4 – July 30, 1990 in Ottawa, Canada

July 30, 1990

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Louise Gervais
Kris Group Session: July 30, 1990
Recorded in Ottawa, Canada on July 30, 1990
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

KRIS: Indeed a most pleasant and quiet evening (in a whispering tone).

“Good evening Kris.”

Do not let your lesser number mean that the evening might be less productive. You were earlier talking about dolphins, and the topic can be discussed again.

Dolphins resemble man, so man thinks, because man needs to find a relationship within the natural world, and with himself. For far too long has mankind projected its self-image onto the manufacturing of gods and deities, and man has done this to such an extent that he has isolated his relationship with those gods to the degree that he can no longer relate to the god-images he created! His gods are divorced from human compassion, or nearly so; able to destroy civilizations at whim, all in the guise of some heavenly, fatherly or patriarchal love.

Now of course there is more involved here, but man is searching for likely relationships within the natural physical world, and he is responding to fellow creatures that seem to resemble him in intellectual areas. This is difficult, since man considers himself the glorious crown of evolution, the perfect product of the universe. Fortunately, this is not the case. For centuries man has considered all other life forms as either an abject slave to his will, or as needing domination by him.

Now, to consider one of those as having an intelligence equal to his own is difficult for him to accept. Man figures that in order for another creature to be on a par with him, it must meet certain criteria, specifically in the order of the reasoning intellect. Yet in setting up this criteria man is defeating his own purpose in establishing meaningful relationships with other life forms that have their own free will and sense of purpose. They have their own definitions for the consciousness they exhibit. Certain men finds it difficult to accept that even other members of his own race can be as intelligent, because his definitions of intelligence limit him and prevent him from exploring true fellowship with other forms of life.

Cetaceans have perceptions that man does not have because he is afraid of himself. It is a much better thing that nature and its creatures have never studied your books or gone to your universities and find out all about what is wrong with them. Your world would be in a much bigger mess than it is now. It is enough that man is in this predicament. Man can find out what other creatures do and think, how they use their imagination (for they have imagination). Imagination is not unique to Man. And more importantly, how the animals view themselves and their relationship with nature.

An animal does not even consider the possibility that he does not belong to the natural order of things. Such thoughts would not even enter their minds because they know they are a valid expression of nature. Mankind is the only form of life that has separated itself to the degree where he finds it difficult to return to this natural order. Because of this so called objectivity, he now finds it difficult to recapture his equivalent of instinct, or instinctive behavior, thinking ‘instinct’ to be something animalistic, less evolved and to be shunned!

Instead, at almost every step of the way, man questions his intent. He questions his meaning in life and the meaning of Life. He has been taught that there is risk involved in respecting the authority of the self, his own self. He has come to believe that external perception is the only admissible authority and anything to the contrary is to be feared; even his own inner perceptions, which must then be questioned.

Thinking in this way, he then sets up defenses against the sell and his very selfhood. He sets up defenses against messages that come from the self.

Animals do not have these barriers and these fears. They are totally themselves. They express themselves without questioning or second guessing, and not because they must obviously be inferior creatures, without a reasoning mind. They simply have another kind of reasoning mind which functions on another order. Their reasoning mind functions at the same order as your dreaming mind, which to you appears chaotic, disharmonious, without much sense; because it comes from the sea.

Since you cannot trust the self, you hide its meaning from yourselves. You cast it in a difficult role, often in terms of the dreaming mind, pretending you cannot read or understand its language; yet it speaks so clearly. Animals have their own dream selves, and it would not hurt mankind to ask: “How does another creature perceive the physical world? What kind of perception is involved?”

Obviously other life forms see the world differently, not because they have different types of cones and rods in their eyes, but because their emotional relationship with the world is of a different order. This gives them perceptions that man does not have and they complete what man is. And in return, man completes what the creatures are with his specialized reasoning mind, and they with their own type of reasoning mind.

It goes without saying that other forms of life, with theft own reasoning mind, also have their equivalent of dreams, their equivalent of daydreaming and their equivalent of joy and imagination. Theft experiences of joy are often far richer than man’s experience of joy, because they do not have to feel guilty before, during, and after they enjoy themselves and life for the sheer exuberant abandon they feel in any given delightful moment.

Do dolphins dream of greener oceans? Do they dream of seas filled with plankton and small fish? Indeed, in their own way they do. But your interpretation of what they might dream is not necessarily what they might dream. They have their own social order; and they are not the only animal species in the classification of mammals that have social organization. They have their own feelings for family units. They have their own sense of government, though they aren’t as foolish as to set up committees to study their governments or other committees. They respond instinctively to the rhythms of life within the context of nature.

They are aware, (most other life forms included), of precipitation, atmospheric conditions, and geological activities such as earthquakes or other natural events; storms and tidal waves and so on. They are perfectly attuned to their environment, of that there is no doubt, but mankind has not yet understood because he does not understand his own true self. Man does not understand that it is natural for him to live and enjoy life as it is for most other life forms when they live and enjoy their lives.

Man fears the joyous exaltation of life and puts dampers on it. When man finally understands his natural relation-ship with life, he would no longer feel his obsessive need to analyze life to death. He will know what life is like only by living it!

You cannot study life under a microscope or with a scalpel, or in a laboratory or a rat-maze, nor can you study life by pretending to observe it in others. Consciousness cannot be understood by taking another person’s experiences by default.

The animals know this. Dolphins do not invent gods, nor keep pets. They do not invent gods that would in turn chastise them or wipe them out, if such is this god’s fancy. They have no need to project out of themselves that which they fear. There are no dolphin demons either. There are no dimensions taken care of by dolphin guardians, through which the dolphin consciousness must travel and seek entrance, because they have a natural sense of their place in the universe. They instinctively sense that the universe has its place within them and they within it.

That is man’s present dilemma: “Where is my place in the universe? Why has the universe forsaken me?”

It has not. But as long as you think and believe it, you must respond to the universe in accordance with what you believe. This is man’s greatest undoing at present, as you can see in many areas.

Fortunately there are others; other individuals and small groups here and there who voice opinions and who let man reflect upon his relationship with life. Man likes to think of himself as the crowning glory of evolution, the one who is fit to survive while others have no such arsenal. Because of this mental situation, man is no longer able to look towards his brethren, the animals, and seek counsel from them, because he spurns them as something debased, from which he may have had his origins at one time.

This will pass, as long as there are individuals who are able to ask the questions. Though you think you ask a question for yourself, you also ask it for all humanity, all of your all of your brothers and sisters. You enrich the banks of knowledge that comprise the so-called collective unconscious. The collective unconscious is out there, projected for you to see; but there are banks of knowledge that are invisible to your eyes, that do not make a sound for your ears to hear, that do not move as you understand the meaning of the word.

When you think of a conflict or situation and sleep on it, and then in a most surprising fashion the conflict is resolved, you call it intuition or insight, sometimes inspiration. Yet you do not perceive how your consciousness exists, nor how you exist in more than one dimension at once. You are more than the selves you think you are. You do not as yet sense where your thoughts go. You also do not sense what you do now.

There is so much activity, even when you think you are being your laziest, even when you think you are asleep, even when you leave your bodies behind and die to this world. You do not perceive the activity at the cellular level, as the atoms and the molecules and their counterparts shed the images you have left behind and travel in their own ways; the atoms and molecules mixing and re-inventing themselves in the fabric of time and space as you know it, and once again, participate in the making of other forms, or become other events.

There is always activity, even when you think something is solid and therefore inert, or so you think. You do not realize it, but you are perceived! The atoms and molecules that compose even the activities, the events, the apparent solid forms; they have consciousness, and in their way, they perceive you.

There are memories in you, in your consciousness, that also provide impetus and perception for actions at those other levels. There are memories you attach to your present life. There are memories that are significant at other levels of awareness, in terms of other lives, that give you a certain base of knowledge you use in order to learn how to see, how to heat, how to think. If you look back at your own childhood, you will see that you cannot remember how or even when you learned to think, and use all your other senses.

Look in your own minds and try to recognize this inherent base of knowledge. At deeper levels of your own consciousness you used the foundations of your abilities to think, to see, to hear etc., to build a physical body based upon data found in genetic structures. You can also sense within you far greater dimensions of life than you admit. Not many individuals are given to such thoughts, for after all, thinking is such a natural thing that you don’t give it a second thought! How you organize your thoughts is another matter; but the thinking process is inherent from before your present birth.

Now we will give you a break, so you can ponder those thoughts, and we will return. In the meantime, you are encouraged to think about thinking.

(During break, discussions centered on speculations, as to whether man really is the crown jewel of creation.)

KRIS: You only think you are. But you are not.

Earlier on you noted that we said (or so you thought) dolphins do not visit other dimensions with their kind of consciousnesses. What we said is they have no need to build various degrees of gods and various levels for those gods to dwell. They have no such need. They dispense with this type of occult nonsense because they know, without doubt, that the world within which they have their being is an expression of All-That-Is, or god. They are in god. But man needed to create gods that reflect his own image in order to justify himself as the epitome of evolution. “See the gods. We look like the gods, therefore we are the cream of the crop.” Such gross misconceptions are highly egotistical!

Man does not understand that he is as much in god, or All-That-Is. All-That-Is is in all forms. The shoes that you wear are composed of atoms and molecules. The feet that go into the shoes are also made up of atoms and molecules that in their turn form cells. The air that you breathe is filled with atoms and molecules, and All-That-Is is in each and every atom and molecule. You breathe and live All-That-Is. You are as much a pan of All-That-Is as you can ever hope to be.

You do not need to do penance. You do not need to purity the soul, since you are already pure. There is no need to do penance to gods and lords and masters of different levels and other dimensional hierarchies. You already are in All-That-Is. In other words, the universe has taken the time to express itself as you. How much closer to All-That-Is can you hope to get?

“It‘s just that we don’t know!”

You have been sold a bad bill of goods. You have bought the idea that you have committed great sins, and now YOU believe in your flaws; some even committed by your ancestors, and that you must be punished; that you are a marked and flawed species. Fortunately, there are other forms of life in the universe that compensate for this ignorance.

The stars are also composed of atoms and molecules. The same atoms and molecules, by the way, which compose your bodies. And when you look at the stars, you look, from the brain’s point of view at the mind. You look at the infinite from the finite. You look at the immortal and eternal, from the temporal, mortal point of view.

When you look into space you look into yourselves, and at times you become convinced there is nothing to be found in either direction, because you do not know what to look for. You have not used your own inner senses, at a conscious level. You are filled with capacities that you do not use, and therefore you think they do not exist. The stars look upon the world and they see the potentials that you carry within yourselves. They see these potentials shout for their liberation, and they also see that you do not hear.

