move into your awareness, you consciously make the decision that you are not going to fight it or hold it back but in a moment of quiet detachment you will understand the lesson, view its source and release the energy. In other words you will become passive to the situation so it can leave you. Does that make some sense to you? Do you wish to add to that?
Unknown male: How long will it take for the intensity flattens out? Every time that I think it is over, a day later or a month late, it all comes back.
KRIS: You may still periodically get what we will simply call echoes but you should definitely invest in inner resources that make you understand that ALL situations are generated by the personality and that if you can create adverse or even one or more adverse conditions, you can just as easily generate its opposite and that does not mean that you become an allegorical nitwit and it does not mean that you throw away your faculties of discernment but it does mean that you will no longer play the role of the victim by either external events and circumstance or internal events and circumstances, that you will be able to design for yourself those conditions that display your personality. Do you follow?
Unknown male: So how does that lead to congruent beliefs I mean a lot of these emotionally upsets in my experience is because there are two different aspects to my personality. One part that believes that this is how it is and another part that has another comparable belief therefore I am split…
KRIS: There is such a thing as what reality is and what you want it to be. Learn to clear up your definitions and that reality is not necessarily what you want it to be but that reality is on its own. THAT reality is also very flexible and as long as you are always practical then your goals are definitely obtainable but if you wish to start growing a pair of wings so that you can fly on your own and bypass Air Canada you may have some conflicts. You may even be charged a flying tax. .
Unknown Male: Air Canada is bankrupt.
KRIS: Well they may still charge you to fly. So you understand that there is a need to be practical and there are times that what you want may not be practical.
Unknown Male: Sure but I like to think that what I want is practical.
Another Unknown Guest: Can I ask question? Sure. What topics are we open to exploring or covering? I am not sure ..I am wondering about my individual path of growth.
Do you only cover other areas of life and well-being?
KRIS: There are perhaps just a few areas that we wish not to have discussed: The stock market and to divulge into long medical diatribe
about personal symptoms that you may or may not have. Apart from that if we cannot provide an answer we will let you know. So have you thought of a request?
Guest: I was wondering about events on a greater scale and if you have wisdom and greater introspection in that way.
KRIS: On what subject?
Guest: Well on a global sense in terms of our…
KRIS: If you look at it this way, from OUR perspective is similar to you being able to take a telescope and through the use of the telescope see objects that are normally invisible to the naked eye or are too far away to see. Our perspective is similar to your telescope. We may get glimpses and perceptions into events, circumstances and perceptions that are not immediately perceived by your consciousness simply because for the most part your present civilization does not acknowledge that there are events, conditions and circumstances beyond those of the physical events. Do you understand?
Guest: That is EXACTLY what I was leading into.
KRIS: As an example in terms of your present civilization it is as if you could go see the most well produced Shakespearian play without giving any consideration to the author of the play or to the production behind the scenes and the direction and the props, the practice, the costume and the amount of pain that the performers have taken to learn their lines and everything that went into the manufacturing of their character that will then appear on the stage.
Another example would be that if you were to paint another Mona Lisa or other great work of art and everyone was to admire it and that you suddenly felt ill and instead of bringing you some warm chicken soup and feed you they would bring the soup to your work of art and try to feed it. Do you follow? That there is an underlying reality from which your physical reality takes its birth that tends to include the acknowledgement that matter is a form of consciousness and not the other way around.
Guest: One question might be: The consciousness that you just referred to in what respect is that consciousness or in what manner does that consciousness resemble our own? The consciousness that I am projecting at you now?
KRIS: Your physical self and your present personality and the ego that is attached to that personality are attempts to reproduce, at least a portion there of, of your consciousness in three dimensional terms and interact in that way with the projections of all the other individuals in this room or in your social context. Do you follow? That source of the personality, of the ego, itself knows no boundaries and is not limited to your perceptions and may even have more trust in you than you have in it. That aspect of your being is an immortal and eternal consciousness and that consciousness has abilities that are often poorly translated into physical matter but none the less still seek expression in that medium because it is valid because it can impart deep teachings to the personality and to the ego structure as that personality continues its evolution and enlightenment. Does that make some sense to you now?
Guest: That touches upon what I was talking about to an extent but if consciousness is energy and energy I guess can take on many vibrational states from which it can then manifest into matter, what is then the essence in a sense of the energy that we are speaking of outside of our own consciousness? Do you have a clear perception on that?
KRIS: We may have a perception on it but to express it in linear syntactical terms might take some translation. Suffice it to say that that consciousness looks nothing like you. Not to say that what you look like and what you are as a physical being might be somewhat inferior. We are not implying that at all. In fact we see no such labeling. Do you understand?
Guest: Yes I understand that otherwise you wouldn’t be here.
Female Guest: Now when you say “We” , what do you mean by “We”?
KRIS: We are more than one personality just as you just as are made up of just as many personality fragments. The clinical term of personality syndrome usually refers to an individual who has lost the ability to keep all of his personality traits neatly tucked inside the lines drawn by society. Just like the children who drew with your Crayloas (crayons) in your colouring books and the adults in your environment always encouraged you to stay within the lines, do not cross the lines. That has psychological implications that reach far beyond the mere child and it is a lesson to the child that he must stay within the lines or confines created by society or “consensus reality”.