The stars are those beings that have listened to their own potentials and express the same glories you seek. They represent aspirations of consciousness that lie dormant within you. You think they are but certain clouds, in some cases large clouds of gases and vapors, all chaotically scrambling, disordered, giving off light. What you do not know is that they are forms of consciousness that you do not yet know how to interpret.

You also do not know how to interpret your own forms of energy, your forms of consciousness. You appear often as stars in other dimensions when you travel out-of-body for example. You might find it amusing to think that the cells in your toes, in their fashion, when they become aware of your brains, that they might also perceive your brain as some star in a far off galaxy.

When you talk, and when you move you do not see that you stir some galaxies and perhaps create others, because you are convinced that your flesh is here for but a time, and when that time comes to an end, so do you come to an end.

You pay little attention to the times when you leave your physical bodies to travel and explore other aspects of your own nature. When you enter a dream, you find it marvelous and bewildering, especially so because you do not see the beginning of the dream. You walk into a dream that is already in progress and you do not see that the dream has been with you for some time.

When you enter the world, as all men do, at first you think the world started with you; that at your birth the world came into being. You take it for granted from your parents that the world must have had some past history. And from that past history you surmise that at some point there will be a future history, but you do not think too far ahead, lest you encounter thoughts of your own death.

Dreams are always in progress as you enter them. On other levels you are aware of this and just as you intuit foreknowledge of upcoming daily events from within your dreams, so can you intuit foreknowledge of upcoming dream events from the awake state. That is a very loaded statement!

No one yet has taken the opportunity to investigate premonitions of their own dreams; about their own upcoming dreams. Such an investigation would greatly enrich the bonds of consciousness, and bring you closer to events at other levels of reality. The cells of your body are aware-ized All-That-Is, and All-That-Is is found in the forms and the events also at dream levels, To All-That-Is these dream-realities are as concrete as the one you embrace.

You have a question?

“Are you suggesting that using intuitions, we have in the normal waking conscious state…”

You can perceive upcoming dream events.

Indeed. As you can perceive upcoming physical events from the dream state, you can perceive upcoming dream events from the conscious state; dreams you will dream in some nights from now.

“Any suggestions on how to approach that?”

First, become familiar with impulses, and learn to pay attention to your thoughts. Then you will be able to perceive strange, apparently random thoughts that do not fit in with the thoughts you have been holding at that moment.

For example, if you are concentrating on repairing a bicycle, and whilst you are doing so you start getting strong impulses to call a friend and invite him over, whilst you knew previously this was not what you had intended to do; you might perceive the fashion in which future events let themselves be known to you at the conscious level. You might initially dismiss the thoughts of calling your friend, perhaps only to find out in an hour’s time that your friend is at your doorstep.

You would not recognize it as such an event, but with time you will pick up the feeling qualities for it, knowing that this is an intuitive signal giving you foreknowledge of an upcoming event. You can begin to separate foreknowledge of physical from dream events. But you will need to verify your dreams, to write them down, in order to discern which corner of your consciousness these signals are coming from. Do you understand?

“Yes.”

That is a beginning. Being open to such possibilities is in itself a major step, specifically when you accept them as pan of your natural mental environment. Then these thoughts are no longer so readily dismissed or censored, perhaps even before you become aware of them. You will feel safe enough in your universe to allow them to appear in your mind. Now then, we will give you a brief break, and you can continue your discussion.

- Break -

When you predict the future, you do it from the level of the reasoning mind, and you usually encounter difficulties because the rambunctious, spontaneous order of life has no sense for ‘reason’ as you understand the term. It has its own order, and it will not be hampered by your reason. It is unreasonable in that way. However, there is a difference in allowing messages from other corners of your reality to come through to you. You are not as much predicting the future as you are accepting signals from future possibilities. Do you understand?

“Somewhat.”

Normally the future is not confined to a set of rules. However this is not the case when you predict. Most often predictions are based almost solely upon the faculties of the reasoning mind, and the reasoning mind likes to have a certain set of sequences and order all its own because that is all you have given it. The future is not ordered that rigidly; it is more flexible and plastic. It comes and goes of its own joy. Predicting the future is based upon the reasoning mind’s own foundations, and that is that there is an order to past, present, and future. You do not allow the frill reasoning mind’s innate flexibility to be naturally demonstrated.

You force the reasoning mind often to deny the source of its own being. It must eventually know that it is not the source of its own being, and if allowed, it will seek this source. That is the way the reasoning mind eventually awakens, and becomes strengthened by the bonds ft recognizes as its source, which are the intuitions and the emotions. By itself, the reasoning mind becomes unreasonable and unbearable, and the same goes for the emotions. By themselves the emotions and imagination, (they are intimately linked); the emotions become dulled and the imagination unimaginative.

Reason and imagination need each other. They appear as separate in your reality only because you have separated them. When you reunite them, whether you call it the emotions and the intellect, or the reasoning mind and the imagination, when they are reunited, functioning naturally, then you avail yourself of a far greater sense of security and personal power; personal empowerment to direct the flow of your life and destiny.

You are longer at the mercy of events. You can choose the events you want in your life. When you accept that you are more than what you thought, then the self recognizes that you are a good student. You no longer need to feel separate and threatened by the dimensions within your being.

You no longer need to set up inner defenses against those dark and foreboding forces that you think reside within you. With these barriers removed, you no longer need to bind yourself so strongly to one version of time.

You can be more flexible and expand your consciousness, allowing signals both from the past and the future to come and enlarge the present moment. Each new thought you hold allows you to change your moment. When you study thought, you are in reality only left with the thought of a thought, so to speak, because it is no longer original.

When your mind is open and aware, your dreams and future physical events attain such elasticity that your present moment becomes the point of reference for all events. When you are aware of thoughts that are out of the field of your moment, you open psychic or psychological doorways to other sections of your being; you pick up signals, communications that exist at other levels of reality.

Other aspects of your being communicate, whether through dreams or otherwise. You pick up this information sent from one self to another, or even another grouping of selves – and we are only using the terms because you can relate to them. You capture these communications in interpret them in the light of your present knowledge. In paying more attention you can enjoy a more spontaneous nature. You become less afraid of whom you are, knowing you are always supported. In times of stress you can receive the relaxation and the comfort you need, because you open yourself to signals from other portions of you reality. Do you understand?

“I’m relating to it in my own way.”

We would not have you do it in any other way.

“Remember we discussed about how I was having trouble with the Now? You (Kris) were saying that the now deals with everything at once, so that even when I’m in my hardware store and I’ve got to think of something in the future, that’s the now. I have to order new parts and I’m thinking of the future, but I’m dealing with it in the now.”

You’re doing it in the present.

“I’m dealing with it in the present. When that person needs that particular faucet that I ordered, it’s in the present time again.”

It is always the present.

“I have just come to an understanding of that.”

Because of certain neurological pathways, you perceive time in just this one fashion, but in reality there are no such divisions. In order for you to understand certain aspects of your lives, your species has divided the moments into past, present, and future. To the mind, there are no such divisions. You always find your personal power in the present, and you also find yourself where events intersect with one another in ways you do not yet understand. You can catch previews of upcoming futures.

If you pay attention, then you can act accordingly; following impulses, redefining and enlarging the boundaries of your imagination. After all, if you wish to experience and investigate consciousness, you can only properly do it from your private perspective; by exploring your own conscious-ness. Otherwise, like the scientists, you pretend to explore consciousness. You pretend, as the scientists, to explore life, while all you are doing is exploring the by-products of life, or the by-products of consciousness. In order to enjoy the journey to your heart’s content, you must make it yourself. You can read about someone else’s journeys, as a reference point, but it will serve you little to become an armchair traveler.

Now we will give you a little break.

(During break there was a discussion about perceiving other people and things encountered in everyday left as symbols.)

They are symbols, but they are living symbols. All forms are living symbols, whether animate or inanimate. Inanimate objects are only inanimate according to your definitions. You do not see the atoms and molecules of this couch and how they vibrate to give you the appearance of a piece of furniture, and yet each such atom and molecule is a vibrant expression of the forces of life and they have a consciousness all their own, just as you have. And in the deepest sense, all the energy that composes this piece of furniture is All-That-Is. The air you breathe, the thoughts you think they are all pan of that Larger Reality.

Now you (to Mike) organize your life around meanings you give to others and to things. That is not so bad in itself, but in a way you use this in order to keep yourself from experiencing your own meaning.

You have meaning, which sometimes you fear; because you think you don’t fit in with the established picture of the world. That is the area you need to explore, for your own good, for your own enrichment. It is often easier for you to find meaning in events that surround you than to experience the event of your own being. You are an event, otherwise All-That-Is would not have taken the time to become you. As an event, you impress the universe, and you give it meaning.

You give life meaning. That is more meaningful than to wonder about the meaning of others in your life.

Because you are, the universe is. You give It special meaning. What would the universe be without you? It would still be itself, but you would not be as fulfilled. Ask yourself the same question. You need not answer us, but explore the meaning of your own being. There is meaning to your own existence, but it is often hidden by the meaning you give to others. Their lives are meaningful because your life is meaningful!

Explore those dimensions. Your being will not disappear. You will still be ‘together’, and that is something you understand. You will still be you, and the world will not be so abstract a place, but it will have its own rambunctious cohesiveness, its own exuberance. And those moments will have meaning for you, because life is meaningful! Do you understand?

“I think so.”

We know you do. Do not try to find special meaning in those words.

Now we hope that we have been able to titillate your thinking and stimulate the fabric of the soul, so that you can go home and think in which moment you have your being, and which moment is meaningful for you.

With that, we leave you in the meaningful present, sending you on your own journeys of discoveries. Thus we bid you a fond evening, and do enjoy your selves and theft meaningful, blessed moments.

3 – July 23, 1990 in Ottawa, Canada

July 23, 1990

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Louise Gervais
Kris Group Session: July 23, 1990
Recorded in Ottawa, Canada on July 23, 1990
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

KRIS: What is strange appears strange to the strange!

(To Kevin) We hope that you are comfortable in the corner chair. We are quite playful and if we dare we will even be jovial. Therefore welcome, (to Peggy).

You are here on a small quest, a quest that leads you to seek some answers to your life’s dilemmas, even if only out of curiosity, to see If the waters of the unknowns, so to speak, will not sweep you away. You are testing the waters of consciousness in that respect. And as you dip your toes in the waters of these adventures, you find out that your toes remain intact, and that you are not immediately swallowed up by some deep and dark abyss. Therefore you consider that safe.

Then as you progress and mature, you go into these waters a little more, finding that not only is it safe, but it may even be pleasurable, where your being can stand on solid bottom, be surrounded by the current of life as it sweeps through you. If you become more adventurous, then you may decide to take a brief dip. A swim in the waters of life, where you safely up to the surface and discover, to your pleasure, that the world has not changed considerably. Instead you have made some changes in yourselves so that you can leave the waters of life in that respect, knowing where to find it whenever you need it, in order to return when you have needs. That is the way it is organized in linear minds, in a mind that conceives of events as having a past and a present and an as of yet un-conceived of future.

What you do not realize is that these waters of life; that life itself surrounds you whether you think you are in it or not. It enables you to be the selves that you are now. It allows you to know yourself as you are now, and it allows you to enjoy the events you create for yourselves, whether those events have so called negative or positive foundation in your terms. Life will always be, life will always surround you and live itself through you, whether you conceive of an event as being negative or positive; whether you are in a physical body or not. You will still be filled with life, because life is a grand and majestic sweeping power of vitality, and this vitality is the stuff of the universe, living and knowing itself through you.

When you think, “I am myself”, you allow the universe to know itself through you. Now that is a loaded statement, and you still need to unravel it in your minds and in your intuitions, but we have said it so that you can think and not only intellectually say nice words, well put together, good expression, somewhat evocative.

You can actually allow yourself to experience it, to know it with certainty in the heart of your being. It becomes a knowing, an experience that can only be lived through and as the person you are. You will always have the security of knowing you are safely couched in a universe that cares for you; that cares enough to know itself through you. This is something you can think upon for a long time and still, in ages to come, you can draw new experiences from this knowledge. The self that you are, this self knows not whether you are old or young.

It knows only that it is alive. This is what you have faith in this aliveness within you. If you had not had faith in this aliveness, you would not have bothered to grow the bodies you have, and to entertain the possibilities for the futures as within your mental reaches.

You see Kevin, though we are philosophical in nature, our philosophies do not bite. Now we give you a few moments to yourselves, allowing you to think and to muddle, to mix the waters of life with the mud of your bodies. And we say this in most gracious and respectful terms. We know your bodies are not mud, but you are made up of the same stuff!

Now hear carefully. Whether you believe you have had other lives, in the past or otherwise, it is always important to know that because you are here now, in this moment, your consciousness will automatically, seek out and actually create the past as you think of it. The past is not something that has occurred and it is finite, but it is a series of events that are as open ended and as streaked with potential as your present moment.

Right now you could decide to get up and get a glass of water, or you could change your mind and go to the wash-room, or you could also change your mind and go on the balcony, or you could change your mind and go out the door, or even make a phone call. You have all of these potential actions that could take place at any moment.

There are other actions that need other potential con-texts within which to operate. Consciousness always knows itself and since the boundaries of time and space do not bind it to a strictly defined set of particulars, the psyche creates other lives, some of which you call past lives. Portions of your consciousness, portions of that awareness you have when you say, “I am myself”, these follow through and ride your consciousness and explore different historical context. These other aspects of your consciousness then take on the roles that you label ‘past lives’.

It is at times difficult to explain these things with your words because you are accustomed almost exclusively to linear terms; meaning there must be a past, there must be a present, and somewhere there is a future that is unknown. You can at least grasp the idea that as you can visit a foreign country, and be in a foreign city, and eat in foreign restaurant, all at the same time as you are yourself; your consciousness is in other times and places, simultaneously experimenting with other events.

Many people do not investigate future lives as much as they express deep curiosity about the past because they would be faced with the knowledge of their mortality and their death. And since as a race death is a taboo, you rather try to avoid it entirely, thinking it is a terrible end to all of what you are. You will be surprised to discover that once you leave your physical bodies, you are still very much alive!

The process of death is as powerful and promising as the process of birth and it is still part of life. You restrict life and many other experiences and values in puny concepts and theories that do not match the experiences you gather out of life. When your private experience of an event seems to flow over the acceptable boundaries, then you often trim them off; like excess pie dough, because it does not all fit in the pie tray

Your experience of Life is limited only by your beliefs about Life and about Yourselves! Had you beliefs that permitted it, and if you permitted yourselves to experience more of life, then you would not fear life as much. You would not fear getting hurt or even annihilated by some of your emotions, never minding the emotions of others, because you would be secure in the knowledge that you are Children of the Universe.

You are not merely the product of your ancestors as much as you are also the product of your descendants. You are not only the result of your past, and you are not only the result of past lives, but you are more so the result of what you think about yourselves, and what you unconsciously perceive about your futures. We say this in the plural because of the enormous potentials that boil beneath the surface of your awareness, literally propelling you through realities.

Your life and its energies are constant cascading possibilities in and around you, but you are not accustomed to feeling it. You do not feel or sense or even hear the atoms and the molecules as they swirl and dance, not only within you but all around you, preparing your next moment.

You do not hear the organs within your body as they go about their “organly” duties. You do not hear the thoughts that travel from synapse to synapse, as they are interpreted by the neurons in your brain and along your nervous system. You do not feel the blood coursing through your veins, and you do not pay attention.

We are here only to remind you of some of those things so that you can think of them and marvel at the wondrous creation that you are. We ask no one to take what we say for granted. Instead, verify with your experience so that you know that you exist, with a direct knowing, and that your lives have validity.

When you do not experience this validity in one form or another then you wonder how you fit in the great scheme of the universe. You question the value of your life, and you find it difficult to perceive the answers when they come to you, when they rise from the great depth of knowledge that allows you to know, that allows you to be!

Knowledge in those terms is not necessarily intellectual knowledge as you think of it. It is the same knowing that reassures the tree that it stands upon firm ground. It is the same knowing that reassures the bird when it leaps off a branch that it will be supported. It is the same knowing that couched your present existence when you rejoiced in the moments of your birth. It is the same knowing.

When you come here and sit down, pretending you are sponges, soaking up as much as possible, you neglect yourselves. Your minds are filled with questions, as much as the fields are filled with daisies. Instead, you can ask, discuss, have fun with your questioning. What did you think of the events during your week? Did you watch the news? What kind of news did you watch? What did you discuss with your fellow human beings? What ideas sprang into your mind? What did some of your friends or parents say that caused you to think? These are the kind of things you can bring here. They will surely lead to interesting insights.

You understand time in only one way. However, the particles that compose time, they have a different experience. You are presently unique. There has never been another individual like you, and there never will be. You will create other personalities out of the contents of your mind, your heart, and various experiences. As far as you are concerned though, there are no other expressions that can be given quite like you. What you call ‘other lives’ express different characteristics and different contexts, through different events, many of which you would not be able to relate to, and some that you might.

Know this; what allows you to be so unique is the knowledge that your whole being knows that as much as you are here in this NOW, this Force, this ‘living knowing’ lives and experiences itself through you and as you. It becomes the very essence of your being. It looks at and loves its creations in as many forms as possible through and with your eyes and as the person you are.

The universe knows and experiences itself as a mouse in a field, and it simultaneously experiences itself as the field, and as the continent within which rests the field, as much as the planet upon which rests the continent, as much as the solar system and the galaxy within which this planet, this continent, this field, and this mouse are found!

Through all of this grandeur, the universe knows itself through you. Never are any of you forgotten. The universe knows itself, and it remembers. It remembers you and it remembers all of your selves, whether past or future. It remembers the future and will invent the past. You see it as past, present and future events, but underneath that concept of experience is a greater force; the knowledge and validity within.

Mozart for example was a deeply intuitive man, and even though it was considered genius beyond compare for him to produce copy perfect music the first time around, they do not – neither did he, for that matter – understand the processes involved. You see, your whole world is filled with sound. The human ear has a rather limited range. Above and below a certain level, the eardrum will not vibrate.

Other creatures on your planet hear sounds you do not. You are familiar with silent dog whistles. You cannot hear them, but dogs can. There are other sounds you do not hear. For instance, you do not hear the sound of blood rushing through your veins. Yet, were you able to attune your ear to it, it would be a deafening roar, more so than our tiny voice. You do not hear the sounds made by the organs in your body as they process foodstuffs, eliminate residue and flush hormones into your body. You do not hear the reverberations in your bones when you walk. You do not hear the electrical and neurological explosions when you have an orgasm. You do not hear the sounds of your thoughts, yet great energy is used to create thoughts and images in your mind.

The images in your mind are also composed of a specific type of particle or perhaps pre-matter, and at that level these particles are as real as the matter that composes the objects in this room. But you are unaccustomed to treat your thoughts in that light, (and light also carries a specific range of sounds). Because you are unaccustomed, you do not pay attention.

There are sounds all around you that go unheard by the human ear and heart – the sound of a tree growing, the sound of a bird flying through the air. These are sounds, though, that you can imagine, and you will feel them in your mind. There are other sounds that reach far beyond it, and without great discipline you would not even conceive of them or their nature.

Those are the sounds of thoughts as they leave your mind and propel themselves through time and space, to become real objects in your sense of the word. The sounds made by the solar winds go unheard, and yet they sing glorious symphonies. The sounds of plants and trees growing towards the sun; these are some of the sounds that Mozart was able to intuitively grasp and translate with the musical scales known to him. He was very much a pan of the music he created, for when he heard the sounds, they came as the sounds of his soul singing to him of glorious deeds known only to the gods. The harmonious and beautiful qualities of Mozart have never left your world. They still inspire and ring true today.

It was some time after his death that he recognized the source or sources of these sounds, this musk he created. At a time when he was inspired, he could only sense of divine quality, an atmosphere of divine breath in the music his soul caught, and he was able to translate. There were a few others of like capacity before him, and a few after. But there are never too many, and their numbers are also kept at a minimum so that the human ear can experience itself in its own time. In listening to almost any piece of Mozart’s, you can tune into the source behind what you feel as the music uplifts you, and in doing so you can again grasp the inherent divine qualities behind the notes.

The tones of our voice have a specific effect when they hit the cells and the atoms of your bodies or the bodies of others. The sounds also have an effect on your environment. They create waves of energy that propel your emotions and your beliefs and help you solidify what is within your mind into an objectified type of situation. You give different sound qualities to your thoughts in this way. Sounds have also been used throughout time in a different capacity.

The pyramids for instance were assembled through the use of specific sound vibrations. Much in the same way modern medicine can send highly concentrated sound waves at a kidney to help break apart kidney stones into particles small enough so they can be washed out of the system, though used differently and in a much more sophisticated way. Your scientists will eventually find other uses for this type of sound technology.

So far they have only used it to break apart small objects like kidney stones. They will eventually find other uses, which will help them almost seamlessly put together broken bones for accelerated healing. This will be greatly appreciated, when you consider the pain of arthritis and rheumatism from broken bones in the older generations.

Your universe is filled with sound. Your eardrums make a certain sound when they vibrate, though you do not hear it. Interesting, the many qualities of sound. You do not hear a fish breathe yet it makes a certain type of sound. The same with plants; you do not hear when their digestive principles are active, and they transform chemicals through photosynthesis. You do not hear the rush of chlorophyll as it gives color, and digests sugars. Yet these sounds exist, but you do not hear them.

“May I ask you a question then about sound?”

Indeed.

“Physics today would understand sound as being pressure waves in matter or in the atmosphere, but some type of matter.”