Someone with multiple personality syndrome has lost that ability and his various personality fragments are no longer cohesively tied into the whole which is very disturbing to some people because it indicates that their own personalities are also composed of many fragments. You simply have the ability to keep them all nicely polished and within the parameters. The inner self is not one singular static thing but rather a combination of many many different aspects, some of which you may call your past lives, your future selves, even probable selves and a host of other traits that may not necessarily be made aware of to your conscious mind.
When you get into the drivers seat of your car and turn the ignition on, put it in drive and you take off, you do not necessarily have to worry yourselves one iota about all of the mechanical parts that run the car, about how the rods and pistons are working and the firing of the spark plugs, of the timing of the fuel injection system with the sparks and how everything works in the automobile, then many of you would not drive. Similarly, your egos function is to maintain that cohesiveness around all the various fragments of your ego personality and give you that polished wholeness. Do you understand?
Thus your own inner self is also composed of what you call your past lives, your probable selves, future lives and a host of other aspects unknown to you and does its best to maintain the strings of information between all of these and it is still much much more than all of the combined parts put together.
Female Guest: What if you don’t believe in past lives due to your religious upbringing?
KRIS: That does not necessarily mean that they do not exist.
Female Guest: I know that but what proof do we have? If we come back in a different form and we have no recollection of whom or what we were at one time then what is the purpose?
KRIS: Actually though your civilization has amassed so called theoretical reasons why such a concept is not feasible or even information that seems to denounce such a possibility, there is also an accumulation, a body of information that far out strips the former to indicate that individuals on their own at different times and for different reasons have remembered being someone else. Many children have gone to their parents for example, especially in cultures where such are beliefs are more accepted and have told their parents that they were another man or woman in another village.
The parent has a choice of either convincing the child that this all just a figment of its imagination and if it does not straighten up it will receive a heavy dose of Ritalin OR the parent if open minded enough may pursue the information and such parents have often found that their child not only knew of a foreign city but knew of a specific family and family members with intimate details of a family member totally outside the context of his or her present family unit. He/She being able to identify parents or lovers or loved ones from a former life. Now that is often attributed to mere coincidences and nothing else but it may also indicate that there is more at play within the human consciousness than the possibility that you are born nothing more than a combination of cells and molecules and that you will live your time for 20, 30, 40, 50 to 80 years then you will die and you will be food for worms. But beyond the physical body there may be a certain spark of personality that somehow or other survives death. Do you understand?
And there are sufficient bodies of information that stretch out around through all cultures, even those that are not inclined to focus upon such beliefs and sometimes even more so to try to bring about certain chains of perspective so that those who may remember that they were someone else at another time are not quickly whisked away by the guys in white and taken to a nice padded room with room service.
So your world eventually has to deal with the possibility that its individual and collective existence does cross over the boundaries of sensory perceptions. There is something else other than the world of the senses and the very fact that you can ponder upon such unponderables may indicate that the thinking process is the results of simple neurons firing in the brain and that there is more at play here. In fact almost all the so called Holy Books in your present civilization there are still traces that indicate there was another type of knowledge at another time. Do you understand?
Female Guest: Slightly going off topic, in civilization is it true that America is the reincarnation of Atlantis?
KRIS: There are certain cultures that may echo or carry certain resonance but an entire culture is HIGHLY unlikely as a whole. Do you follow? Though the Atlantians may have had the very specific challenges to work through and the Americans may have similar challenges does not necessarily provide the grounds for such deep associations.
What is the time? 8:30 Pm. If you don’t mind we would like to give Joseph a break and may you also take a break and so that you may move around.
Break Start 8:30 PM
Session Resumes 8:55 PM
KRIS: Now that you have all talked almost as much as we do, we do wish you all to understand that regardless of any appearances you always have a certain level of choice in your existence. You are never EVER trapped by the devices of your own grace regardless of events and circumstances and appearances. You always have the ability to make a choice, to decide what you want and where you wish to go with your choices. That particular statement should be taken to heart because it may prove helpful to you when you next think that you are in a situation where it seems to be not of your own doing or choice, that seems to command you to act in a certain way and that you may understand that you do have the ability and the power to change any event or condition that you do not have apparent control of.
Now this does not mean that if you are five foot two you can expect to be six foot two by tomorrow morning but it does mean that you can change the feelings that you generate about yourself and thus your personal experience of reality will be different. And that is one of the most important lessons that you are here in physical reality, in your body and with your body, are here to learn. Where ultimately everything revolves around your ability to love and respect yourselves, thus not commit violations against your own innate loving nature and that is your prime interest in this lifetime. How you manifest that, in what ways is up to you. That means that you are not victims of events, circumstances or conditions and that is one of the most difficult lessons to firmly anchor in your own being.
We then thank you for your most gracious and blessed natures and we hope that you will be as thankful for your own graceful, loving and blessed selves and may you have a most wonderful sleep and a great week.
Session Ends 9 PM