Then how do they explain the sound made by your thoughts? And they know such a principle is possible, but they cannot explain it yet, so they do not consider it.

“You use a much broader definition of sound as a type of matter.”

In other universes or dimensions, you can see sound. In others yet, you can hear colors because each particle that composes the matter that you are all made of and that everything is made of has its own unique sound range, its own specific tone.

“Can a dolphin see sound?”

Dolphins can hear emotions as a specific range of sound values, and they respond to it. You don’t hear your emotions in this way, but they do, they can perceive it in that way. They are attracted to it. That is why when they make a sound in return; it reverberates deep in your own emotional nature. They are communicating with humankind at that level, but because man fears his emotions, he will not be able to communicate with them.

“Do all animals have different perceptions?”

Indeed. We will not get into each one’s perceptions here. But they have as much as humankind has its unique perception. And fl is not the only or the best perception.

Bees can see colors your eyes cannot see. You can see things the bees do not see either. Each of these things seems mysterious, but they are not. They only seem mysterious because you have not paid attention to them before. And in reminding you of these things, perhaps when you pass by a rose, you will take the time to smell it. Does that answer your question?

“Yeah, but I have another one. Presumably then, in these cases historically of dolphins helping people, then they’d probably be responding to the emotions of people in distress.”

They hear them. Therefore, if you wish to learn to communicate with a dolphin, first of all be secure in your self and send that emotion and you will get emotions in return, much like an exchange between sonar stations, except instead of blips you will be sending and receiving emotions.

“Is that a good general principle to work from with all animals?”

With most that you will encounter. There are sounds within you that also express the individual you are, and you do not hear them. And they are much louder than any of the sounds we make. But it does not appear because your ear is not attuned to it. It goes into the nature of your emotions. You can call it a feeling tone. It has a specific quality that you can bathe in, so to speak. You can also use to ride and gather this energy and apply it when you need it. These are feeling tones, unique to each individual, yet you share them telepathically. The cells of your body hear the feeling tones of others, and vice versa. Your cells are not unthinking things. Your cells have awareness and conscious-ness. Your cells, the cells that compose your flesh, they have their own form of imagination. They are much more than they seem.

You can turn your thoughts inward, direct the focus of your awareness in your being, towards your inner environment; and seek out with your inner ear, seek out that feeling tone. Once you find it, you can let it swell up within you and you need not fear that a tidal wave will wash you away. Instead, it will reinforce and reaffirm the validity or your being.

This validity cannot be found outside. Those that have sought it from the outside have ended still lost, thinking it is perhaps in the next city or with the next gum or in the other next book they will read. It is not there. It is in you. When you have a moment during your week, seek inside, turn your hearing within in that sense, and feel for this tone within you, which will reinforce all of what you are. Now we will give you a real break.

-Break time-

Now there is no need to feel lowly.

“Well, l am pretty short.”

Height notwithstanding, what you sense is what is already within you. Now what we say to you is nothing you have never heard before. In certain terms, yes, your physical ears may not have heard this or that. But what we say to you has been said to you since the dawn of time, and it is still being said.

When you wonder what the wind is softly whispering to the leaves, when you wonder what the squirrels are chatting about, when you wonder whom those strangers in your dreams are and what kind of conversations you have had during the night; these things you have all heard before, but you are flesh and bones, and in order to concentrate upon the matters of the flesh and bones, you put some of that great knowledge aside and you pay attention to what information your physical senses are giving you.

Then, because you have been told from your parents and your parents’ parents and the parents of those parents that only what your eyes see and your can hear can be considered factual, then you neglect other knowledge you have, thinking that since it does not come from the physical senses it cannot be trustworthy.

You only think like that when you do not trust the joyous exuberance of your flesh. The more you trust the body you are, the better you will understand yourselves and your position and the conditions of your existence in the universe. You each choose a physical body of flesh for your own reasons, each one of you.

You create your bodies of flesh because it is an excellent medium through which you discover how thoughts or invisible energy becomes visible. You learn about your beliefs, for your beliefs are the motivational force behind your actions and your experiences.

What you consciously perceive of your beliefs is a small portion of a field of awareness that extends beyond the boundaries of your present imagination. Just as we told you that the cells of your body have imagination in their own rights and they collectively think of you, you think of an image and you bring the particles of matter together so they form your physical body. Now that is said very quickly, for it is a complex procedure.

Collectively, you compose your bodies and you choose them because you know it is an excellent vehicle through which you experience certain powerful and instructive lessons; not because you are damned by karma and forced to take a lowly, degrading physical mortal body; but because in your heart of hearts you are given the gifts of the gods and you use them with loving abandon in a way that you can experience a highly focused range of activities in a specific dimension.

You will never ‘lose’ the person you are. It will not be placed upon a great cosmic shelf to gather dust and be forgotten in the annals of time. On the contrary, the person you are will never dissolve and be annihilated. Your physical form indeed will undergo transformation and return to the earth. But the identity that you are will continue and it will grow, and you will grow, and you will become more than you are now.

You can sense that in the back of your mind, that there is already more to you now. You are already so much more when you sleep and dream, and you cannot fit all of you in one specific body and its expressions. That will awaken when your present body goes to sleep for the last time.

You need not fear annihilation, and you (to Kevin) need not fear that some dark and dastardly things await you because you do not seem to have a lifeline (as in palmistry). You have been able to get here now without it. And you are quite comfortable being the person you are, though this evening we must admit you are a bit more shaken up than usual. But when you understand your creature-hood, your companionship, your fellowship with all creatures, you will appreciate your being that much more. Now just because in designing your physical body you forgot to add the lifeline needs not mean that you must be severe and worry more than usual.

You have ahead of you many enjoyable experiences, and though this now is perhaps meaningless, you will find in several years from now that you will have before you many enriching opportunities for careers. You have far more intelligence than you display. You are crafty, and you are wise in ways you do not express. You fear people will load their responsibilities onto you. We suggest for now that you forget all this occult nonsense and enjoy life.

Live and be happy. What is the saying: “Don’t worry, be happy?” There are qualities of life you wish to fulfill. Use those as the stepping stones to your achievements. There are undeniably rich qualities within yourself. Use those to see life and you will find much more pleasure. Do you understand? Indeed.

Those that would say that you have a strange destiny before you because you may not have a lifeline may find it surprising that in a few years from now you will grow this famous lifeline. After all, it is merely a fold in the skin.

Now we have rambled on to a great length. We wish to return you to yourselves so that you can enjoy the beings that you are.

(To Peggy) Did that answer your question of before?

“Yes, I appreciate your thoughts.”

Simply know that there is nothing wrong with a physical body. If the universe takes the time to know itself through you, you are what the universe is, and the universe becomes you. That should trigger healing and more inquisitiveness.

Are there other questions?

“Yeah, Just one.”

Manhattan has thought a thought under his hat.

“Since I’ve been very small, people have had the tendencies to really unload…”

It is amazing to think of you as being small at one time.

“Yeah, well, I was; trust me. Since I’ve been small, people have been loading responsibilities on me, and it still happens today, and I was wondering why. Why do I get all these responsibilities and why people tend to shove their ambitions and all their problems and all kinds of things on me?”

On the one hand, you do not dislike this too much.

“No, no, it’s just that…”

Because it gives you a sense of being, it gives you a sense of validity. It makes you feel good about yourself and it also helps you ask questions such as this one and many others. People are drawn to you not only because of your height, but because you exude a sense of security. They feel it and you project it; in some way you are secure within yourself, and you have chosen a body that expresses this. In several instances you were very frail and diminutive, picked upon, and you decided this time around that this would not happen. You also understand those that are picked upon, intuitively. Your heart goes to them, and you defend them. You have good judgment.

When you are overwhelmed by the burdens of others, you can put out a signal that simply says: “I need a break, guys.” You would also do greatly to develop hobbies. We do not suggest something like stamp licking, but either writing – now you may say we never said this – but – you may also say you never heard this – but you may write poetry.

“I do.”

We know. Use it from the depth of your heart. You will find that you are indeed a gentle giant, in that sense.

“I’m not that tall..”

You can rambunctiously play with acrylics or oils. You may find this is excellent for releasing inner pressure, in the same capacity that you write your poems. When you write poetry, you feel a part of you opening up, like a doorway, that lets you experience other parts of your being. You can use this same creative thrust, but with paint brushes and pastels. Do not worry about being anything other than yourself. Just let the brush and the canvas show you what they want done with them.

Now we will end a most enjoyable multifaceted discussion, and return you to your loving extraordinary selves; the same selves that have always been and that will always be. Enjoy your break.

(Initial words missing). ..ghostly liberty of bantering with our Manhattan friend this way simply because he does not know yet that we are old friends. We have spent time here and there discussing matters of a most profound and at other times of a most superficial nature; and it has all been enjoyable. In the depth of your being, you recognized something unfamiliar but familiar at the same time when you heard us speak the first time. The voice echoed memories within you, buried somewhere in your awareness, and yet not so strange.

We have had good times. Old friends have a way of finding each other (Initial words missing)- – only use ten percent of your brain, and you believe it. Therefore, your beliefs do not allow you to know that you use more. If you only used ten percent of your brain, you would not have had enough intelligence to get out of the womb. That event alone requires an incredible complexity of biological mechanisms using a great deal more than ten percent of your brains. You are simply not aware that you use all of your brain all of the time.

The brain is the physical counterpart of your mind, and your mind is the mental counterpart of your self. Your brain processes information to such a degree that still, and for centuries to come, (and perhaps never) will there be a computer that can match it, for the computer does not have neurons. It has mechanical neurons, and the mechanical neurons cannot appreciate feeling. You are feeling, thinking, creative creatures, and you use all of your brain all of the time.

There are processes involved in the brain that you are not aware of. There are perceptions, as we spoke of earlier, of sounds you do not recognize, but you still hear them, even though you don’t recognize them. They simply do not register on the eardrum, but they are still heard by the cells of your body. Each cell has an awareness, a complete awareness not only of Itself, and your body; but it has an awareness of all the cells in your body and the cells in the bodies of those besides you.

The great world that you look out upon is part of your brain, but in a different way. It is part of the so-called unconscious mind; those aspects of your mind that you usually do not pay attention to. The plants represent other portions of yourself that do other things you are not aware of. There are neurological processes in the brain that give you information you then discard, because it does not fit in with the picture of the world as you have been told. You sense life in forms that do not appear before your eyes. You are aware, at other levels, of what is going on in the space you think is empty. There are atoms and molecules in what you think of as empty space. There is life there, and at other levels you are aware of it.

You sense it and you revel in it. But it is blocked off, because it doesn’t fit in with the known picture of the world. You can intuitively perceive these things, but your physical senses will not detect them. You have to use other senses to perceive this. You have to use inner eyes to see what your eyes do not see. You have to use inner ears to hear what your ears do not hear. You have to use inner touch to touch and feel what your flesh does not touch and feel. In other words, you have to use other methods of perception to become aware of what you are not now consciously aware of.

You do use all of your brain, but you don’t think so. Where does the knowing that you are to get up in the morning reside within you? Who taught you how to see? You learned how to read, but that is another matter. Who A taught you how to use the ears? No one you know of, but you were taught how to interpret and identify certain sounds. Those parts of you also compose your inner self, and they use the brain. You are composed of many personalities, even some artificial ones, created for specific reasons. You have, for instance a telephone personality, you have a shopping

Personality, you have a husband, wife and child personality. But behind these you are still more.

They also reside in the mind, and you do not pay attention to them, you do not notice them. You think your thoughts, but where do they come from?

Other parts of you have picked up signals from deep within this inner space, and have translated the signals in terms you understand. Yet the thought you hold in your mind about any specific subject is but one small frame of a larger mosaic. As long as you know that you use all of your brain, but that at times you only think you use ten percent, then you will do fine. After all, ten percent of your brain does not give you much credit. Give yourselves more credit.

Birds use more than ten percent of their brains. They have the sense to rise early and get the worm. You also use all of your brain, and more than for picking up worms. Pay attention to your thoughts, and you will find out quickly enough that you are much more complete than you have ever imagined yourselves to be. Imagine all the things you have not yet imagined, and that will give you food for thought.

Now we will leave you to ten or more percent of your brains and we thank you all for such good conversations.

End of session.

2 – July 16, 1990 in Ottawa, Canada

July 16, 1990

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Louise Gervais
Recorded in Ottawa, Canada on July 16, 1990
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

Kris Group Session: July 16, 1990

Marco, whom Kris likes to call Manhattan (he’s tall and always wean a black hat), was talking about certain experiences he had while looking in the mirror, involving facial distortions and unusual feelings. Anne asked about her fears of having her neck touched and of being picked up off the ground, though she is not afraid of height).

KRIS: In some of your own past lives, in your terms, you were strangled at the hands of a religious fanatic, which is another reason why conventional organized religions have never much appealed to you. Correct?

Now this was in the latter part of the thirteen hundreds in a small suburb of the city known today as Paris. You were of an organization, a group, a community of people like so many others, who sought to benefit from the benevolence of nature, wanting to live at peace without fretting about social problems of the age in question. Here you sought a certain education in returning to the gifts of nature and you accepted the ways of your teacher at the time.

That kind of community was frowned upon by the church, because your community did not put restrictions upon sexual expressions and did not seek to segregate male and female endeavors. Nowadays such a community would be called a community of wiccans. In those days you were considered the off springs of the devil: witches.

The experience of living in that community brought you much peace. It also taught you to respect nature and its creatures, and your fellow human beings. The matter of the demise of your body came about as a result of protestations from religious fanatics who eventually burnt the community to the ground and sought out as many of its members as possible, seeking to exterminate all of its members because they feared for their lives. Your lives were, in their terms, scandalous in the eyes of their god, and in their minds they could not endure that your community was actually able to live certain freedoms and its people were happy. Since they could not permit themselves the same joys and they had to contend with evil in every shadow, it was better for them to wipe you out than to understand their fears.

At another level, that type of scenario was an agreed-upon method to understand deep issues about violence, which are related to you (indicating Marco); about violence, about fear, and how your thoughts create the events of your lives. Do you understand?

You need no longer worry. The aggressors of such bygone days have learnt other lessons about compassion towards themselves and others. Your experiences since then have been of tremendous educational value to yourself and now in trying to assist our young friend Manhattan with his aggressiveness, it opened up doorways to other realities where issues of violence met in one way are still being worked out in other ways because lives never truly end. Do you follow?

“Yes.”

In seeking to help Manhattan, you recalled those ancient memories, to see them from another perspective. In such a day, Manhattan was a member of the religious sect that wiped yours out. You have worked many of the issues in their own ways since then. The difficulty is that you were still young in those days and he was much older, and what he saw done to you made him realize that the actions of his fellow human beings, and of his own, carried no justification, and he went and ended his own life.

You are together again, not about ready to end your lives, but ready to live them. When you look in the mirror and you see shadows, you see moving parts, you see the reflective surface change, and you become fearful, you recognize that what you fear the most is not aggression or aggressive behaviour; but your fear of that type of emotion. And because you fear them, they take on somber, even monstrous qualities only because that is what you believe. This is an issue that has also plagued mankind for many centuries. Realize that the emotions themselves are virtually harmless, but it is your fear of them that gives them unholy character, and then you even become fearful of yourself.

Do you understand?

Left by themselves, emotions, even aggressiveness will lead you back to love. It will not deter you. It will not destroy you, neither will it destroy your fellow humans unless you believe that aggression is violence; because it is not. Only in your mind is it the same. When you believe this, you seek to suppress your emotions, and when you suppress them, you give them powers they never had and never will have. It also means you can then suppress any emotion, even love!

When you give them such power, you become overwhelmed with the power you give them and you abandon yourself to your fears. Then you say: “My fears, they were justifiable. See. I am a violent person!”

You are not! You may have aggressive thoughts, but it is not an indication that you are violent. Aggressiveness, in the natural state, is a means of communication that prevents violence. Look at the animals. They growl and show their teeth, and the hair on their backs rises, and they dance and puff themselves up, and then most of the time they go their separate ways without necessarily losing fur, fangs or claws. Do you understand?

They allow aggressiveness to become a means of communication. Man has tampered with natural mechanisms and has come to believe that “Aggressiveness and violence, they are the same, and therefore if I hold an aggressive thought; l am holding a violent thought and therefore I am a violent person, therefore l am bad.”

Last week we suggested that you should think a most scandalous thought: that you think of yourselves as good. And when you have thoughts that rise to the surface, that wish to convince you otherwise, then you have something to work with, to change your thoughts. During a short break your friend Joseph will get you something he found and typed up for you. You can work with this, and see the results that come to the surface of your minds, and we will help you to see clearly through your misconceptions so that you can now conceive clearly that you are individuals and that you need not subscribe to the thoughts of those around you, but you can think on your own.

Now, luckily the body you have did not read the books you have read and did not hear the philosophies you have heard. Luckily, your body did not go to church and start thinking that it is itself bad. You did this and you accepted it. Now you can learn how to unravel such ideas and enjoy the selves that you are. Anyone who tells you that you are bad, that you are damned, that you are flawed, run away from them. Do not listen. That is their idea of themselves. You do not have to accept any of that. Now we will leave you for a time and come back later. Enjoy your discussions. Talk about life because it is your lives. And we will give you our Kris break.

You dream what you expect to dream. That is the bottom line. Your dreams are real, whether you realize it or not. The world of your dreams is as real as your physical life, but lived at a level where time and space are entirely different. Your dreams do not take time, as you know it. They have their own time. And they do not occupy space, as you know it. They occupy their own space. And if you look into your dreams, you will find this to be true. Many who do not remember their dreams usually fear life, in one form or another. When you fear life, you will not look into your dreams, because your dreams tell you about life. And if you tell yourselves that life is scary and fearful, you will not want to know anything about it. Your life as you know, it stems from; it is rooted in your dreams.

Dreams are more than safety valves. They are more than the result of chemical releases due to synaptic reactions or the product of neurological activity within the brain. They are more than the garbage dump of your human lives, as some Freudians have mentioned. They are more than an area where your fearful emotions are given vent. They have nothing to do with murderous intent that you hide from yourselves so that you can kill your fathers and sleep with your mothers.

That kind of suggestion about dreams is often used, and it is no wonder then that no one wants to look into their dreams, if they are first of all convinced that their dreams contain the most monstrous of nightmares. Dreams have nothing to do with this. It is true, you have nightmares, but then you also have physical symptoms when you do not listen to your inner sell.

You also have mental symptoms, nightmares, when you consistently refuse to deal with specific situations. The world of dreams, once you are in that field, that world is as real as the couch or chairs you sit on. It is as real as the bodies you sit in. And it is a natural phenomenon to be able to manipulate your dream environment, because in physical life you also manipulate your environment through your thoughts, beliefs and emotions. The same principles apply in your dreams. Your thoughts, your emotions and your beliefs all give life to the stuff of which dreams are made of. Dreams are made of pure vitality, the same stuff by the way that plants release as their dreams; just as what you release in your sleep are your dreams.

If dreams are of interest to you, then you can begin by recording them; more than just remembering them, but writing them down, objectify them, so that you can uncover the wisdom and the riches that they convey to you through experiences at other levels of consciousness. You will discover yourselves, since your dreams are all part of yourselves as much as your physical life is a part of you. But because the laws governing the dream state are exhibited differently than in this physical reality, you can perceive symbols in your dreams that contain much information. Because you have divorced yourselves so much from physical objects, you do not perceive that the objects in your living environment are symbols, just as forms in your dreams are also symbols.

The energy used to create the buildings you see outside this window, and even this building is only one representation of that energy. In other levels and other dimensions it would not appear as a building at all. It could very well be a rock. It could be a mountain. ~t could also be a vehicle, or even a refrigerator in other worlds, given that they had such contraptions. In this reality, energy appears in a specific shape according to your collective beliefs and your collective agreements about how energy will appear. This information on dreams will do for the moment though, but we do encourage you to talk and see what kind of invisible teeth you will pull out of this old man so that we can come to the rescue of your confusions. And we will enjoy ourselves.

You (Carmen) may ask a question now and one later.

“Well, I would like to find out what kind of exercise I can do, practice with Louise in order to give me an answer about the truth of my career in the future”

What is your intention with your career?

“I’m job seeking, and I might be moving.”

What kind of jobs are you focusing on?

“Financial services, government.”

(Serge came out of trance for a few minute, as there was a knock at the door for hand delivery of mail to him.)

KRIS: Now we will get back to the business at hand.

“The exercise that I could do with Louise.”

Which area do you want to focus in?

“Find out if I’m going to be moving to Montreal.. finance.”

That is the area you want to focus in?

“Yes… Is that going to be a good move for me or not?”

Now, the point is, do you trust the integrity of your being sufficiently so that your desires will become reality; and do you believe that you deserve the position you seek? Those two questions, if you ask them to yourself, should give you a clear indication of your capacities to seek out what you need. Once you square off with the values of the answers that you find in yourself and you make the necessary adjustments, you can do the following.

We briefly spoke of the present moment last week, and that is where you will find the power necessary to focus your intentions and your desires in line with your new beliefs about yourself. Focusing on nothing but the present moment as your point of power; and feeling that moment arise from your being, you can then take that power and focus it along the lines you desire. This should take you between ten to fifteen minutes, no longer. Besides, you wouldn’t be able to maintain that kind of focus for any longer period of time.

Then release the whole thing; this huge multidimensional package of conscious-thought-oriented energy. And then go about your daily affairs. Do not check too often to see if you have already gotten the job. When you bake an angel food cake, you know better than to open the oven door to check if it is rising. Otherwise, your cake will fall flat. Then, let all of that energy go.

You can do this exercise once a day for about a week, using the same process, and as you progress, you can add the following suggestion: “My present moment is filled with intuitive messages and impulses. I trust the security of my physical being to guide me in the fulfillment of my desires.”

That is important. You must feel secure in your flesh. (That goes for all of you). Otherwise you will not trust yourselves, and when you cannot trust your being you cannot trust love, nor can you trust others and their love. That becomes an important ingredient in what you seek. That is a good exercise.

Now, we will let you ponder and talk and chitchat. It is good that you do this. We do not want you to come here expecting us to drop pearls of wisdom so that they will fill up your ears and clog up your brains and then you will think you have learned something. The pearls of wisdom do not come from us; they come from you. You do not see them but we do. We can point out where you have hidden your pearls.

There is an old legend that says that when the great Hindu god Vishnu created the worlds, he consulted with his offspring, the demigod Brahma. That is an old Vedic legend. And the god Brahma said: “Man needs to discover that he also is a god. But in order for man to do this, he needs experience, and in order for experience to come about we must hide his powers from him so that be will enjoy the discovery.”

The great god Vishnu said: “Fine, let us hide it in the waters of the world.” And Brahma said: “That is not good enough, for one day man will go to the depths of the oceans in the world and he will find it.” Then Vishnu said: “Perhaps we can hide it in space.” And Brahma said: “One day man will go into space and he will surely find it. We need to hide it in a place where man will never think of looking.” Together they thought, and they agreed: “We will hide it inside man. Man will never think of looking for his god-hood there.”

However, some beings heard this, and they said: “who are these gods to tell others how they should be? “Then they started telling others of that secret place, inside of your being. And therefore we are here, to tell you: look in yourselves, and you will find not us, but you will find yourselves staring back at you!

And that is where the secrets are. They are not in books. We have said this. They are not in philosophies. They are not the secrets known to a select few who will impart them to you for thousands of dollars. Those secrets – the squirrels know of them, the fish know of them, the trees know of them, because the wind whispers the secrets, and you do not hear the whispers nor the secrets, because you think you are bereft of such abilities. So then we come as a loud wind to let you know that the secrets, they are in you. That is where they are. Now we will give you your break so you can figure out how you can talk about your secrets.

Now you (Anne and Marco) have come back together, many of you come back together in clusters of friendships. Sometimes those friendships are so profound that they in-corporate possibilities of physically expressing those beliefs that bind the individual to his/her worst fears.

If you (Marco) pay attention to your feelings toward your friend, you will note that they are feelings of protection, wanting her to feel secure by your presence, and you have chosen a body to give that sense of security, quite appropriately. You encourage a sense of security by your presence, and YOU encourage others to give that sense of security by your personality and the diminutive size of your body. But do not let her diminutive size fool you. We are not fooled by it.

It packs a great deal of psychological gunpowder. There are individuals that incarnate to populate the span of a century together; scattering themselves to the four corners of the globe, much as you would take a hand full of seeds and scatter it to the winds. Now it is not that someone has scattered your souls so that you can take birth wherever.

Instead, you choose those parents that will provide you with the impetus and the motivation to work out your life challenges, as you wish to create them before your birth. And your parents, though they might not be consciously aware, also choose those entities that will take birth through their interactions. In that way, you are all in agreement. In that way, you find those moments to express those peaks and valleys of the human experience, and in those peaks and valleys you find the joy that is yours to express through your tears and through your smiles. Such is the scale of the human enterprise.

You create the great industry of the human experience and it is a cherished experience. It allows you to view and feel your thoughts in and through the corporal vehicle, your bodies. In that way, you can enjoy the great exuberant power of creation like All-That-Is, (which is a much better word than god.) You play the parts of the individuals that you are. In your sweet innocence you discover that you also create your reality, in the same way All-That-Is discovers that it creates its own realities.

One day, you will awaken from your sleep to find that as much as you can manipulate your dream environment, you can also do the same for your physical environment because you are all incipient gods, gods that seek to be born in whatever reality you find yourselves.

When you hear the birds sing their divine songs, and when you hear the wind embrace the leaves, and when you hear the thunder speak its voice, you recognize in yourselves the great sweep of power that lies in each of your selves latently. And that power, it composes the bodies you have, and you compose your world en masse, (collectively), and you are learning that you belong to this world, and that you can enjoy yourselves. That is one of the things you will hear us say often, apart from many others; that you can enjoy yourselves! He who dares tell you: “How can you enjoy yourselves when you are born in an evil race”, do not listen. Send them your love and go your way.

Our intention is to have you realize, little by little, that you are great creative beings, and the thoughts you entertain become your future experience. Think upon that. It is important that you become aware of your thinking. Otherwise you lie dormant in a sea of activity, and you watch life go by, and you cannot enjoy it.

Any questions so far?

“Can I ask you a question? It doesn’t have anything to do with what you just said. Last week, when you asked us to close our eyes I bad this vision, and we were en this room, and everybody that was there last week was just sitting down, and I was dancing with Serge.”

Your vision was to remind you that all of your activities are dances. The electrons and molecules that make your bodies, they dance to the vitality that you dance to. The electrons and the molecules that compose what appears physical are also dancing. What you recognized is that the rightness of your being is good. You are all good creatures. And if you experience this rightness, allow the energy within you to dance. There is nothing wrong with your beings, but if you believe there is, then you will find much of it, and you will drown in a sea of wrongs. Better then to enjoy the beings you are.

Does that answer you?

“Yes. Why wasn’t I dancing alone, though? Why was I dancing with Serge?”

It is your recognition of the authority that he symbolizes in a way, and that authority in you, or in YOU, is not threatening.

“What do you think of the idea that true authority makes obedience a pleasure?”

True authority, the authority of the self, knows its own joyous order. It knows its own discipline, and its own structure. And that is all joyous. Any authority that you impose upon yourselves from without causes you difficulties. And those difficulties imprison you, keep you from enjoying life, and you become so accustomed to this prison that you think anything outside of this prison is chaos.

Yet, if you but take a moment and enjoy the rightness and the authority of your being, you will find everything has a way of coming into your life in accordance with your beliefs so that you can enjoy your life. Otherwise, if you believe the contrary, that the self is a great chaotic mess, then your life will reflect that belief, and it, too, will be a mess.

Joy is its own authority. You accepted the great authority of yourselves when you developed your flesh, and still you enjoy its product; your bodies. You do not have to think “It is time now to have the heart beat once more” or “It is time to tell the lungs to take another breath.” You would be in a fine mess. You would not be able to enjoy life. All of these things are done automatically, for you, by the great reserves of energy that are yours and that are you.

You can let go of some of your shackles and weights and worries about life and enjoy it, and let the same exuberant energy follow your beliefs. It will, whether you have positive of negative beliefs, in that light, in those terms. Best then to relieve yourselves of the burdensome beliefs. Change them so that your life is enjoyable. And, as a flower enjoys the light of the sun and its warmth, without worry as to whether it has a petal too many or one too few, enjoy your own lives.

You (to Carmen) have another question.

(Carmen appears not to, but Marco has one.)

“Kris, lately I’ve been very mixed up about myself. I don’t know what kind of destiny I have. I really don’t know what area to go into. I don’t know what I’m here for and I just want to know why I am here, for what purpose?”

What are your challenges right now?

“My challenge is that I want to help people, I want to help society.”

What are your personal challenges, now, in your life?

“My personal challenge is that I just want to finish high school, go to university. I want to be a social worker.”

And what are your intimate challenges?

“I want to find love, and I want to be basically happy with what lam. But like I said, I don’t know why I’m here, I don’t know why I was put here, for what reason.”

Now, what are you working out?

“I’m working out if I was here to help people, basically. I get a good deal of pleasure helping people. I’ve always been like that; but lately I’ve taken a crack at it, having a job like that, and it’s very stressful, and I don’t know if I can handle it as a career. That was always my biggest quality, to be able to help people with their problems and so forth and I realized that maybe I can’t handle it so with that I was a bit confused. Finding out that my biggest quality was one of my biggest fears.”

Now, on one hand, you are working through some of your own fears. That is part of what you have come here to work out. Refer back to your mirror experiments. That is pan of the picture. Of course, each life is a much more complex mosaic. Your fears, as discussed earlier, extend into many other areas of your life and color it, so that at times you do not recognize your own qualifies. Now you are very empathic by nature. It is easy for you to know and to feel what it is like to be in other people’s shoes, though how others could fit in your shoes we do not know. But it is easy for you to do this.

You are still young. Allow yourself time to experience life. Opportunities will appear to you, one at a time, as you become more and more comfortable being yourself. And that is a loaded statement, because you barely glimpse what it is to be yourself. In this way, as we have explained to Carmen, you begin by trusting yourself. A” around you tell you the contrary. They tell you that you will find your future in books. We say to you that you find your future in the thoughts you make about it today. The things you think of about tomorrow become real. You create your reality in very concrete terms. When you begin – you have that little card?

“It’s in her bag. (They get it)

Read the card.

“I am a worthy and deserving person. I have a right to my lift in this universe. I have a right to be because I Am.” (From an unpublished Seth/Jane Roberts ESP class).

Now say it because you mean it.

(Marco reads the card again.)

Indeed. Now there were different hesitations the second time, because you were afraid to mean it, but at least you recognized that there is the possibility, as outrageous a statement as that is, that you can mean something like that. When you begin to believe it, then your life will take a different direction, because you will know that whenever you hear inner voices that try to convince you to the contrary of that statement, you can tell them, those noisy inner voices, you can tell them, “I prefer to think this statement, and I will no longer believe you. I will believe what I say now.” Do you understand?

“Yes; I do.”

Gradually and quickly, those inner voices will lose their strength, (though we will not). And their impact upon you will diminish, and you will feel that it is good to be yourself because you are!

Look to the squirrels. They are content in theft surefootedness. They shine In the glory of their resplendent tails, and they know that they have a place in the universe, in theft terms. So do you have a place in the universe in your terms. But when you tamper with that, and you begin to believe that possibly you are an undeserving person, unworthy of being, and therefore must not have a place in the universe, you have problems.

The statement on that card will help you adjust in a harmonious way with all of your inquisitiveness about life, and will lead you to gradually believe that it is a good thing that you are you, and it is a good thing we are whom we are so that we can tell you that it is a good thing to be you!

The thoughts in your minds, the voices that make you feel small, that make you feel unwanted, you maintain them, you give them the power, because you think you have no power over them. And they know it, and take advantage of the liberties you are giving them. You can silence them by withdrawing your attention from them, and one way to do this is, just as the voices use sound, so can you use sound.

To begin with, to familiarize yourselves with sound in that way, you will need to say it out loud. Eventually you will be able to say it mentally, as a means to focus your energies away from the extremities of the mind and to center those energies so that you can use them appropriately.

Some individuals use a simple set of syllables such as “aum”. We agree it is a good vibration, as you call it, but it is also filled with connotations about eastern mysticism, karma, nirvanas and other such worrisome philosophies. Thus, we present you with another that you can say, and it will be to your advantage to try it. It is simple. It is as simple as “aum”, but will have greater effectiveness since it is also free of connotations. And it is “MU”; but not like a cow. Otherwise, you can milk this vibration for all it is worth.

The idea is to not only say it from the tip of your tongue and your lips, but to the depths of your guts, to let your guts know that they also have a say in the matter. You can say it with us once or twice and then again together but from deep inside. Now I will even close my saintly eyes so as not to see you when you think you are embarrassing yourselves. Therefore, you can say with us one long “MU”, and go now “MU.” Again: “MU” And say this, this time from your very toes: “MU”

Sometimes we will ask you, any one of you, to say it when you need to break up some emotional patterns that give you difficulties. You can say it as loud as you wish, so that the stars hear the exuberance of your voice, so that the gods in the heavens hear you, and that the gods that are not yet born through your flesh hear your voice and come and see what the commotion is about. For after all, if you cannot create gods that have fun, then what good are you creating?

You have for too long, and your history attests to it, for far too long have you created gods that know nothing but punishment, vengeance, or that tell you the other gods are obviously inferior. You make the gods. Now it is time to make gods that make things better. Therefore, if none of you have any other questions.

(To Chantal) You take the card out. We will close our eyes again. Pretend you can say it out loud, and then say it.

(Chantal reads the card)

Now, pretend that we are someone you wish to say that to, and say it even if your lungs hurt, and your voice cracks, but say it with every fiber of your soul. You do not think that you can mean that. We know. But if you give it one little try.

(Chantal reads the card again)

Now, that did not hurt too much. You are still here. You did not explode. But it is good that you do this. It will loosen up the emotions that you bind yourself with. Say it to yourself several times in the day; remind yourself that you are a worthy individual, that you deserve this life because you create it, and what you do not want any longer, you have the power to change it. That is your greatest fear; that you have no power to change the conditions of your existence, only because you believe you do not. So far, you have created particular situations, marvelously so.

If you no longer like the situations, you can change them. And you can change them by beginning to believe what you say, and whenever you find that you start believing the contrary, you can agree with yourself where exactly you want to be; in line with an idea of yourself that is worthy of you, or one that is not. Do you agree?

Indeed. Now, then, we have kept you here long enough. We will send you on your ways in your journeys and adventures, so that you can challenge the coming week, and we will give you an assignment.

“Homework! Hey, I’m out of school.”

It is a pleasurable homework. Whenever you find yourself doing something you do not like, especially something habitual, patterns that you find yourself unable to stop but you do them anyway – you know what we mean – stop yourself. If you have to, make an excuse. Go to the washroom. Go outside. And if you can, scream. Scream the most powerful “MU” you have ever heard. If you cannot do this, then do this in your mind, and release the energies, and then return to your situations, and take a note of how things move after this in your daily experience. And we will compare notes next week.

Now, we will leave you to your “MU” and to your notes and to the selves that you are, and we thank the glory of your beings for having shared with us, and we bid you all a grand evening.

“Thank you, Kris.”

1 – July 09, 1990 in Ottawa, Canada

July 9, 1990

Channeled by Serge J. Grandbois
Transcribed by Louise Gervais
Recorded in Ottawa, Canada on July 9, 1990
© Copyright 2004 Avion Rising Inc.

Introduction

by Serge Joseph Grandbois

During the last ten years, I can safely say that my life has truly been a blend of experiences that range from the ordinary daily grind, to peaks and valleys of adventures, discoveries and glimpses into the reaches of the human psyche few experience.

Not to say that I am more privy than others to such adventures of consciousness. On the contrary, I view these adventures has inherent to all people, but not all people are willing or able to take steps in directions often quite unknown. These ventures into the behind the scenes of daily actions and motivations can be unsettling to quite a lot of people, not the least of which is myself. I recognized at a very young age that there seemed to be more to the ins and outs of daily activities and that many people did not pay attention to this.

I recall the very first such incident when I was approximately age 10, standing on a street corner in downtown Ottawa, waiting to cross the street not far from home. It struck me as utterly fascinating to wonder about what made people think and do the things they thought and did. Now, mind you, at that age, there was no comprehension of what had just crossed my mind, so it was quickly forgotten in-lieu-of meeting my friend to go play in the sand lot at the park.

Over the years things changed, perceptions have been outgrown and views about life have come and gone. However, considering the adventures in consciousness that have been part of my daily experiences for these past fifteen years, I believe that I am possibly in a better position to explore and perhaps actually find answers to the questions that so irreverently appeared in my mind nearly 30 years ago.

I don’t claim to have all the answers; just answers for myself; and if others find a truth, a spark of recognition in this for themselves, they are welcome to it. Kris also doesn’t claim any copyrights on truth, nor claims to have coined anything, though he may have some highly original perspectives.

I believe that the Kris phenomenon in my life is a partial answer to those very questions from so long ago. Actually, looking at that statement, I have to say that the Kris persona may not be as much an answer as it only leads to more and more questions, many of which are natural extensions of this long standing original question. Yes, the search, the journey seems to beckon more explorations and I am convinced that this and other lifetimes may be stepping stones to greater discoveries about what we are all about!

These five group sessions were given during the Summer of 1990, interestingly enough in the very same apartment I moved back into four years later in center town Ottawa. It was at that time, after nearly 6 years of giving voice to Kris that my eyes were now fully open in trance. We seemed to head in new directions.

Though the discussions held before Kris would come through were not recorded, all of Kris’ delivery was geared to addressing topics brought up before hand amongst people attending the groups. In reviewing the material for this booklet, I was struck by the depth and the frankness of Kris’ views, as well as his ability to drop subtle hints about our potential and abilities to solve our dilemmas; as well as our apparently colossal ability to complicate our lives.

Perhaps in these pages you’ll find tools to make your life a richer and more fulfilling experience. Yes, the journey continues, and in friendship and brotherhood we travel together!

Kris Group Session: July 9, 1990

KRIS: A very warm and pleasant evening to each of you.

“Good evening, Kris.”

Now, some of you have known me of late, and some of you do not know me, and to each and every one we want to emphasize that it is not necessary that you must know us, or what we are, as much as it is important that you know yourselves and what you are. What we do, what we are, is as a light that shines upon you so that you can see and recognize what you are. If we succeed at being even a dim echo of the wondrous and miraculous self that you are, then, we will have accomplished what we have set out to accomplish.

We speak the thoughts that you do not speak in your self. Our voice is the voice that you hear but do not hear in your minds, and if we are successful at speaking the thoughts that flow in and out of your being, then you will get to hear the sounds and the voices within yourselves that echo through the corridors of time and space and come back to you so that you can hear yourselves.

We have no truths; we have no secrets to impart to you. We have no magical wands and secret incantations. But the one thing we do have is the knowledge of the validity of your beings, and that is what we share with you. You do not sense the power that flown in your veins, but through our voice, we wish to make you aware of it, so that you know that the reality that you have created for yourselves is of your doing. And if something does not please you, you have within the fiber of your being the power to change what you no longer like in your world; in your life. You are not powerless, defeated and without resources. On the contrary, you have so far done an excellent job of creating for yourselves the reality that reflects what you have believed about yourself. Today, if your beliefs about yourself no longer bring you joy and pleasure, you can change them.

You have within you the power to steer your own ship, and to guide and navigate yourselves through the vast expanses of your being. In other words, we are here to remind you that YOU CREATE YOUR OWN REALITY. You remind yourselves on a daily basis of how little effectiveness you have in your world.

Now, let an old ghost remind you that you have the power to change your reality and your events. As soon as you begin to recognize the vitality that speaks in your bodies, the better off you are, because vitality is the juice of the universe. It is what makes the universe. You breathe it. You eat it. You have your being in it. And you can use it.

But first and foremost, if you are to begin to do anything in this direction, then we will have to remind you in the most scandalous manner that you are good. And if you find yourselves cringing at the possibility, then take heed, because you will find here that we respond to all of your thoughts to a certain degree and we will continuously remind you that the goodness of your being is what causes you as an event upon the universe.

If you listen to others who tell you that your being is flawed, and that you are damned because of it, then you will experience the result of those beliefs in your life.

At this point in your lives, you are in a position to choose whether to believe there is something wrong with you, that you are flawed and damned; or that your being is sacred, that your integrity is couched in your flesh, and that your spirit is expressed in your body made flesh, enjoying the human experience.

In other words, you are spirituality made flesh, and we want you to experience it so that you do not have to hide behind masks, pretending that you must hope against hope that you might be both loving and loved individuals, for fear that others find within you deep, dark and foreboding secrets. Those places you dare not look within yourselves, where you think you hide dark things, we can help you shine the bright light of experience in those dark corners so that you can free your energy, so that you can experience the beings that you are.

Now far be it from us to lay any heavies on you. Therefore, we will give you a break, and this is going to be, for future reference, what we will call our “Kris break” where we will leave you to express yourselves, but we will not be far away, so that we can enjoy your presence.

Indeed. When you grab an emotion and you hold it before the eyes of the intellect and you say. Yes, that is an emotion, and you quickly sweep it under a mental carpet, then you think it has been resolved, until another situation comes along and you find that the pile of emotional dust you thought had been tucked away is suddenly filling your lungs of experience, and find yourself suffocated with remembered fears and pains, taking those into your present and spreading the dust of emotional fears into the future, to make certain that you will still have troublesome times ahead. We don’t know why your species does this, but you do it nonetheless.

Now, when you begin by having a fear of your emotions, you immediately set up defenses against them, and because you hold the emotions, you also set up defenses against yourselves, further complicating the story. Therefore, you play some sort of emotional ping-pong with yourselves, guaranteeing that your sense of guilt will never stop, because after all, you are convinced that if you do not feel guilty about something, some great evil will befalls you because you use your guilt to keep yourselves in check in case you begin to experience the good that is in you. Again, why you do this we do not know. But you do it.

Your thoughts about yourselves need to be reviewed. If you want to make any changes in your world, you have to begin where the events of your world have their origin, and that is in your thoughts. And because of the great stuff of the universe, the vitality that exists, your thoughts about yourself and your relationship with others and the universe become the events of your lives.

You create your reality. In the most concrete terms, your events show you the beliefs you hold about yourself, and when you do not pay attention and you try to blame others, you further increase the belief in powerlessness. Then you become convinced there is little you can do to change your world and the way you feel about yourself. So the idea is to become consciously aware of what you believe about your being.

For instance, there was talk of channeling, communicating with spirits. You may all believe that this is possible, but it will be done according to your beliefs. If, for instance, you believe that man is inherently evil, then you will speak about the sins and the guilt of mankind and you will prophesy the ultimate destruction of mankind because of the evils you believe is in the heart of men, and that the race merits punishment and eradication.

Check your beliefs or expectations before you investigate any other area of your reality, both inner and outer. Take inventory of the contents of your conscious mind. All the answers you seek are contained in what you ask yourselves.

When you run from nirvana to nirvana and from guru to guru and from teacher to teacher; all you find are your greatest fears confirmed for you; that others have a power you obviously do not have. And we want you to know that is not the case. You have within you the resources to listen to the answers. They are not hidden in the deep, dark, dungeon-like caverns and labyrinths of some nefarious subconscious. You answer your questions on a daily basis. But you pay no attention. You do not listen to the words you speak. You do not listen to the thoughts that creep in softly, like a thief in the night, into your mind, that provide you with all of your solutions. And then you raise your fist at the sky and you say: “why do you not answer me!?” And then you believe that obviously even the universe does not care about you.

It does. It cares about you. You will find out that nothing wrong will befall you if you start caring about the beings that you are. The beings that you are, ARE caring. You are marvelously caring creatures. But when you believe the opposite, you leave yourselves open because you are thinking you will be hurt. You will not be hurt. You will instead appreciate the marvelous creatures that you think you are, and more.

One of our purposes is to show you, if you are willing, the different levels of consciousness within which you have your being. You are multidimensional beings. The part of you that sits here in flesh, and that you think is you is but one small portion, and you are much more. You have many minds, but you have been told that you can only use perhaps ten percent of the one you have now. You have many minds. Imagine all the resources you are not yet tapping into. With your acquiescence, we can make it our loving and caring duty to guide you all, and any others, into the inner realms and dimensions that you have your being in, so that you can find out for yourselves what you are all about.

We understand your question. Now, we have had charmingly wonderful human lives couched in the security of the flesh. At this present moment, do not have my energies focused in taking care of a body of flesh, other than I transmit or send my thoughts and my energy through our friend Joseph here. But when I did experience the physical body, and I did it many times because it is a wonderful experience, I have no regrets. And to answer you more directly, I do not come from a century in particular. What I am is the sounds of your own selves and of the cells in your bodies that exist beyond the limits of time and space, beyond all antiquities, and beyond any futures you possibly imagine. You are expressing yourselves in this moment because it is the one you are focused in, but you have many, many moments.

The cells of your physical body are not the same ones that were there yesterday, and the ones that will be there tomorrow will be different. But you still feel the security of your being in that body, though it is completely different than the one you had yesterday. To your mind, in your terms, it is a solid and concrete thing. The cells that compose this apparently solid and concrete thing have traveled, have been many other things, and they will be again many other things.

The you that animates that body, that complex of cells that has seen stars die and has been with newborn planets; you have within you visions of galaxies being birthed from the mind of what you call god, and you know of innumerable other galaxies that will die and take birth again and again. You have put that knowledge behind you, so to speak, so that you can enjoy the experience of this moment, but your moment is not limited or close-ended. You can, if you wish, expand the boundaries of this moment to encompass many other variations of it, so that you know, just as I speak from beyond time, you also speak and have your being beyond the knowledge of time and space.

Those of you who want can close your eyes. You may wish to leave your eyes open. It is up to you. Use the sound of this voice as your lifeline, as your road, and feel free to travel within. Sense either far away behind you or very high above you; sense a pyramid shape that becomes a channel to an expanded moment; a moment where you proceed through this pyramid.

Begin sensing your own vitality, a vitality that reaches out and touches the cells of your entire being; reaching out and, expanding, creating a vehicle of consciousness that lets you see images that you are free to follow. Follow through into dimensions of your flesh where your energy is unbounded, your vitality knows only itself, and within that knowledge you can rejoice that the very vitality of your being is the same vitality and energy that sustains the planets in their orbit. It is the same energy that sustains the stars, and in the furthest reaches of your moment, this same vitality and energy lets you know that the moment is shared by an innumerable quantity of other selves that you are in other dimensions.

Each self in its own right quite valid, able to experience the moment with you, spinning the electrons and the molecules of your mind beyond corridors of time and space, so that all you need is to know that your vitality, your energy, is unlimited.

As you look in the distance you see the sun. If you look farther you can see many other suns, and that theft light and theft energy is also yours. You can take all of this energy and direct it into your life. Use ft to change the way you feel about yourself so that you know without doubt that you are a valid person and that you have a right to your life in this universe. You have a right to be; because you are. And as you see the light of the sun, you can use to once again find your way back to your brain, to your body, to this room, to the power and the knowledge that glorifies itself in the expressions of your flesh that is your vehicle and your experience. As you gradually return to this room, we will let you enjoy a complete break.

– Break –

When we take the time to enjoy your presence, we wish it known that you also can take time and enjoy your presence here. And the voice you hear; as we have said, is but a dim echo of the power and the vitality of your presence here. But you do not have to limit the joy and the vitality of your presence to this evening or any other evening here. You can express this joy and vitality wherever you go, wherever you have your moment. That is what you can do. Why should you have to wait to hear those words from a dead old man? For someone who has been dead for centuries in your terms only, we have more joy in us than some of you. Know what you have in yourselves. (And we like to look at eyes because you all have such pretty eyes.)

They (eyes) are the product of your love for life, as is your body, your mind, and your thoughts, and all of what you see around you Is the product of a loving, enriching experience of the soul knowing itself as flesh. There are many others who know this and there are many more that do not. But that is none of your concern, and neither is the validity of my being.

Use the joy, the vitality and the exuberance of your being, wherever you ‘be’.

Now, there was brief mention in an earlier discussion, of sending healing thoughts and energy to those who have physical and emotional needs. Over there is a pile of envelopes; if you will, Jeff, you can bring them and put then in the middle of the floor, all of those.

These are people who have needs. They seek answers of one type or another. You do not know them, but because you see a piece of evidence, you automatically believe they exist. And these people do not see you, and most likely never will, but they believe you exist in one form or another Therefore, we would like, with your assistance, to send them an acknowledgment of their being from yours, leaving them the free will to use the energy you send at their discretion, sending them unconditional loving thoughts. Hopefully they will use your loving thoughts and recognize for themselves that their physical symptoms are signals from within, indicating the beliefs they have neglected or refused to deal with up to this point Wit your loving thoughts, they may awaken from their sleep, even though they may be wide awake.

If you are all willing to share the abundant energy in your being and remind them telepathically of the abundant energy of their being, then we ask you either to close your eyes or leave them open and use the sound of this voice as your road to your inner experience. As you reach within, acknowledging the moment of your existence in your body, feel far behind you, or way above you again for the pyramid shape that becomes your channel to inner dimensions of being, which you can use to experience the great sweep of your energy; that same energy that maintains the planets, that gives birth to the stars, that lights the suns in the distance, the same energy that courses in your veins.

In creating this link you are able to turn your thoughts from the great vitality you feel and turn them towards the middle of this room where the envelopes are, where the pictures and the requests for assistance of one nature or another are, and you can direct the vitality that surrounds you and is you!

Focus a stream of that vitality, that energy, and allow the pictures and the papers and the objects to absorb that energy and send the particles of that energy to the individuals in question, wherever they may be, whatever their condition, because you know within your greatest selves that energy is forever available, and that it can be transmitted.

Now gradually turn your thoughts towards the greater inner dimensions of yourselves, and thank those parts of yourself that exist beyond the stream of time and space that have shared their being and their energy with you and others. Gradually return towards the sounds in this room, and the bodies that you think you are, and to this moment. Slowly return all of your being here, concentrated or not.

By the way, we appreciate your hat. It is most becoming, and if you do not mind, we will call you Manhattan.

Now, if you wish, you do not have to listen all the time to our words. You have thoughts that you wish to express, you have questions that you wish to speak. We have much more to say, but it need not be done in one evening. Feel free, and ask your questions.

“Kris, I’d like some clarification on something. For the last year I’ve been experiencing twitching in this arm and I think it’s because of this chakra being blocked.”

If you think, after what you have just done and experienced, that you can still have blocked chakras, then you will have to check with a chakra mechanic. The vitality of your being knows nothing of blocked chakras. They are beliefs you hold. The more you believe something is blocked, the more you will be blocked.

“Yeah, I agree with that.”

Besides, what is the difference between blocked chakras and perceiving blocks of guilt? Many of you would fight till your dying breath against the concept of original sin, yet you believe wholeheartedly in karma. What is the difference? It is an old theory with a new coat of paint. There is no great value in believing yourselves to be guilty of one thing or another, except perhaps to realize that you did not have to believe in guilt in the first place. Does that answer you?

(The response is an audible sigh.)

You sense energy move in you.

“Yeah, to me, it’s my feeling, and it all related directly to my emotional growth, I feel.”

In that respect you are correct.

“That’s my feeling.”

Your doctor has been a major figure in awakening you to the emotions.

“Oh yeah.”

You will do yourself better service if you give your ego due respect. Your ego is a most cherished and useful thing. Without it, you could not correctly perceive your position in the world. You could not investigate your beliefs as they are projected outwardly into events, and then make corrections and correlations. However, the ego can do much more than simply be in the way of spiritual growth, as you often think it is.

Without it, you could not entertain thoughts. It is your tool of perception to thoughts. You use it to focus your energies to create events. If the ego were allowed to do its functions, as it naturally knows it must, you would have no problems.

“Well, I think that’s something that everybody has to learn and nobody has yet.”

Indeed. Most people on the spiritual path believe they must squash the ego out of the way. It is an unfortunately doomed ideology. It is like saying: “If 1 cut off an arm I will swim better.”

Now when you sense energy and emotions, you will do yourself the greatest service to let the emotions arise, go through you, so that they can be released. The more you fear them and hold them back, the more it becomes difficult. When this evening has ended, ask Joseph here to give you a little piece of paper he has written. Do not use it merely as an affirmation, but as a means to ferret out all of the beliefs you hold about yourself but hide from yourself. And beliefs that comes and contradicts what is on that piece of paper you can deal with. It will appear there is a struggle for the time being. The more you resist, the bigger the struggle. The less you resist your emotions, the more power you will perceive in yourself. That will clear up some of the cobwebs you think hold you back.

“That’s good I like that. Thank you.”

Then if you have no more questions, we will bid you a fond evening. You are all welcome to return here, with your rendezvous with an old man.

Even though we are more ancient than all of the fossils you can possibly find, we still have enough youth in us to make you blush.

Just as we are old and young and dead and alive, so are you. You think because you have a body of flesh that it will inevitably be wiped away. You will be pleasantly surprised to find that when you are dead, you are still alive. Be prepared for the shock.

Now, we will leave you to the joyous integrity of your selves; returning you to the selves that you are. A fond and good evening to all.

“Thank you Kris.”

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